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Frustrated

Do you see me? Standing here next to you and yet you are so far away from me? Can you feel me touching you and yet you do not respond. When will you let me love you? The way I want to love you? You say you love me, but your eyes hold a mystery that I fear and hate.

Do you hear me? Pouring my heart out to you yet my cries of love falls upon your deaf ears? Why are you resisting my love? I though you would want to be loved and yet I guess you do not. At least, not by me, right? Tell me, do you hear my cries of frustration? Of course you don't.

I wish that you would look at me that way. You know what I mean Riku. The way you look at her. Is she more important than I am? Is she prettier than I am? She's not the one for you. You and I both know this. Why won't you admit it Riku? And I know you are thinking "What can you do that she can't?" I can love you better. Better than she ever can.

You say "We're just friends" so monotony and with no feeling. Is that what I am to you? Only a friend? It's not enough for me. No, I want more. Much more. You can call me crazy and weird all you want. But no matter how many hurtful things you say and do to me, I'll never give up on you. You push me away but I'll keep coming back. You can't get rid of me. You want to know why? Because I love you, Riku.

So you're stuck with me. Forever and ever. Let me love you please! That's all I want! Really! I don't care about anyone else! I want you with me! When I go to sleep and when I wake up! Do you see the many tears I've shed for you?! Do you even care?!

All I'm asking for is a chance. A chance for us, Riku! A chance for our love! I know you'll give into me one day. It's fated for us to be together! I-I feel it and I know you do too! I love you, what more do you want from me? I'll do anything, just tell me. If you want me away from you, just say it, Riku. But please, please, don't make me suffer like this anymore.

I can see right through you. I see what you and others do not. I see your heart. It whispers to me. It wants me. But your body is fighting your heart. Please stop fighting and let love take its course! Riku, I won't give up. Not until your eyes tell me the truth. The truth being that you love me as much as I love you.

Take my hand. I won't let any harm get close to you. I will protect you. You need not worry about anything. Just relax, my love. And let love take its natural course. Riku, have I told you that I love you? I do, more than you'll ever know. I love you, Riku, say you`ll be mine? Please my love? I love you. Now and always.