Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Break Me, Shake Me ❯ One-Shot

Break me, Shake me

Warning: This is a yaoi lemon starring one of my fav pairs in all of video games Squall Leonhart and Seifer Almasy. If this makes you uncomfortable then please hit the back button your browser. No one under 18 years of age is allowed to read this fic unless you know what you're getting into. If you do not know what yaoi is then you can read at your risk and find out first hand what yaoi is. Enjoy the fic!

So break me,
Shake me,
Hate me,
Take me over.
When the madness stops
And you will be alone.
So won't you break me?
Shake me,
Hate me,
Take me over.
When the madness stops
Then you will be alone.
~ Break Me, Shake Me by Savage Garden

Squall was known for being a loner, for being antisocial. Some said he liked the seclusion, others called him an asshole. His demeanors never changed, always calm, always cool and collected. Even when in the heat of a battle, Squall was a wall of stone that no one could topple.

Unless you counted the day that, his rival Seifer Almasy took a shot at his sensitive self-confidence; the very core to Squall Leonhart's being. It was well known throughout Balamb, Galbadian and Trabia Garden's that the two were bitter rivals even to that very day. The two always got on each other's nerve's rather easily. Therefore, to prevent a large-scale catastrophe, the two were often sent on separate SeeD missions. One with hair the color of chocolate and one with hair the color of honey; the two could not get along for the life of themselves and it drove those around them crazy.

They had given each other matching facial scars due to their rivalry. That only managed to drive people even more up the wall. However, things had changed. Both the young men were SeeD's now. The day that the insults began to fly was the day after Seifer had succeeded in finally passing the SeeD field exams. Seifer was being himself, cocky and smug; was acting as if he owned it all. A small crowd had gathered around the two SeeD's who were inevitably acting like children. A wise junior classmen was swift enough to take the SeeD's gunblades from them before an all out war ensued. Luckily, Squall and Seifer had been forced into anger management classes after one of their tussles after Seifer's return to Balamb Garden.

"So, the mighty Lion has fallen..." Seifer sneered as he pushed Squall to the ground.

Squall was shaken; shoulders trembled underneath the façade of the proud SeeD commander. Several students who idolized the SeeD Commander were taken aback by his emotional defeat. Squall had never felt so naked, exposed. Seifer had never been able to get this kind of a rise out of Squall except for that time with Rinoa in Lunatic Pandora…

Hearing familiar voices near him Squall gave his friends a sidelong glance. The scar located on the bridge of his nose was the only trace of color located on his ashen face. There were no bruises on his porcelain skin, any lacerations or contusions. Tears streamed down his face.

"Seifer, what the hell did you do?!" Quistis Trepe demanded sharply. "You know what he's been like since Rinoa left! How could you have possibly been so cruel toward him Seifer?!"

Seifer was shocked at the rebuttal he had just received. Selphie Tilmitt and Zell Dincht were looking at the shaken Squall with worry. Squall had huddled inside the black bomber jacket he wore, his left hand clenched around the Griever pendant he wore. "What did Seifer say to you?" Selphie asked him gently.

"He called me a…a…" his voice cut out shortly afterward. His body wracked with pained sobbing had cracked his smooth voice.

"It's all right Squall." Zell soothed gently. "Come on; let's get you someplace away from here."

A set of hands extended forward to Squall from his worried friends. He swallowed the lump in his throat and accepted their hands. The two of them pulled his dead weight up. The tears had stopped falling short seconds before and Squall brushed the dust off his black leather pants and slowly walked out of the Garden Cafeteria.

~*~*~

Quistis and Squall's other friend's had managed to get him away from the hustle and bustle of Balamb Garden. They had decided to rent a yacht out of the Balamb Port so that Squall could be at peace for at least one day; away from Seifer.

The four heroes who had helped to defeat Ultimecia had shed their usual attire for summer clothing. Even Squall had decided to shed his normal black and white attire for a pair of blue denim shorts and a navy-blue button down shirt. Army style boots had been passed over for a pair of blue and black sandals.

