Fan Fiction ❯ Night's Silver Kiss ❯ Chapter 14
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Night's Silver Kiss
Chapter 14
I woke. Stinging pain ringing in my head. I taste the bitter bile of vomit in my mouth. My ribs felt torn and sore. I found dry blood on my hands and on the floor. My eyes screamed with pain as I searched the room to get my baring.
I found myself lying in bed. In my room. My mirror was smashed into pieces on the floor; my clothes were ripped and thrown all over the place. But what caught my attention the most was the writing on the wall. It read: “Your nothing, your lower then dirt. You think you can escape? I will never let you out of my grasp. I will take you down to the pits of hell with me, my little pet.”
The words made me flinch. I suddenly remembered everything that had happened. My heart began to pound with pain, sorrow, and emptiness.
“Axel…wakey, wakey…” Fai's voice echoed through my ears as I slowly opened my eyes to find him lying next to me in his bed.
“..Uh…W-Wha…happened…?” I slurred as I tried to sit up but grabbed my head to keep it from spinning.
“You were being a bitch, that's what happened.” Fai growled as he got up from the bed and walked around the dark room.
“W-What do you mean…? Why does my head hurt?” I stuttered as I tried to straightened myself.
“You were with a man. Do you remember that?” I nodded. “I heard some shit in the room and came in. Are you with me?” I slowly nodded again. “Then, when I asked you `what the hell was going on' you just stared at that bastard as if I was even fuckin' there!” he charged at me and pinned me to the bed.
“Ahhh!” I screamed with pain.
“Yes, that's what happened next! I grabbed you by your stupid ass hair and slammed you into the ground. You remember that?”
My eyes widened. I did remember. That slam must have done something with my memory. That is why I couldn't remember what had happened. “M-Master…please…i-it hurts…” I pleaded as I squirmed under him.
“Please what? Please can mean a lot of thing, my little pet. It could mean `please fuck me' or `please kill me'. Which is it? Do you want to die?” he leaned in close and whispered into my ear.
I froze. In my mind I knew I wanted to die countless times to get away from this bastard but now that he's asking me, I can't answer. I slowly shook my head. No matter how bad any one has it; sometimes they can't let themselves die.
“Oh…so you must mean `please fuck me' then, right? Is that what you're saying?” he growled in my ears as he held my arms with one of his and lowered his other one to his pants. He began to unzip his pants and pull them down to his knees. “I didn't know you wanted me this bad Axel…” he growled low as he reached up and touched my breast.
“Ah!” I let out a small scream.
“Oops. Did I squeeze too hard for you?” he snickered as he bit my neck.
“…N-No…please…no…” I felt a tear forming at the corner of my eye.
“What's that? You ordering me? What the fuck's wrong with you? First you act like a little bitch in front of my enemy and now you have the guts to say no to me?!” he screamed as grabbed my hair which sent a thousand needles go through my head. I feared for the worse. I knew that I made him upset but this time he could be set out on making me fully his.
He got off the bed and went to my closet of clothes and ripped a blood red dress. I tried to get up quickly so that I could be ready to fight him off but my head had other plans. His eye quickly caught sight of me and ran over to me. “Where the hell do you think your going my little pet?” he growled as he slapped me which shot even more pain up my head.
My body gave up on me. It refused to get abused any further. I began to cry as Fai tied my arms to the bed posts and began to undress himself. Only my tears were obeying me. They were the only ones who cared. The only ones who understood my pain and suffering.
Fai ripped my dress off and raked his nails down my body. They left a trail of blood. Fai then looked at his nails and licked them and wiped the blood on his face and chest. I could see his eyes turn more malevolent as they ran up and down my naked self. “I'm going to enjoy this…” he growled low as he played around with my body. It hurt and I was so afraid. He was angry about something but what? What could I have done?
“Ah…M-Master…w-what did I do…?” I whimpered as tears streamed down my face.
“You have some nerve to ask me. How can you not know?” he yelled as he watched my actions for any hint of lying.
“No…I don't know what I did to deserve this…” I felt his grasp on my body weaken from my words.
“Don't try to pull that kind of crap with me! So your telling me that you don't remember ignoring me in front of Knight?” he cocked an eyebrow at me.
“No…I don't even know who he is…”
“What? How cant you? Are you lying?” he sounded confused and shocked for the first time in his whole life.
“No...I'm not…who is he?” I tried to look at him but once again my body refused.
Fai remained quiet. “He's…a guy who I thought I killed a long time ago…” his voice sounded sad and regretful. “My father killed his family because they refused to give us the Knight's sword…I thought he died but I guess I was wrong…” he slowly slipped off the bed and walked over to the bed posts.
“Why do you hate him…?” I muttered.
“Because…” he answered angrily. He untied my clothes and sat beside me, looking at the wall beside the bed.
“M-Master…why did you let me go…?” I was almost too afraid to ask.
“Let's just say i don't want to make you fully mine yet…I told you near your birthday…or do you want to now?” he grinned and then I knew that he was back to his old self again.
“No…I can wait…” I quickly answered as he turned away and began to dress himself.
Just as he was about to walk out the door he paused. “Oh, and I don't know what good this would do to you but I just thought you should know that Knight's dead.”
I stared at his back as he made his hands into fists. “Why do you sound sad to say this Master?”
“Because, I had two of my men kill him after we tranquilized him…I'm not sad just disappointed that it was not me who sent him to hell…that's all…” he looked at me over his shoulder and gave me a grin before walking out.
As soon as I knew he was far away I broke down and began to cry my eyes out. “No…it can't be true! He can't be dead! Night…please…don't be dead…please come back for me…please…I love you so much…” just then, as the words escaped my mouth I remembered something.
The last time I saw Night. He was so afraid and confused. He almost seemed like a scared little boy. I remember hearing him cursing at Fai and then more voices entered the room. I heard a loud thump. It must have been Night who fell on the ground after he was tranquilized. I remember saying `I love you' to him and hearing him say it back.
I know that his words were true. I can't give up on him just yet. I have to believe that he'll come back for me. I know he will. I know he loves me too much to let me go. There is still time before my birthday. And I will wait for him for as long as it takes. That I can promise.
“Marry Christmas!” I heard the laughter and cheers of the outside world as I sat quietly in the corner of the Show Room.
I could see the little snowflakes flutter to the ground as the cold wind burns my face but I don't care. It feels good to feel the outside world for once. Another year is leaving. Another Christmas has come. But this year I will spend it alone without my family or Night.
It has been less then a month and still no sign of him. I mourn for him every night and yet I can not get rid of this wanting to see him. My heart aches so much I feel it will break soon at any little touch. The winter has made my heart one of ice. Cold and lifeless. I don't have anything to live for anymore. It's all gone.
All that there's to do is continue my life with this man who controls my every move. For he is Geppetto and I am his little Pinocchio. A little puppet who longs to be real and part of the real world where I can be free and with my family. But most of all I want to be free with my one and only Night, who is now looking over me from up above.