Fan Fiction ❯ Confused ❯ Confused ( Chapter 1 )

Confused

As I sit at home watching the rain fall drop by drop from the cloud I wonder.

Just how long does it take?

How long does it take the rain to fall to the ground?

One minute?

Thirty Seconds?

No time at all?

Does everydrop vary?

Why i'm bothered by such is a puzzle even I can't desifer.

Everything now confuses me.

I'm confused about Heaven and all of it's contanits.

Is it really as the Bible says?

Supreme happyness?

What if it's not?

What if it's just there.

What if I lost my way, Can I still make it?

The head on my shoulders spins while asking questions of itself.

Douting itself and at the same moment beliving in the other half.

Confused as it sounds it sort of makes sense.

If you think about what makes sense in something confusing it really dosn't confuse you at all, right?

But then again you have to look at the confusing parts as well so you can understand the messege.

What messege?

One part is not complete without the other.

Then again it's sometimes pointless to understand something that can not be understood.

How do you know if something can be understood or not?

If something can not be understood then is it to just be?

Dosn't everything have a purpose?

If we can't understand something that can not be understood then....How do we know it's there?

Right?

Just because you can see somthing dosn't prove anything.

Well, what if your blind and you can never see in the first place?

Then could you begin to understand the unknown?

Or would it only make it more confusing?

Some questions you can sit and think about all day and neverfind an anwser.

You can read books and surf the net for unawnsered questions but what's the point in looking if the questions are unanswed?

If there are unawnsered questions then are there unquestions answers too?

Some things are left to be undiscovered I suppose.

But if were not to find out what is unanwserable then why is it there? And how unanswerable can it really be?

I guess we'll just find out in time.

That's the only truth to it, Waiting and thinking,

Waiting and thinking.

Waiting and thinking.

Why bother with it at all?

I think i'm just going to hush about it if that's how it is,

Leave it.