The sun shone brilliantly over the crystalline blue of the sea, sending multi-faceted panes of light to shine in the five young adults' eyes. Selphie was running around on the deck of the yacht basking in the warm sunlight. Irvine, his long brown hair confined in a braid was pleading with the hyperactive Selphie to settle down. Zell was steering the boat and Quistis was preparing a meal for the five of them. Squall feeling calmer than usual today had fallen asleep in a deck chair, his lack of sleep and late evenings as the SeeD commander catching up with him.

His friends smiled at the content expression on the sleeping Squall's innocent face. They were finally beginning to think that they had done the right thing.

~*~*~

Seifer had been told by Headmaster Cid to go and cool down after what had transpired in the cafeteria. The tall blonde-haired man had decided to do exactly that, he grabbed his fishing pole, a lunch that was quickly assembled and then grabbed the next bus to Balamb to "cool down" as he had been ordered to do so.

The sky resembled Seifer's bad mood. They both appeared to be threatening to crash out in wave after resounding wave of thunder. When Seifer sulked in the back of the bus, the other passengers left well enough alone.

The bus reached the busy port town of Balamb within a half-hour. Seifer thanked the driver for the smooth ride slung his pole over one broad shoulder and sauntered down to the docks.

~*~*~

The brunette's dreams were troubled; even in his dreams he was stoic however. That was until he began to dream of Seifer Almasy. They had been fighting in the training centre as usual. The unusual thing about this particular was that they only flung verbal assaults back and forth instead of their typical fist-fights. The final insult of the war of the mouths had been Seifer's however. The blow about being called a crutch had broken Squall's already damaged ego but broke his pride and confidence altogether. The nightmare he was having on board the yacht shook him awake to see the gray storm clouds billowing before. He had to act quickly so he leaped from his deck chair and rain for the tiller. He ran through the kitchen and living area at lightning speed. When he found Zell at the helm of the yacht, Squall nearly shoved him out of the way to get the boat safely back to shore.

"What's going on Squall?" Zell questioned, alarm rising in his voice.

"…There's a storm brewing, we've got to get back to shore!"

"He's right!" the sniper called. "We've only got so long before we all have to start bailing this bucket out."

"I'll go find the life preservers!" Selphie volunteered before she was asked.

"Good idea." Quistis agreed. "I'll help you. Irvine, check the life boat. We may need to use it later on."

The five SeeD's began to prepare for the incoming storm. None of them could prevent becoming completely soaked if it rained as hard as they were anticipating but at least they could try to keep the yacht in one piece. So much for a day off, Squall thought to himself. He had managed to turn the boat back toward the Balamb port with some help from the vessel's onboard Global Positioning System. He flicked the two switches that would activate the engines to give them a safe, quick journey back to the safety of the port.

"Squall, you should put this on." Selphie brought up as she entered the helm. She had a life jacket snapped snugly into place over her summer clothing. The hyper brunette had one in her hands that would fit Squall perfectly.

"…Put it down Selphie, I'll put it on in a few minutes." He reassured her absenmindedly.

The silence that followed after his last statement meant that the SeeD commander was concentrating on getting the yacht back to the port in one piece before the storm thrashed the vessel into bits and pieces.

Slowly but surely, the rain began to pour. It was raining softly, gently at first but rest assured it began to rain a lot harder than the five SeeD's were expecting at all. They had put the life preservers on when Selphie had first found them; everyone except Squall had put one on that is. He had forgotten about the life preserver that was lying at his feet as he put his energy into steering the boat. The shaky vessel was not meant to be used in bad weather and began to rock back and forth following the movements of the storm. The lightning outside flashed and thunder boomed. Still Squall continued to steer the boat. He never noticed when the vessel began to fall apart, let alone when the engines cut out; the SeeD commander just kept steering the boat toward shore.

"Squall!" he heard the others shouting at different intervals.

