Fan Fiction ❯ Dirty Little Secrets ❯ Case One: Robin ( Chapter 1 )

I don't really know how I came up with this idea, but I did. Okay it will not only be about Robin but about Star and the others, about their dirty little secrets, things that they try and keep to themselves. Okay so it mainly about there secrets and how they cope.

Disclaimer: I do not own the Teen Titians (duh)

Dirty Little Secrets

Case One: Robin

I carefully held the knife in my hand and pressed it against the naked flesh of my thigh. I watched as the knife bite into my skin drawing the warm sticky substance that kept me alive. I lifted the knife from my skin and just watched the blood run down my thigh, in careful streams, they looked like tear drop almost.

I didn't know how it really all started; I would have to say just after my parents died I had found my self-looking for some sort of release. I had started cutting my wrist, it was wonderful how it just seemed to make everything go away, a way for me to let it all out. But it was not long after that I found that I had cut too deep, and was going to slowly bleed to death. Bruce however came in just in time to save me, but it also meant he knew about my dirty little secret.

At first I was scared of how he would react, would he think me a freak? But he didn't. He took me to help, and would always ask if I was all right. That however only lasted a few months, and then he thought me cured. I thought that too.

I wasn't, once Slade came along I found myself looking for that release, even more now. Sure I knew I could have gone to Cy or Beast boy for help, I could have even gone to Raven. I could have gone to anyone, but Star. No she was to innocent to simple-minded, it would scare her. No matter none of them will know.

"Robin are you asleep?" I herd Star voice and froze, don't let her come in please. Don't let her come in and see the blood, see me sitting here with this bloody knife in my hand. Don't let her find out about my dirty little secret please. I waited; I waited for her to walk to leave me alone…. Thank the gods she's walking away.

I let out a breath I did not know I was holding, and smiled. She will not know not today I cannot ever let her know.

I quickly wrapped the wounds and walked out to where my team mater where.

"Hey guys." I said cheerfully, if only they knew if only they knew.

"Hey." Cyborg and Beast Boy said in unison.

"Oh Robin, I had thought you to be asleep. Are you alright you where in your room alone for quite a long time." Star said with a concerned look on her face.

"I'm fine don't worry, I just dozed off that's all." My lie seemed to satisfy Star and she walked away.

I looked the room and knew that no one knew, and that made me happy. It made me happy that I had something all my own. Something that was just mine and only mine. It may be a stupid thing, something that most people would say that I had a sick mind. But it was mine!

A/N: Okay there is chapter one, I know it was short, but there will be more! Next chapter shall be Star's dirty little secret. Please R/R and don't kill me!