Fan Fiction ❯ Thoughts ofa suisidle teen ❯ Thoughts of a suisidle teen ( Chapter 1 )

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Thoughts of a suicidal teen

Im so fucked up there all to blame
My mum and dad think im tame
Like hell I am
I hate this place
Were a person will wear a fake smiles on there face
None of them care I know that now
They never have and I now no why
Because they all steal, cheat, and lie
Im angry now I cant help but stress
Because I ALWAYS have to deal with getting 2nd best
My dad never here
My mum trying to die
I cant help but crawl im the corner and cry
Why dose this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
But I keep on paying
But life goes on as I fade away
Disappear from this living hell
No one to help me No one to tell
They never care they never will
All they do is add to my pain.
But now im no longer sane
I want to die
To leave this place
For here all I am is a waste
A waste of space
A waste of time
It always the same old put down
The same old line
My looks arnt good enough
Nether is my mind
Even through the torture I try to be kind
But I cant take it anymore I cant take this pain
So im stopping this now
Don't ask me how
It will stop due to death or courage
As long as it stops forever
Stopping the torture