He ignored them; put all of his concentration into steering the yacht to shore. The boat cried in misery as it began to break apart. Water began to rise around his feet and the life preserver he had forgotten to put on floated away. The water was up the Squall's knees when he finally noticed that the engines had died and given up on staying alive. He cursed loudly at having gotten so lost in his internal monologue. He headed for the door that led to the rest of the yacht but saw it was a lost cause as it was full of more water than the steering room was. His only option was to break the window that lead to the deck of the ship. Slowly he began to pound on the glass. Eventually he realized that it would never give way with just his pounding alone. The water had risen to his thighs in less than ten minutes after realizing his danger. He scanned the room quickly for something heavy to use in order to shatter the thick glass. Still the water rose; up to his slender hips. Squall swore at his stupidity. But Hyne was on his side as he spotted a fire extinguisher near the helm of the yacht. Grabbing the fire extinguisher, he smashed the glass window and climbed out, ignoring the pain in his hands and arms as the glass dug into his flesh. Tears stung at his eyes but he chose to ignore them. He searched the stormy gray landscape hoping to see his friends; Squall did not. He swore again rather loudly, but more in vain than anything else. There were shards of glass sticking out which made his hands go numb. The rain beat down on him and he was left with no other option but to jump into the turbulent, grey water of the storm before the boat broke apart.

Squall jumped and began to churn his arms and slowly swam away from the now capsizing vessel. He had made it out just in the nick of time.

~*~*~

Seifer had only just begun to fish when the rain began to patter on the harbor front of Balamb. He thought it would be nothing more than a spring shower, when the thunder began singing its brassy tune. The hard, cold rain soaked his whole being; hair, clothes, everything. He rose from his perch underneath the tall oak tree closest to the harbour and stared out into the stormy Balamb ocean-front. The storm was steadily getting worse and he had begun to worry about his friend when he spotted the orange dingy on the horizon. The dingy slowly got bigger as it raced toward the shore. Seifer counted the people in the orange life boat. Four people were on board the boat; one with obnoxiously spiky blonde hair and another with a long brown braid, along with another set of a blonde and a brunette. Zell, Irvine, Quisty and Selphie; what's going on? Where's that yacht they'd rented? Where the hell is the crutch?! Oh Hyne…what's happening?

~*~*~

The orange dingy raced toward the Balamb shore with surprising speed. The dingy may have been old and patched, but it held the four SeeD's weight rather well.

"We need to go faster Irvy!" Selphie cried.

"I know Selphie; I know. Squall is still out there and we need to get back out there and find him."

"We'll never get out there in this storm now!" Quistis cried. "We have to wait for the storm to blow out."

"He could drown before then!" Zell pleaded.

"Look!" Selphie pointed toward the dock. "It's Seifer!"

"What's going on here? I thought that Squall was with you…is he...?"

Quistis nodded bleakly and pointed a slender finger to the north-west. "If he's anywhere, he's out that way. That's where we watched the yacht capsize. He had been trying to get the damn thing toward the dock when the engines cut out. We shouted to him but he never came…." Quistis explained brokenly.

Seifer nodded as he took in all the information that he needed to know. "Alright, get to the inn and call Garden. Tell them to send out a search party as soon as possible."

Quistis nodded numbly as the four of them filed out of the dingy and began their trudge up to the Balamb Inn, when Selphie noticed that Seifer was not following them. "Where's Seifer?"

"He's going out there; that much was obvious in his tone of voice." Quistis explained grimly. "He's risking it all for the one that he loves more than anything."

~*~*~

Squall was losing his fight in the ocean and he knew it. His body was numb from pain and blood loss due to cuts sustained from jumping out of the window on the recently capsized yacht. If only he had put on that infernal life preserver, he wouldn't have to worry about drowning and end his life right now. There was so much that he wanted to do; instead now he saw his life flashing before his eyes. The times he had spent training to achieve his SeeD ranking, his troubled relationship with Rinoa, the countless arguments with Seifer and under the water he was swept.

Someone help me!

He sank under the water and was lost in the swirling water.

~*~*~

"SQUALL!" Seifer began to shout as soon as he had reached the rocky cliffs near the northwestern part of the Balamb ocean-front. The sky was getting much angrier; it made the tall blonde glad that he had rented a powerboat to find Squall faster. Speed and stability were on Seifer's side this time.

"SQUALL, WHERE ARE YOU?!" Seifer bellowed into the wind, where his voice was lost in its loud howl.

Seifer was scanning the atmosphere when he saw a body in the water floating upside down. Seifer stopped the boat and reached over the side of boat to grab the body. It was Squall.

"Squall…don't you die on me!" Seifer pleaded.

