Fan Fiction ❯ If We Still Were Children ❯ If We Still Were Children ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Mochidzuki 
Sora`s life becomes an emotional roller coaster once Riku leaves for college, and whats worse he feels as if Riku is trying to avoid him making up what he thinks is excuses. Emotionally devestated, Sora depends on other things to tame his heartache but what happens when a supposed to be onetime things turns into something more?
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 05.31.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 376 | Status: Work In Progress
Sora`s life becomes an emotional roller coaster once Riku leaves for college, and whats worse he feels as if Riku is trying to avoid him making up what he thinks is excuses. Emotionally devestated, Sora depends on other things to tame his heartache but what happens when a supposed to be onetime things turns into something more?
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 05.31.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 376 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: I dont own Kingdom Hearts, all i own is a pair of dirty gym socks. sue me and thats what you`ll get.
Summary: Sora`s life becomes an emotional roller coaster once Riku leaves for college, and whats worse he feels as if Riku is trying to avoid him making up what he thinks is excuses. Emotionally devestated, Sora depends on other things to tame his heartache but what happens when a supposed to be onetime things turns into something more?
Warnings:YAOI, drug use, mild cussing, rape, prostitution need i say more?. dont like, dont read.
Ok this is my first EVER, ~>.<~Kingdom Hearts story, sure ive thought about doing this for a while but i never had the guts before to do it. so please, DONT FLAME MEEE~!!! I`m very sensitive.Im not sure about the pairings yet, since theres only a draft in my head right now. But im sure its going to be Riku/Sora to Cloud/Sora starting next chapter it`ll be soras pov.
I F W E S T I L L W E R E C H I L D R E N.
C H A P T E R I S S H O U.
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I didnt know then.....
How much of my life he would effect......
I didnt know then......
What i`d become ......
without him by my side.
This is how it started.......
This is how it began.......
This is how i fell......
Into the world of depression and despair.
A U G U S T.
Sora sighed, something that he was starting to do quite often now.It sadden him watching his two best friends frolic with each other, He wanted to join in to, but he was to stubborn to ask, and besides he hated it most when people pitied him. Noticing his friends pouty face and down-cast eyes, Rikus face turned from a frisky smile to a concerned frown. Giving Kairi a last playful splash of water, Riku excused himself making his way toward his best friend.
Sora blushed "Eep, his coming over, Ahh forget what I said before I don`t want to join in".
It had been no secret that Sora had long ago come to terms with his feelings for the sliver haired teen, he just would`nt admit it to Riku himself.
"Sora what`s wrong with you today? You seem alittle.....
Sora turned his face, his blush becoming more apparent.
........lost? Riku continued, making his sentence finish more like a question than a statement.
Uhh...Y..yeah just thinking, you know how big of a day dreamer I am.
Oh...really? intrested Riku plopped himself right next to the petite brunette,......thinking about what?
Sora twidled his thumbs.
You know......
No I don`t.
Yes you do....
No I ...ohh, Riku paused,thinking for a second. " I know I want to get off this island too.turning his head slighty Riku gave Sora a knowing smile, thinking that he had Sora all figured out. Sora gave him a shakey nod. Riku turned his head again now looking up at the clear blue sky, lazily resting his head on his arms, closing his eyes.Sora watched in awe taking in every detail of his best friends profile... his hair, his face, everything seemed to be perfect.
"God" Sora breathed almost gasping. The way Rikus face was positioned at the moment made Sora just want to reach out and trace, with his finger every detail on his body. Without thinking he sought to carryout that fantasy.Soras trembling fingers hovered over Rikus pale skin.His breathing became ragged and tiny beads of sweat was starting to form on his forehead.
"Just this once..."
"Hey Sora?"
Sora pulled his hands away instantly,turning his face to the side slighty. Rikus eyes lazily opening as if he was just waking from a deep slumber.
"Yes?" Sora inquired blushing slighty.
"How about we set out....on our own adventure, Riku paused briefly,just the two of us?"
"What!?" Soras sky blue eyes now focused on Rikus aqua ones.
