Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Behind Closed Doors ❯ Chapter 9 ( Chapter 8 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Chapter 9.

Ten minutes earlier. Locke was working my shoulders in a way I thought no one could and the fact that I was liking it this much kind of scared me- not because I could be gay- but because I might stop thinking of Locke as a friend and that wouldn't be the best plan of action right now or ever.

"Sabin...?" He hissed down my neck. "Y-yeah?" I stammered moving his hands up a little higher on my shoulders because they were falling down my bare chest and circling my nipples making them get hard. He lowered his hands again and went past them slipping them below my waist line and into my pants. "I want you to show me how good this lifestyle can be...."

He was breathing heavily in my ear as though we were doing something and I was getting really hot under the collar. 'What's this guy think he's doing?' I wondered. 'Is he really gonna cheat on Edgar?' I was three seconds from pushing him away and telling him what for when he said something that just sorta struck a sense in me that I never felt before. "I want you to fuck me."

It wasn't so much what he said, but how he said that as though he moaned it out that made me turn around and climb on top of him. I kissed him lapping my tongue around as if I were diving into his mouth like a pool.
"Mmmhh." He moaned lowly into my mouth and something made me happy to hear that, I've never actually you know- had sex- with someone and if you wanna get techniqual I've never even kissed anyone!

"Turn around." When he turned himself so that his back was facing me, I pushed the shirt up on his back licking the bare skin trail revealing itself. "Gods you taste good." I whispered and rocked my hips against his butt, I wasn't too sure how gay couples did this but I get the jist of it.

Locke and I tugged at his pants pulling them down to his knees and I pressed myself against his opening with my pants still on. I stood up so that I was standing on my knees then I yanked my pants down and reached down standing Locke up as well pulling his shirt off over his head, dropping it onto the floor then we bent back over and I banged my hips into him.

"Uuhh...." he was panting hard into the pillows and I was moving as though I wanted to push through him, my hands found their way to his chest where I pinched his nipples between my finger tips and licked the back of his neck. "Aaahh..." I groaned feeling the sensation wrap around as I entered my friend- 'Oh shit!' "Uuahh" I moaned out not wanting to and my heart said stop but my hips kept going and then I heard Locke's voice strain out. "S-Sabin I-..."

The next thing I knew the door swung open and I heard Edgar walk in saying something to me and he froze. "Sabin we-......" He blinked in stun not sure he was really seeing what he was looking at, but it was true I was hunched over my brothers lover and best friend in the world about to have sex with him.

I felt Locke wriggling around below me and he pushed me back sitting up and he started saying, "Edgar wait, I can explain!" He nearly cried yanking his pants back on, then he grabbed his shirt from the floor. Edgar hadn't moved since the door had opened and he stood there with his mouth open- something he never did- and it was as though seeing his tears snapped me out of some spell as I looked at his hurt face. 'What have I done?' I asked myself seeing Edgar's cape turn away from the scene and go down the hall.

"Edgar wait!" Locke called out to him yanking his shirt back on. I started to pull my pants up as well but slowly still in shock, it was as if I saw our whole lives together flash before my eyes and I felt like dying.
Locke ran from the room down the hall and I hoped that he could catch up to Edgar in time; not even when I was picking on him or teasing him to rough did he ever cry or even shed a tear, not even in the war with Kefka even when he could have lost his life and everything he kept a smile on his face.

"I hurt him." I said. "I hurt my brother." I fixed myself so that I at least looked sane and I went out into the hall way hearing Locke's voice to guide me to where they had gone. As I turned the corner for the dining room I bumped into Setzer.
"Sabin, what's the hurry?" He asked and I just brushed past him.

I closed the doors to the dining room and saw Edgar sit himself down as the help came in with the food for breakfast, the poor guy placed the trays down in front of us and looked at all of our destruat, pissed, and saddened faces. "Breakfast is served, highness." He said and backed out of the room after giving us one last odd look.

I guess you could say it's my fault this is happening. "Edgar?" I kept hearing Locke saying. "Edgar will you talk to me?" But he was ignoring him and Locke turned to me with an angered glance at what I did and I didn't blame him at all.

"Will you at least listen?" He then asked and my brother turned and looked at him and Locke tried to smile to show that they were on good terms but Edgar's face remained the same- pissed.
"What's to listen to?" He asked and looked down at his food then scoffed out laughter saying. "Are you going to tell me that you bloody fell on each other?"

"Edgar?" I started to say but he looked at me and I closed my mouth. I guess anything I had to say was out of the question but at least he's still listening to Locke so that means I at least didn't completely damage their relationship. It was silent for a moment then he looked at Locke and said. "Why did you do it?" Locke cast his eyes downwards probably not knowing why himself- if only Edgar would listen to me and believe me when I said that he meant nothing to me in that way.

I guess he'll never listen to me again.