Fan Fiction ❯ Book for This Life ❯ Driven To Death Because of You ( Chapter 4 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: catty luv 
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Drama / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 09.21.2004 | Updated On: 03.31.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 712 | Visits: 154 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Drama / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 09.21.2004 | Updated On: 03.31.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 712 | Visits: 154 | Status: Completed
Thank you everyone who reviewed, I am very grateful! ^_^ (EscpeciallyLady Lyric Harker, for reviewing alot and being so nice in them, I'm really glad that you read and liked all of the poems too *heart*)
There is some warnings I must tell you before you read this: There is many mentions of blood and contains a death at the end, which is the cause of the rating going up to R, so if you are uncomfortable with any of that then PLEASE DO NOT READ. Other whys enjoy!
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~Red liquid seeped through the freshly cut wrist It poured like a river through the vertical cut wound A smirk placed it's self on the face of the broken child The blade in their hand fell to the floor~
~A cling sounded through the halls of the empty house No one was home; no one would for a few hours The child was all alone with no one to hold them And to tell them everything was alright~
~Their eyes drifted to the bleeding wrist that was limp at their side The pain coursing through their body never felt better It was a sweet stinging sensation that brought them away from the world Into one where they could be alone and enjoy it along with the fact that no one was there to hurt them~
~They had finally given up trying, deciding that it was best to stay by themselves They gave up on trying to make friends, everyone hated them anyway But the one thing they didn't give up on was the one thing they now were killing themselves over They had left that person trying to keep the friendship they had, but still lost it along the way~
~A pale hand reached out for the blade stained of blood It circled around the sharp knife cutting the skin, and staining it with a dark crimson substance The child brought the hand to their wrist, they dared not to move one inch As they thought of ones they loved~
'Mother? ~You are so sick and unable to move, I fear for you~
Father? ~Gone with the rest of the family, but I will never forget you~
Brother? ~You never liked me, though I hope you'll miss me~
Sister? ~You were always the better one, please remember me~
Lover? ~I never said a word of how I felt for you, I kept it locked up inside I wish for once I would get out of this fear stage But it's to late I can't go back now I hope to meet you again, just so I can see you smile~'
~Hot crystal tears fell from faded eyes Remembering all those faces brought so much pain crushing on their heart Maybe they would be forgotten and not missed or not cared for at all Maybe they were truly alone ever since their birth~
~Their trembling hand forced the sharp edge downward Screaming out into the darkness as the blade connected with untouched skin They pulled it up towards the shoulder tearing the skin into a thick and slightly curved line The more the blade touched the more blood streamed out like a rapidly flowing river~
~The child smiled taking the knife out of their skin only to bring it back down into their gut They choked as blood dripped from their mouth Mixing with the dry blood scattered on their clothes and face A pool of dark red formed on the floor under the cold body~
~Eyes closed slowly Body going limp Head resting on their shoulder With blade still locked in hand~
~Was this what happened when rejection is your biggest fear To take your own life over someone who was clueless Is it foolish to push them out of the way or stand in front of them when they are about to be attacked Is it not the same thing whether you do it why they watch or why you're alone~
~Is it selfish Is it cruel Is it wrong Ether way you end it, you still end it for them… right~
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There is some warnings I must tell you before you read this: There is many mentions of blood and contains a death at the end, which is the cause of the rating going up to R, so if you are uncomfortable with any of that then PLEASE DO NOT READ. Other whys enjoy!
*~*~*~
~Red liquid seeped through the freshly cut wrist It poured like a river through the vertical cut wound A smirk placed it's self on the face of the broken child The blade in their hand fell to the floor~
~A cling sounded through the halls of the empty house No one was home; no one would for a few hours The child was all alone with no one to hold them And to tell them everything was alright~
~Their eyes drifted to the bleeding wrist that was limp at their side The pain coursing through their body never felt better It was a sweet stinging sensation that brought them away from the world Into one where they could be alone and enjoy it along with the fact that no one was there to hurt them~
~They had finally given up trying, deciding that it was best to stay by themselves They gave up on trying to make friends, everyone hated them anyway But the one thing they didn't give up on was the one thing they now were killing themselves over They had left that person trying to keep the friendship they had, but still lost it along the way~
~A pale hand reached out for the blade stained of blood It circled around the sharp knife cutting the skin, and staining it with a dark crimson substance The child brought the hand to their wrist, they dared not to move one inch As they thought of ones they loved~
'Mother? ~You are so sick and unable to move, I fear for you~
Father? ~Gone with the rest of the family, but I will never forget you~
Brother? ~You never liked me, though I hope you'll miss me~
Sister? ~You were always the better one, please remember me~
Lover? ~I never said a word of how I felt for you, I kept it locked up inside I wish for once I would get out of this fear stage But it's to late I can't go back now I hope to meet you again, just so I can see you smile~'
~Hot crystal tears fell from faded eyes Remembering all those faces brought so much pain crushing on their heart Maybe they would be forgotten and not missed or not cared for at all Maybe they were truly alone ever since their birth~
~Their trembling hand forced the sharp edge downward Screaming out into the darkness as the blade connected with untouched skin They pulled it up towards the shoulder tearing the skin into a thick and slightly curved line The more the blade touched the more blood streamed out like a rapidly flowing river~
~The child smiled taking the knife out of their skin only to bring it back down into their gut They choked as blood dripped from their mouth Mixing with the dry blood scattered on their clothes and face A pool of dark red formed on the floor under the cold body~
~Eyes closed slowly Body going limp Head resting on their shoulder With blade still locked in hand~
~Was this what happened when rejection is your biggest fear To take your own life over someone who was clueless Is it foolish to push them out of the way or stand in front of them when they are about to be attacked Is it not the same thing whether you do it why they watch or why you're alone~
~Is it selfish Is it cruel Is it wrong Ether way you end it, you still end it for them… right~
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