"What about Kairi, don`t you want here to come?" Sora said questionly, while in his mind, he really wanted nothing more than it to be, just the two of them, even so, Kairi was his friend to and he did`nt want to leave her out. But he was`nt going to ruin a good oppurtunity either,if Riku says no, he`ll leave it at that.
"Yea I know but....." Riku seemed lost for words as if carefully chossing his next sentence.
"Kairi .... he began, will just slow us down, we`d end up constantly having to defend her."
"I guess your right," Sora fake sighed lowering his face somewhat, smiling transiently.
Riku smirked at this."You don`t put up much of a fight do you, are you sure I won`t end up having to protect you"?
"Shut it Riku" Sora scolded playfully swatting his arm.
Riku burst out laughing."You hit like a girl Sora!"
"Ahaha"
"Girly Girl!"
"NO I`M NOT!"
"Yes you are"
"Argh! I`ll show you!"
Riku watched as Sora got that glint in his eyes, his hand slowly reaching behind his back. Sora smiled, almost daringly. Riku shrugged, a smirk now appearing on his face.
"If you insist"
Taking out there wooden swords the two boys fought, testing each others strength and weaknesses. After a good 20 to 1 Sora fell to sandy ground and exhausted mess.
"You have to train harder Sora, if you want to become better than me" Riku said standing above the wearied petite brunette. The way the small boy was seated on the ground and the way Riku was postioned above him, made the sliver-haired teens mind jumble with all sorts of naughty ideas,a sigh from Sora awoke him from his perverted thinking.
Sora sighed, seeing this Riku bent down his elbows resting on his lowered knees, one hand settling on his cheek, the other holding his wooden sworden sword lazily between his legs.
"Don`t beat yourself up Sora, I`m sure you`ll....." Riku stopped his sentence in mid-air watching as crystal clear tears ran down Soras flawless tanned skin.
"What the...why are you......"
"I`ll never get better than you, i`ll always be a weakling. Sora interupted, now bursting into little fits of sobs and whimpers.Rikus face saddened "Don`t say that" Riku sighed.
"Come here" Riku opened up his arms, signaling an invitation. Sora nodded and allowed Riku to wrapped his well defined arms around him.
"Your not as weak as you think, even though, isn`t it nice knowing that the weak are protected by the strong?"
"Riku... Sora sniffled nuzzling his messy hair into the older boys teens chest."This feels so nice" Sora thought a somnolent smile creeping upon his face. Riku was staring at nothing , obviously deep in thought.
"Riku?" Sora said in a cutly childish voice.
"Hm"
"Protect me" Soras face was now looking up at Rikus as if he were about to whimper.Riku just starred into the pair of blue orbs fixated into his.The sun reflecting off Soras eyes making them shine.
"God he`s so beautiful" Riku thought.
Without thinking, Riku absentmindly brought his head slowly down to Soras, there faces just inches apart, Riku brushed his lips over Soras lighty,waiting to see if he would turn away, seeing that Sora didn`t hesitate, Riku captured Soras lips in a searing kiss. Riku licked Soras bottem lip seductivly, asking without words for an invitation,watching as Sora parted his lips slighty.Riku continued, the intension of stopping far away. After several mintues, of passionate whimpers from Sora the thought of breathing again invaded the thoughts of the two teen boys, breaking there kiss Sora smiled, eyes struggling before closing softly.
"Protect me " he whispered before falling asleep. Riku looked down, eyes becoming soft, as he looked upon the sleeping angel in his arms, he held Sora close to him, nuzzling his head into the brunettes messy hair before smiling.
"Forever"
But forever did`nt last long, Riku had to go to college that same year, leaving a very hurt Sora even though they talked on the phone and emailed each other constantly everyday, not being by Rikus side was killing Sora, and slowly day y day he became depressed, whats worse for some reason Riku had started to contact him less and less everyday, he told Sora that it was because of work and school ( which was true) but Sora misterpreted in as being that Riku didn`t want him anymore, and slowly Sora found himself depending on other methods to ease his emotional pain. But what would happen when a a supposed to be one time thing turns into something more. What would happen if he became obssessed?