The taller, older SeeD member heaved his unconscious commander into the back of the boat. Seifer checked the brunette for his pulse; it was there but it was faint. The main problem was that Squall was not breathing at all. Seifer had to act quickly in order to save the pretty brunette. He laid the ice cold smaller young man flat on the deck of the powerboat and began to remove the navy-blue button down shirt. The already pale skin was tinted with blue. Seifer worked at a very quick pace to get the water out of Squall's lungs. He outstretched his one hand and clenched his opposite hand into an inverted fist and firmly drove it down onto his chest. Seifer did this procedure for a minute several times while pausing to breathe life into the non-functional lungs until the sight of Squall beginning to cough up water and heaving in air. The thick eyelashes fluttered weakly before he fell into a deep sleep.

~*~*~

Seifer came bounding into the Balamb Inn with a shivering Squall Leonhart in his arms. Water was dripping from the tanned coloured duster he wore. Quistis gasped in horror at the state of the two young men.

"Get him and yourself upstairs Seifer. We'll get him into bed; you get into the shower and warm yourself up. We went out and bought some clothing for you. We'll just have to wait for Squall to wake up."

"Is he alright?" Zell asked hurriedly.

"He had stopped breathing but I got him breathing again." Seifer replied through clattering teeth.

Quistis glared at Zell for stalling the two men from being swept upstairs and looked ready to smack the hyperactive punk. Spotting the glare, the punk quickly scampered out of the way. Quistis led the way up to the suite they had rented. The navy-blue shirt that Squall had been wearing earlier that day had been tossed in the corner of the powerboat Seifer had used to save his life and Seifer had already begun to strip off his rain soaked clothing and left it in wet heaps all the way up to the bathroom. "I hope you got some clothes for him. He may have hypothermia." Seifer called from the flamboyant looking bathroom as he started up the hot shower. He listened carefully during his long shower to Quistis started barking orders at her friends in the hopes of warming Squall quickly.

The shower was good and hot and felt good on Seifer's chilled skin. He must have stood there for several before Selphie knocked on the door asking to fill up some hot water bottles with some water from the bathroom tap. Seifer willingly gave up the hot water to her while he quickly dressed in the black track suit after drying off in a flash of light. He walked back out into the main room of the hotel suite. He saw that a bed had been made for him to sleep in. He smiled in thanks at Quistis for being so considerate towards what he had done.

"Before you start barraging me with questions, we'll be returning to Garden in the morning. Squall is asleep and his breathing is fine at the moment. Dr. Kadowaki will want to examine both of you in the morning; I'm sure." Quistis explained. "Now go to bed and get some rest; you've done enough."

Seifer sank into the cool sheets as he almost instantly began to fell asleep. He felt the warm blankets pulled up around him and he curled into a ball and passed out moments later.

~*~*~

Squall shivered underneath the thick blankets and slowly opened his moonstone-grey eyes, which were clouded with specks of blue at the moment. He felt weak, tired and down right exhausted. A pair of crystalline blue eyes was staring down at him with interest. It took the SeeD commander a few moments to recognize Dr. Kadowaki. "Dr. Kadowaki?" he rasped as he sat up.

"You are a very foolish young man Squall Leonhart. Here I thought you knew better than to half drown yourself." The doctor scolded.

"What are you talking about?" he questioned weakly.

Dr. Kadowaki sighed. "Oh never mind Squall just take it easy; you've been through a lot. You'll be allowed to go back up to a dorm room in a day or two. Are you hungry?"

Squall knew that he was back in the Garden infirmary. The white sheets were rumpled from his sleeping. His stomach began to rumble with the demand for nourishment. He nodded to the doctor as she went over to order a light meal for the SeeD commander to eat. His memory was muddled with confusion. He remembered little from the past day. How long had it been since he had blacked out in the ocean that day? "How long?" he mumbled. His emotions came pouring out as his head sank into his outstretched hands. "Why can't I remember what happened?!" he wailed despondently.

Dr. Kadowaki dropped the phone as she rushed to Squall's side. "What is it Squall?"

Squall had never cried before in her presence, but this was different; the brunette had never been unconscious for days at a time until now. "How long…"

"One week you've slept." Dr. Kadowaki confirmed. "That's why you can't remember."

