Fan Fiction ❯ To just look ❯ none ( One-Shot )

Title: To just look….

Disclaimer: These Characters do not belong to me but to the late Tolkein

Warnings: Slash (Guess the pairing!) Angst guys crying…. First attempt on Romance fic…uh…bad grammar? (You have been warned!)

I saw at him standing with his lady friend. He looks so happy that I also forget that I'm not that lady. I'm no the one in front of him being given those sweet words. Those sweet words being muttered nonsensically from that sweet mouth. Wish I could kiss him…

How I sometimes wish those soft eyes would actually be for me. But it could just not come true. I would love it to be but it cannot be, will never be. I've loved him ever since we've met face to face. But we cannot be together. No, it is just not accepted, is it?

I ran my eyes over his silhouette. Up and down until I reach his intense eyes, his sweet lips, his slightly baby face, and how it made his hardened face softer. That dark wavy hair which I wish to run my hands through, feeling its smooth silkiness, the tangles giving way for my fingers. I wish to kiss those sweet, well-formed lips to see how he actually tastes. Deep cherry and sweet cream, I would imagine. That body of his, not feminine, but perfectly formed for a male; a great male. He's so handsome; it leaves me breathless…

There he goes kissing her. I try to get jealous and angry but I just can't. No matter what, he looks so happy. The he smiled that dazzling smile of his that initially pulled me to him. The smile that shows his whole being in that split second. The kiss goes on, he's slipping his hands down her body. I can't look…

As I closed my eyes, I feel liquid flowing down my cheeks. Tears, how did I not feel them being shed. As I try to open them, my eyes restarted anew. The pain in my heart flared, but it too was too numb. Then it began to be too painful to even open my eyes. I could not sob. Just let my tears flow. As I try to blink them away to see more of my beloved, I saw them to be gone. Somehow they went when I was crying pitying myself. I'm pathetic…

Silently as possible, I turned to leave. Pippin was there, almost behind me. I'd hate to think that he had seen me crying. That would have been horribly embarrassing. He had a sympathetic face, as if he knew what I was going through. I guess he HAD seen me or maybe them together. He said something, which I didn't hear. What could he say to mend my broken heart….

"…gone. Come Friend. He's gone. He's beyond your reach now." I heard him say. His eyes glowing softly in the bright light. His face was sad, as if he was remembering a sad memory. Had he…

"I'll buy you something. Come, Merry friend." He said softly. "Let's drown our sorrows together..." He looks so sad, so beautiful in the moonlight. I just nodded and followed his lead. Maybe it won't be so bad after all…

_-_-_-_-_-_

Pippin stared at his brokenhearted best friend and cousin, thinking how could one person make so much pain even is he didn't know about it. "First Frodo, now Merry. You're such a heartbreaker, Sam …" He thought sadly thinking about his own infatuation before. Romance totally sucks sometimes….

End

A/N: I think that was bad… Haven't had a love life to even try this! Okay See the blue button below? Click on it! I want to see Reviews!!!! Flames it may be but what the hell!