Next chapter: If you had`nt let me fall.
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WoOt~! MY FIRST CHAPTER~!!!! You have NO idea how long that took me, because i write down my stories it a note book first before typing it. ~>.<~ It was way to sappy for my liking though, I have a very dirty mind as you guys might find out later on. Anyways please tell me if you liked it, and i will continue.
Mata next update.
P.S: REVIEW~!!
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Summary: Sora`s life becomes an emotional roller coaster once Riku leaves for college, and whats worse he feels as if Riku is trying to avoid him making up what he thinks is excuses. Emotionally devestated, Sora depends on other things to tame his heartache but what happens when a supposed to be onetime things turns into something more?
Warnings:YAOI, drug use, mild cussing, rape, prostitution need i say more?. dont like, dont read.
Ok this is my first EVER, ~>.<~Kingdom Hearts story, sure ive thought about doing this for a while but i never had the guts before to do it. so please, DONT FLAME MEEE~!!! I`m very sensitive.Im not sure about the pairings yet, since theres only a draft in my head right now. But im sure its going to be Riku/Sora to Cloud/Sora starting next chapter it`ll be soras pov.
I F W E S T I L L W E R E C H I L D R E N.
C H A P T E R I S S H O U.
_
__
_
I didnt know then.....
How much of my life he would effect......
I didnt know then......
What i`d become ......
without him by my side.
This is how it started.......
This is how it began.......
This is how i fell......
Into the world of depression and despair.
A U G U S T.
Sora sighed, something that he was starting to do quite often now.It sadden him watching his two best friends frolic with each other, He wanted to join in to, but he was to stubborn to ask, and besides he hated it most when people pitied him. Noticing his friends pouty face and down-cast eyes, Rikus face turned from a frisky smile to a concerned frown. Giving Kairi a last playful splash of water, Riku excused himself making his way toward his best friend.
Sora blushed "Eep, his coming over, Ahh forget what I said before I don`t want to join in".
It had been no secret that Sora had long ago come to terms with his feelings for the sliver haired teen, he just would`nt admit it to Riku himself.
"Sora what`s wrong with you today? You seem alittle.....
Sora turned his face, his blush becoming more apparent.
........lost? Riku continued, making his sentence finish more like a question than a statement.
Uhh...Y..yeah just thinking, you know how big of a day dreamer I am.
Oh...really? intrested Riku plopped himself right next to the petite brunette,......thinking about what?
Sora twidled his thumbs.
You know......
No I don`t.
Yes you do....
No I ...ohh, Riku paused,thinking for a second. " I know I want to get off this island too.turning his head slighty Riku gave Sora a knowing smile, thinking that he had Sora all figured out. Sora gave him a shakey nod. Riku turned his head again now looking up at the clear blue sky, lazily resting his head on his arms, closing his eyes.Sora watched in awe taking in every detail of his best friends profile... his hair, his face, everything seemed to be perfect.
"God" Sora breathed almost gasping. The way Rikus face was positioned at the moment made Sora just want to reach out and trace, with his finger every detail on his body. Without thinking he sought to carryout that fantasy.Soras trembling fingers hovered over Rikus pale skin.His breathing became ragged and tiny beads of sweat was starting to form on his forehead.
"Just this once..."
"Hey Sora?"
Sora pulled his hands away instantly,turning his face to the side slighty. Rikus eyes lazily opening as if he was just waking from a deep slumber.
"Yes?" Sora inquired blushing slighty.
"How about we set out....on our own adventure, Riku paused briefly,just the two of us?"
"What!?" Soras sky blue eyes now focused on Rikus aqua ones.
"What about Kairi, don`t you want here to come?" Sora said questionly, while in his mind, he really wanted nothing more than it to be, just the two of them, even so, Kairi was his friend to and he did`nt want to leave her out. But he was`nt going to ruin a good oppurtunity either,if Riku says no, he`ll leave it at that.
"Yea I know but....." Riku seemed lost for words as if carefully chossing his next sentence.
"Kairi .... he began, will just slow us down, we`d end up constantly having to defend her."
