Fan Fiction ❯ Lover's Gain and Trust ❯ The Meaning of Trust ( Chapter 11 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titan

 

Tara called Beast Boy out of his room at that second, the second he woke up, he excepted, which, again, upset Terra, who be came furious, after all they had just promised and now he was about to break it and she knew it. She watched them, their mouths moving constantly, although Beast Boy uses his hands more, which kept pointing over to her, suddenly her eyes were torn open as Tara pulled him into a kiss.

 

“Bastard,” she yelled running out of HIS room, past hers and out of the tower, trying to swallow the pain that was engulfing her heart. She ran to the only safe cove she knew, the only place that would take her in no matter what, the place she held a sacred part of her life, the place it all started, her cave. She sat down on the cold stone, a silent tear falling down her blood shot face as she remember all the times they share, ever second of her life from the day they met to her previous happening.

 

Another tear fell as she fell backwards so she was now lying on her back, staring at the grey rock roof; lucky for her it wasn't green.

 

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He pushed the blonde off him, a look of disgrace over his face, he was about to slap her when he came to his senses and retracted his hand. He walked away not wanting to spill the guilt inside his heart, he went back into his room not finding Terra, he ran to her room, which, on entrance, was cold, sorrow filled, but most of all filled with anger and grief. But the aura was aged; she wasn't there, his heart stopped for a second as he took in the information, he realized it, this emptiness in his heart, the space that used to conceal Tara and his feelings for her, wasn't filled.

 

That was the place in his heart kept sacred with love, it should be filled with his loved one, then why was it empty, he was in love wasn't he or were his feelings not true was she not the one. Whatever the reason he just had to find her, he just had to, tell her the truth behind the story, and tell her everything, all from the beginning. But first he had to find her, but where to start.

 

He used his small brain trying to think of where she could be, the only thing that popped into his mind was her perky breasts, he shook his head with a grin, trying to subdue his nasty thoughts and get to the point. Where was a place Terra would go? It would have to be somewhere that would accept her? Somewhere she loved as a safe haven, he thought as hard as his brain could think, he had 5 places in mind, his room, her room, the bathroom, the roof, and her cave. Well his room was out, along with her room as well, the bathroom was next.

 

He knocked on the door, he heard a muffled response, and knocking once more the response was clearer.

“Busy,” a monotone Raven said as he heard water running down. He took a deep breath of pain and relief, pain because it wasn't Terra, relief because he used his second thought on barging in. He ran down the hall towards a staircase, which led to a door labeled roof. He opened the door revealing nothing, nothing except for a rising sun, the sun she watched most every morning.

 

He had one place left, her cave, he ran off the roof transforming into a bird, he headed off to their meeting place of yester years. He saw the cave, the place where they had met, and a place he kept special in his heart, hopefully she was there. He landed, finding her lying down eyes closed, strained with tears, her body pale with shock, her breaths shallow with fear. He stroked her cheek in attempt to wake his young sleeping beauty; she blinked, seeing his face, she immediately put on a furious, angered expression, while her heart ached to cry and hold on to him.

 

“You bastard, cheater,” she stood up, her voice unstable and wobbly as she held back her pain and tears. He tried to take her hand but she retracted it, slapping him harshly in the face leaving a hand mark still crisp on his face.

 

“I'm sorry for whatever I did, I'm sorry for kissing another, I'm sorry for lying,” he cried collapsing to the floor, bowing his head at her. She let go of her anger, but still stayed cold to him as she stood tall, staring down as if he was a pitiful little child.

 

“I want you to tell me every thing,” she told him as he nodded, lifting his head up, staring into her pain struck eye, now red with the strain of crying for a period of time.

 

“Ok, I met Tara 2 years before I joined the Titans; we met at high school, first year. It started out as a strong friendship, but as time went on we became closer, soon we were unbreakable. But then everything went wrong, our parents found out, they weren't happy, instead they were furious, they told us our romance was pointless that was after a year of dating. She couldn't take it, the yelling I mean, so she took a risk that would change her life in a second, she told me it would show her and my parents that we didn't need them. She told me to fuck her,” he took a deep breath, “a week later she started to show signs, morning sickness, mood swings and odd craving, our parents wanted to investigate that was a year and a half of are dating period. When they found her pregnant, they forbidden us to see each other, I was grounded and yelled at. I couldn't take it this time I ran, far out of the city, a place I though I'd be safe from her. I was right, until now.”

 

Terra sat down beside him, his story had touched her heart, now knowing that he hadn't left because of Tara, or fear, but of his treatment at home. Tears began to once more role off her cheeks, her head hurt, as well as her stomach which felt like some one dropped a rock down her throat. Although her feelings remained a little angered from her previous viewing of the last 5 hours, the one thing that had crushed her hope.

 

“But it doesn't give any reason for you to kiss her,” she managed to get out over her sobs, the words hit him strait on as he, again, dropped his head.

 

“I didn't she did, we, well she was saying a lot of stuff on are past relationship, saying we could start it over, then I lost my guard. She pulled me in, I didn't have time to react as she pressed her lips to mine,” he paused, “Terra I love you, I could never love anyone else but you.”

 

“I don't know, part of me says to forgive you for all of your doings, the other says for me to leave you hear, do what you did to her, leave you hanging. I don't know what to do, I love you, but how do I know your telling the truth? How do I know you won't betray me as I did you? How, tell me,” she sobbed out as salt tears glistened at the base of her blue eyes.

 

“You have to trust me, please, I can't live on without you,” he said as he looked into her eyes, seeing a mixture of feeling, all mixed in one pot, all wanting to break the brim.

 

“Why should I trust you, you said you'd never hurt me, then the next morning you did, should I really trust you,” her words hurt Beast Boy, how was he not trust worthy, when she came back from the dead he trusted her, now it was her turn.

 

 

Author's Note: Ok I just got back from camp and this is what I got, Oh man Have I got an obsession with this couple.

 

 

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