Fan Fiction ❯ Judas Betraying Christ ❯ Judas Betraying Christ ( Chapter 1 )

 

Poems of People

SHE

 

She came in deep repentance

And knelt down at his feet

Who can change the sorrow into joy?

The bitter into sweet

 

She had cast away her jewels

And her rich attire

Her breast was filled with a holy shame

And her heart with a holy fire

 

Her tears were more precious

Than her costly pearls…

Her tears that fell upon his feet

And she wiped them with her curls

 

Her youth and her beauty

Were budding to their prime

But she wept for the great transgression,

The sin of other time

 

Trembling betwixt hope and fear

She sought the King of Heaven

Forsook the evil of her ways

Loved much, and was forgiven.

 

 

 

Judas Betraying Christ

 

Serpent Judas

Strikes to bare

Not tongue and teeth

But lips moist to the cheek

This all would give for him,

Yet turns about for the

Earthly wealth he seeks

 

For shame! To bring

A soldier-horde

Who clash and shout above his fear

While faithful Peter

Leaps to take an ear

From one who dare to take All Life…

 

He sadly waits

For men to settle

Sore and great profusion

Of their hate,

Restores the wounded

Enemy and sorrows

For his meek disciples

As they run.

 

His eyes express

Stern outrage

At this human pain

But still, at Judas'

Wavering glance

Forgiving treachery

And gently stays

Their brutishness

With these words:

“I am He”

 

The Early Morning

 

The moon on the one hand, the dawn on the other

The moon is my sister, the dawn is my brother

The moon on my left, the dawn on my right

My brother good morning, my sister good night.

 

 

Her Dream

 

She sits in the dark of her bedroom

And watches the black and white screen

Of the Classics

She lays her wistful head down on her pillow

And dreams of being the women in the films she watches

Diamonds, Rubies, and all those crazy elephants

Red carpets are rolled out solely for her entrance

Could she make her dream come true?

I think so, just maybe.

Because, when you look in her eyes

You know this is what she wants more

Than anything else.

And those are the dreams that come true.

 

 

Happy Now

 

She's a lot stronger than she looks

Not to mention attractive

But, she doesn't see that. She only sees the bad.

When, in fact, there is none.

She feels depressed

Because she lets people walk all over her.

She's too kind to stand up

For herself

She doesn't realize, that I would protect her

With my life

How could you not protect someone like her?

Then, finally

She met someone who told her all the things

She needed to hear

He told her she was beautiful

That she was smart, attractive and funny

I thank him for that

Now, she walks the earth smiling

And I can rest easily, knowing she is happy.

 

I Believe

 

Have you ever felt hopeless?

When someone you love is hurting

But, you can't do anything for them

You just sit and worry about that person

It makes you testy, and you can't help it.

But the person you worry for shows no sign of distress.

Maybe, she is stronger than I?

So much younger, yet stronger than I?

Is that possible?

Maybe she is just hiding her pain.

No…

I genuinely believe she is stronger than I.

Maybe, she has more faith.

I have none, I know that much.

Maybe believing in something makes you stronger?

If you believe in something enough

With all you heart, it might come true.

 

 

KUROI(black)

 

My life is falling apart

From the lies that you have told me

This burden on my heart

Is more than I can stand

 

Did you think it was funny

To see me cry that night

When all that you had really done

Was pointed me towards light

 

To be a Vampire

To live in the darkness
To never see the sun
To live in the shadows as one
To be with no one
To never know happiness

Is to be a vampire
Is to give up on love
And to be alone
And never to be as one

 

 

NORTHERN CRATER

 

It is said on pallid lips
This inhuman name always grips
My heart with a wrenching tug
Where is his hole to be dug?

In the bowels, he was beaten by many
Oh, dear heart, hold steady!
He went to where all was green
And that, I know, was last he seen!

The victors say the deed is done
Fools, revenge has only begun!
I will take what you took from me
But I wonder what your god could be?

I go to his impromptu grave
So the remnants I can save
And heavily I sigh
But there, there he lie!

Something moves
Upon the uneven earth's groves
There not is a beast nearby
Is my god alive?

I see his blood from where he lay
Mako green eyes are heartless gray!
What vengeance he must crave
As he lie on his would-be grave.

 

 

 

 

 

VALENTINE

He dreams in that coffin to atone
This intricate man of flesh and bone
But what wronging did he do?
What wronging done to you?

What sadistic fun it must've been
To corrupt this man with thoughts of sin
To damage his existence, and leave him there
In a place of demons where still is the air

Did he gain a part of life
When he aided the cloud's strife?
What tortured thoughts raced through his mind?
Was there someone he longed to find?

Heart of An Angel

As he looked in her eyes

He could see her colorful life

Upon her shoulders the burden's lie

But wings lighten them as she continued to fly

Light was clear between the two

It was oh, so strong and true

Yet something stoke in the midst of blue

Broke their hearts and brought their doom

Because of this the heart of rock

Soften the down it knocked

He left her with great pain and dismay

In her heart deep agony lay

The angel's heart cried aloud

Broken to pieces; nowhere to be found

Yet upon her sides her wings strengthen

And with these she flew to heaven

New light came out brightly

Fear and weakness was now unseen

Strength of the Angel crowned to be Queen

And lessons from the past was kept within

His is what I can say about the angel's heart

It was soft it bled and broke apart

Despite all these, high she's soaring

And I'm one of the Feathers of her loving wings

 

WEISS

You wanted to ruin my life, I couldn't stop you.

