Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Born to Know About Love, yet Born Not to be Loved in Return... ❯ Why Bother? ( One-Shot )

What title can there be for this feeling?

It kills me everyday

Watching others be in love

They hug and kiss and play

Always bragging that their in love

It eats away my heart

It chills me to the bone

Killing me ever slowly

Leaving me all alone

I wasted many tears

Looking for my own

Yet truth lies in my fears

I will always be alone

Even as I write

I cry these painful tears

They fall upon the night

Where I lie alone with fears

Now my eyes are dry

Leaving nothing left behind

I sit and wait and watch time fly

Hoping soon to die

I have given up on love

Only wishing to wither away

Waiting for darkness to fall from above

Waiting ever patiently for that day

Why do you people torture me?

Why must I watch this life alone

Why can't any of you see

I'm yearning for a love of my own

Now look at me

I'm cold and heartless

My heart has turned to lead

I am as you say a shell of nothingness

I feel so weird telling this

I always keep my emotion hidden

Makes me want to think and hiss

That I am angry outside and within

So as I watch these lovers play

In the shadows I will stay

Waiting till love comes my way

And still waiting to this very day…

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