Fan Fiction ❯ My Poems ❯ Life's A Bitch ( Chapter 1 )

Life's A Bitch

Life is a complete and total bitch

I sit here and rot, while others gaze up and laugh at my pain

I don't see how they can laugh

I know that they wouldn't be laughing if it was them in this position

Life is a complete and total bitch

You sit and laugh, it hurts ya know

I sit and hurt, thinking that you actually loved me

How could I be that stupid

I can't be loved

Life is a complete and total bitch

What if I talked about you that same way you talked about me

You would be hurting like I am now, wouldn't you

You're so scared, that's why you talk

Because I am, and always will be a better person than you ever were

Are you afraid of me, of what I might become

I think you are, you're a coward

You hate me I feel it

Why must you treat me this way

I cry

Not for you but for me

The way you treat me hurts

You bother me, I try to get away

You wanna fight, and I can't take it

Just go away, words hurt more than you think they do

If you understood, but fuck, you don't

You never would

You are too close minded, I know you well

I called you mom, but it hurts now

I can't stand the sight of you

Get the hell away

I have had too much

You have pushed too far, right over the edge

I would have jumped if you had not pushed

But you love to pry, don't you

Do you like the pain you put me through

I would give you my pain, and I would be happy to get rid of you

But killing you just shows how weak I am

I am not weak, so don't even say it

I will go through life unloved, as you would put it

And I will be strong, only because I am proving how much a better person I am

I may have an uncontrollable temper

But life is easier for me than you think

You think I am spoiled, you are so very wrong!

I am anything but spoiled

The way you treat me should be an example

You have drove me to the edge to many times, you deserve this

God, let me die in peace!

Let me rot, those were my original ideas

But no, god, give me the power of a Super Saiya-jin

I know such things are possible because I feel you watching

I know you are

Mother, or should I say devil

I feel you watching and I know when you are talking

About me

I always know, you can't hide it

Don't even try, I know the truth

I guess you could say I am an angel in disguise

Well, life is a bitch

As you can tell

I live my life day in and day out

Feeling the hurt and pain

And one day, I hope it will go away

AN: I feel this way- truly I do, if you actually knew me, you would agree. Don't hate me, or be prejudice because I wrote this, if you were in my shoes, you would have too. Please review, thanks.