You wanted to destroy me, I wouldn't let you.

You wanted to push me over the edge, I was already there.

You wanted me dead, inside that is all I am.

Instead you turned me into your executioner,

That who hunted you in the shadows.

When the day comes I repent for my sins,

I will remember the look on your face

And the feel of your blood on my skin.

A murderer is someone who kills.

I am a killer, at soul and at heart.

Black is the day,

White is the night,

I am Weiss.

Hunters of the night, deny the evil beasts their tomorrows.

 

SILENTLY SCREAMING

Sending subtle S.O.S.'s

Giving hints

Showing all the signs

I was right in front of you

This whole time

And you didn't native

Basking in your light

Only to find

I was left in the shadows

Are you blind,

Or am I invisible?

All I wanted was to be noticed

And now you've shut me out

I scream so loud

But you still won't hear me

Are you not listening

Or am I silently screaming?

 

 

NOCTURNAL INTERLUDE

The night is my lover
Caressing me with lies and falsehoods
Whispering only loneliness
Kissing away the caution
in the glow of neon
and flickering street lamps
My every heartbeat
a cry for escape
from the dark embrace

My chest heaves in an open alleyway
Familiar tendrils of twilight
rake across my skin

I'm the night's whore
Basking in the camera flash of moonlight
Strung up in the bondage of the stars
My tears float on the gentle breezes
of night's sweet nothings

I lie spent every dawn
detesting the light
fearing the dark
clinging to the retreating form of night
as it climbs out of my window
promise lingering in the dewy air

 

 

 

 

-Victim's View-
I dreamt that I was lying on the bottom
of the dark and never-ending sea,
on a bed that my dead lover was preparing
with her own skeleton for me...

("...bring us a boat and we'll show you the way
straight through the realm of the fallen and slain...")

I sensed the wretched specters of the drowned
staring across from some distant shore,
and in my sadness I drew closer,
to condole and somewhat to implore...

I am like the doubtful kiss of a corpse
or maybe the kiss of an ancient stone.
Yes, it's like kissing some marble statue
that has neither warmth nor life of its own...

("...down, further down, where the gloom becomes sound, on to the cell where your love might be found...")
COVER THE MIRRORS, FRAGILE HAS DIED,
LEAVING BUT A STARLESS RUIN BEHIND!
SHATTER THE MIRRORS, SO THAT HE CAN NEVER BE CALLED
BACK FROM THE BLESSED SILENCE OF HIS SACRED VAULT...

No, no, no... put an end to the show!
I am going back to the land where the bone-flowers grow,
to "the wild, weird clime that lie, sublime,
out of Space- out of Time...”

See the shape, but can't see through,
no-one can ever hate me as well as I do.
Know when to throw a laugh, know how to force a smile,
whatever the intention...I'm such a "friendly" lie!

("...bring us only this boat and we'll lead you to him,
it shall open the gates, so we can sneak you in...")

"Bring us a boat and we'll show you the way
straight through the realm of the fallen and slain.
Down, further down, where the gloom becomes sound,
on to the cell, where your love might be found...
Bring us only this boat and we'll lead you to him,
it will open the gates, so we can sneak you in.
Oh, it's cold and so dark here,
and you must keep in mind,
no-one can get you out, if you overstop time...!"

 

 

 

-Am I Alive-
The night is still
and the frost it bites my face
I wear my silence like a mask
and murmur like a ghost
Death would be a treat
The bitter and the sweet

The carefree days
are distant now
I wear my memories like a shroud
I try to speak but words collapse
Echoing
Death would be a treat
The bitter and the sweet

I wander though your sadness
gazing at you with scorpion eyes
I'm alive...so alive...

A sweet reminder
in the ice-blue nursery
of a childish murder
of hidden luster
and she cries
Death would be a treat
The bitter and the sweet

I wander through your sadness
gazing at you with scorpion eyes
I'm alive...so alive...

 

 

 

 

I am the dragon,
Silent and lethal.
Dark, mysterious, and deceiving,
I am a killer at heart,
A loyal friend,
And your worst enemy.
I feed off of lies,
Fear and doubt.
My life is a dangerous one,
Fore many wish me death.
While others…
Wish me strength to get through life.

I am Kaido,
The bandit of the Hiryuu.
But to many I am nothing more than death,
A shadow to follow…
A nightmare to haunt you…
And the darkness that follows.
I cannot be avoided,
And I cannot be stopped or defeated.
Danger is what I live for,
And no matter what the cost
I will press on, and finish the job
That is called my life.

 

 

 

Sinking into the murky abyss

Beyond the moons silver reach

Somebody could've saved her

But it was to dark to see

Nobody ever helped her

Nobody ever tried

The only way to comfort herself

Was to dream and close her eyes

But after they've been opened for real

They can never close again

She had no one to turn to

Not her family and no friends

You'll find her beyond the tan beaches

Far out beneath the waves

Her eyes are closed forever

A smile upon her face