"I guess your right," Sora fake sighed lowering his face somewhat, smiling transiently.
Riku smirked at this."You don`t put up much of a fight do you, are you sure I won`t end up having to protect you"?
"Shut it Riku" Sora scolded playfully swatting his arm.
Riku burst out laughing."You hit like a girl Sora!"
"Ahaha"
"Girly Girl!"
"NO I`M NOT!"
"Yes you are"
"Argh! I`ll show you!"
Riku watched as Sora got that glint in his eyes, his hand slowly reaching behind his back. Sora smiled, almost daringly. Riku shrugged, a smirk now appearing on his face.
"If you insist"
Taking out there wooden swords the two boys fought, testing each others strength and weaknesses. After a good 20 to 1 Sora fell to sandy ground and exhausted mess.
"You have to train harder Sora, if you want to become better than me" Riku said standing above the wearied petite brunette. The way the small boy was seated on the ground and the way Riku was postioned above him, made the sliver-haired teens mind jumble with all sorts of naughty ideas,a sigh from Sora awoke him from his perverted thinking.
Sora sighed, seeing this Riku bent down his elbows resting on his lowered knees, one hand settling on his cheek, the other holding his wooden sworden sword lazily between his legs.
"Don`t beat yourself up Sora, I`m sure you`ll....." Riku stopped his sentence in mid-air watching as crystal clear tears ran down Soras flawless tanned skin.
"What the...why are you......"
"I`ll never get better than you, i`ll always be a weakling. Sora interupted, now bursting into little fits of sobs and whimpers.Rikus face saddened "Don`t say that" Riku sighed.
"Come here" Riku opened up his arms, signaling an invitation. Sora nodded and allowed Riku to wrapped his well defined arms around him.
"Your not as weak as you think, even though, isn`t it nice knowing that the weak are protected by the strong?"
"Riku... Sora sniffled nuzzling his messy hair into the older boys teens chest."This feels so nice" Sora thought a somnolent smile creeping upon his face. Riku was staring at nothing , obviously deep in thought.
"Riku?" Sora said in a cutly childish voice.
"Hm"
"Protect me" Soras face was now looking up at Rikus as if he were about to whimper.Riku just starred into the pair of blue orbs fixated into his.The sun reflecting off Soras eyes making them shine.
"God he`s so beautiful" Riku thought.
Without thinking, Riku absentmindly brought his head slowly down to Soras, there faces just inches apart, Riku brushed his lips over Soras lighty,waiting to see if he would turn away, seeing that Sora didn`t hesitate, Riku captured Soras lips in a searing kiss. Riku licked Soras bottem lip seductivly, asking without words for an invitation,watching as Sora parted his lips slighty.Riku continued, the intension of stopping far away. After several mintues, of passionate whimpers from Sora the thought of breathing again invaded the thoughts of the two teen boys, breaking there kiss Sora smiled, eyes struggling before closing softly.
"Protect me " he whispered before falling asleep. Riku looked down, eyes becoming soft, as he looked upon the sleeping angel in his arms, he held Sora close to him, nuzzling his head into the brunettes messy hair before smiling.
"Forever"
But forever did`nt last long, Riku had to go to college that same year, leaving a very hurt Sora even though they talked on the phone and emailed each other constantly everyday, not being by Rikus side was killing Sora, and slowly day y day he became depressed, whats worse for some reason Riku had started to contact him less and less everyday, he told Sora that it was because of work and school ( which was true) but Sora misterpreted in as being that Riku didn`t want him anymore, and slowly Sora found himself depending on other methods to ease his emotional pain. But what would happen when a a supposed to be one time thing turns into something more. What would happen if he became obssessed?
Next chapter: If you had`nt let me fall.
<=========================================>
WoOt~! MY FIRST CHAPTER~!!!! You have NO idea how long that took me, because i write down my stories it a note book first before typing it. ~>.<~ It was way to sappy for my liking though, I have a very dirty mind as you guys might find out later on. Anyways please tell me if you liked it, and i will continue.
Mata next update.
P.S: REVIEW~!!
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