Fan Fiction ❯ liara/labonya/labbonno who you are ❯ First few entries ( Chapter 1 )

From My Perspective

 

Entry 1 the first entry

 

Dear diary,

I miss being the apple of my parents eye I know I've done some pretty stupid things, so I need some serious advise .I like who I' am a silly little teenage no body with a no-one cares attitude, when really I should be a smart little teenage some body with an excellent attitude so why is my life so messed up I mean you get taught when your very young that it doesn't matter what others think its what you think that counts so why do I care so dearly on others opinions, I've got a mate called Liara & she is my best friend & my parents have a thing against her but and here is the very big but…. she's my mate this is how she makes me feel. Like…like Iam special/she is the only one my physical age I feel comfortable around as I can say anything to, and not have to worry to much about being stupid as she will laugh at my jokes and cry at my pain.

 

 

Entry 2 Next week

 

She said something to me the other day and I quote: dammed if you do damned if you don't. Ok, ok all right you got me I do enjoy the odd chat with my dad & older people. But iam a kid for heavens sake I don't turn 13 till may so I have 2 months to be a moron & be a complete idiot & when the time comes I will be more mature/I love being a kid and hanging with my dad & not satain nor god will part us same as Labonya, no one or no power will ever part our friendship.

 

Entry 3 Week after

Dear diary,

So Liara is a real mate she is so fun and sarcastic most the time (but that's more of my job) and her family's ok I guess (She is so much fun) the other day a boy walked past and whistled at me I mean who can blame him iam gorgeous like drop dead gorgeous (with the mental age of a 16 year old) Liara said to me the other day that I was a good friend and that boys would never come between us she took an oath now I have to…

Dear Liara my friend I take the oath that boys will never ever come between our friendships as long as we keep our personal life between us not to spread.

 

 

 

 

Entry 4 Following week

 

 

Dear Diary,

I often dream of having grand jobs, loads of cash and a great family life, parents who are proud and a shoulder to cry on and when I die I want to be stripped bare my clothes in the base of the coffin and my innards to each be put into separate jars and I am to be burnt naked. These places are where I wish to be wed and burnt:

 

 

 

 

Entry 5 disasters coming

 

 

 

Dear Diary,

Oh hi Liara how are you, you know you are the very best friend anyone could want and what does my mum do she goes and says if you keep giving me things she will split us up, move away, you know detach us, separate us up. Iam scared I will lose my best friend I ever had iam so, so, so sorry but if you will remain my friend I see no reason why we cant write or email so what is it to be.

 

See ya Coz

 

 

 

Entry 6 disaster hits

 

Dear diary,

The inevitable has accrued my friendship with Labonya, is falling apart she is ignoring me more by every day she is now taking my friendship away I feel as though, she is trying to make me apart of her family, I don't know whether to stop being the best I can, or go along with whatever is going to happen to our friendship.

 

Coz

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Entry 7 what to do

Dear diary,

What should I do?

Is she a true mate?

Can I trust her?

Can someone please tell me?

Please?

Do I have to choose myself?

Or can I trust her?

These are the questions where are the answers?

Where?

 

 

 

 

 

 

Entry 8 the choice

 

 

Dear diary,

I've made up my mind and I choose to see it through, because she is a mate and very good one at that, See you next time.

 

Coz

 

Entry 9

 

 

Dear diary,

Labonya and me saw a play about the past historic scientists I got picked to help unfortunately Labonya wanted so badly to be picked she never got picked before even though she put her hand up first time all the time poor Liara.

 

 

Entry 10

 

Dear diary,

Iam going to Liara's house today until half past five to play with our duck Lycra it was a toss up but we put our nicknames together to get Lycra Liara and kiara.

 

 

Entry 11 why?

 

Why did I see in my dreams a world wreaked by evil and not the evil no-one knows but the evil all around us even in our sleep. Man can we stop this maybe, maybe not who knows YOU! In my sleep I see endless roads and one Iam familiar with I have walked down that road and look at where iam. Iam the butt of every joke the one to clear others mess and iam sick and tired of it I have done it till iam blue in the face and It is becoming a bore to be quite frank. The sky was torched red and black.