Fan Fiction ❯ So this is love ❯ Summertime ( Chapter 7 )

Hey guys yep I am back…I have some more stuff that has happened and I will make a definite ending soon. I will probably have a sequel too….thanks for your support sorry for the wait

Disclaimer: there is none!! This is my original shiznit!! Hooray!

Marriage. Yup I have been thinking about it a lot lately. I mean isn't it a big dream of most girls to settle down with the nice house and wonderful husband? I am not insane am I? I am 19 and I don't want to be engaged by tomorrow but I would like it to happen. You see Chris is dead set against marriage. He believes he will die without ever saying I do. So I would be a fool to try and bring it up again….right? Well Chris is coming back soon and I really don't know what is going to happen. He loves me now so shouldn't a lot of our problems be solved. Yeah right nothing is perfect and as usual I learned that the hard way.

My summer was a bumpy one. My mom couldn't afford to send me back home so I was stuck in my college town. It is seriously snooze ville since most of my friends are gone and so is Chris. We said we would visit a lot but due to my new job and his we have only seen each other twice in the last three months. Both times were amazing and short but we still are holding this relationship together. He has wrestling on weekends so even though I am not working I can't go see him. I have been couch hopping from my friends apartments all summer and that has really sucked. I am becoming a pro at this moving thing .Chris is so sweet and I don't know what I would do without him.

I miss him so much and every time he calls it breaks my heart. I just want to be with him. We are finally together but we are so far apart. Distance sure does make the heart grow fonder. At least on my part it does. I love him even more and I have decided he is the one. Yes the one, it, my soul mate, I want to be with him forever. How do you tell someone that? I really couldn't handle his reaction right now so I am avoiding the subject. His exgirlfriend is back in town where he is. Yes I am a little jealous but it isn't too bad. I trust this guy with all my heart but I am still afraid I will screw this up. He said that he hates her but he feels bad for her at the same time. I have no idea how the hell I am supposed to respond to that. So I just sit back calmly and coolly and tell him to try to be friends. Basically I am just a good listener and he just lets his load off his back. I told him about my sucky days at work.

Little children sometimes drive me insane but at the end of the day I feel like miracles do happen and they are little blessings from God. So the daycare job sometimes drives me up the wall because my boss is insane, those little kids with sweet innocence and smiles on there faces is worth it. Well after work I usually go out apartment hunting, and I see my friend Dan. He stops me and invites me up to his gf and his place. I agree since all summer long I have been bored out of my ever loving mind and he also offers free dinner. We head up and prepare for the feast.

-Hey Dorina!

-Hey Ali! I haven't seen you in a while!

I give her a hug and then sit down at the kitchen table.

-So how have you been?

-Ok besides not having a place to live…

-Our landlord has space all the time you should hit him up.

-I definitely will. Thanks for the tip.

I do go talk to their landlord and I make a down payment. I have finally got a place of my own. My friend Crystal gave me her old cell phone and I got it activated. Slowly but surely everything starts coming into place. I just wish the summer was over already. This distance thing is a lot harder than I thought.