Fan Fiction ❯ John's Poems ❯ Poem sheet one ( Prologue )

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Don't you ever sit there and think about life?

Don't you ever realize that it is like walking on knives?

You sit there day in, day out, clocking on, clocking off,

Not really caring what is going on or is about to kick off.

As you sit there you slowly decay and die

Not knowing that a world lies outside.

This place u call home, is really a prison,

Stopping your mind from growing and living.

As time ticks by and seconds go,

What life holds you will never know.

For these people that stay inside there prison,

Let it be known, that life is not worth living.

Jonathan Huxtable 08/07/02

Fuck it, Fuck it all

Fuck life, Fuck school

Fuck all the things that make you sad

Fuck all the things that make you bad,

Lived this life for long enough,

Fuck it, its tough enough.

Days go by and time goes on

You wait for your time to come upon,

When your eyes close and you're lost behind,

It would be too late to try and find

Maybe then you would be truly free.

To roam wild with the birds and the bees.

Jonathan Huxtable 15/08/02

Ignore me.

I talk so much, much crap I talk,

Is this the way to walk the walk?

Some people hide below covers,

Never there true selves, always others.

For people to live in life's not there's,

Means to tell a tale that no one cares.

All that hiding, all that pretending,

Catches up with one so blinding.

Blinded by the hate and lies,

It's surprising you can see into those eyes.

As time goes by,

The lies flow on,

The truth seems further all upon.

It takes over your mind,

And sends your brain bending,

When the truth it self is never ending.

Cause I can talk the talk,

And walk the walk,

Doesn't mean I am the fool.

I hold my breath, its never ending,

The lies they start twisting and bending.

I berry my face into my hands.

Tears run thick out of glands.

One thing to be said and said to all,

You are who you are, who you are.

Jonathan Huxtable 13/11/02