"I remember the yacht and jumping out of a window…"

Squall perchance looked down at his arms where the shards of shattered glass had punctured his flesh. He saw his arms were covered in bandages. He was wearing no shirt and had a pair of loose fitting white flannel pants on instead of his shorts. The door swooshed open as an aide from the kitchen entered the infirmary with a tray with Squall's first meal in a week. The scent of the food was too enticing to let up on.

"Ah, thank you Seifer." Dr. Kadowaki called out.

Squall leaned back as the bed was raised to a comfortable sitting position as the tray of food was placed on a table in front of him. It was a light mix of fruit, vegetables, and some other nutritious food to help the SeeD commander gain back his strength. He ate quietly with his thoughts being his only companion. Why is Seifer here? Did he want to rub in the fact that I'm weak or something to that effect?

The blonde shook Squall out of his internal monologue as Seifer entered the small white coloured room. "I see you finally decided to wake up?"

Squall stared blankly at Seifer as he shoved a piece of an apple into his mouth while Seifer continued to speak to him.

"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry about what happened." Seifer apologized.

Squall turned to face Seifer as he put the piece of half eaten apple back down on the plate where he had picked up off of. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "I…I saw you. You saved me?" Squall shivered in the cold room and fell back into the pillows behind him. He felt exhausted all over again. Seifer observed this in Squall and called for the doctor. Dr. Kadowaki was there in an instant checking over her patient.

She sighed in resignation. "I'm sorry, Seifer; he's much too tired for visitors right now."

Seifer nodded his agreement and began to walk toward the door as a discarded blanket was draped over Squall. He looks so beautiful when he sleeps like that. I guess he doesn't remember what happened.

"I'll be back tomorrow to see him alright doc?" Seifer asked.

"That's fine Seifer. Tell the others that he will be fine."

"I'll do that; I'll do just that." Seifer confirmed. "Do you need anything for him?"

"Yes, I do in fact. He'll need a change of clothes and I don't want Squall staying by himself for the moment. I want him to stay with you; he'll need his questions answered if he ever decides to ask them."

"I'll get those for you and bring them down the next time I'm here."

With that said, Seifer made his exit from the infirmary to go and relay Dr. Kadowaki's message to the concerned friends of Squall's.

~*~*~

Seifer proceeded quickly through the crowded hallways of Garden at midday toward where he would most likely find at least one of his friends. When Seifer arrived at the Cafeteria, the room had a hushed tone to it. Scanning the room for his friends, Seifer spotted Quistis in the back corner of the cafeteria with Irvine and Selphie in tow to find a place to sit and quietly converse amongst themselves. He sauntered as fast as the crowd permitted him toward the three to deliver the good news about Squall. However, judging from the amount of hushed chatter in the cafeteria, rumors were already flying around the school about the commander's reawakening.

Quistis was the first to spot Seifer and waved at him to come and join them at their table. Seifer waved back while weaving his way through the crowd toward his three peers and sat down at the table across from Quistis. Her face was full of worry from the past week. "Is there any news from Dr. Kadowaki?" she asked quickly.

"There's good news actually." Seifer began carefully. "Squall woke up earlier this morning shortly before I came in to see if there was any progress. He was eating a light meal of mixed fruits and vegetables. But he was rather tired and fell back asleep shortly after I apologized to him for everything that has happened to him." Seifer concluded before finishing his explanation. "The Doc also said that Squall doesn't remember what happened to him after he jumped into the water. He's to be released from the infirmary into my care in the next couple of days."

Quistis grinned at Irvine and Selphie who had begun to chuckle. "So it's finally gonna happen. Are you gonna tell Squall how you feel about him?"

Seifer was taken aback by Quistis' directness. "I…I might…I dunno. He's just so weak right now. It might not be such a good idea."

"Then take good care of him; I won't forgive you if you don't. And don't call him a crutch anymore; it hurt him deeply." Quistis warned.

Seifer smirked at her and mock-saluted Quistis to get under her skin. "Yes ma'am I shall do my best not to get whipped."

"Go get in line for those hot dogs Seifer! Zell might have left you some…" Selphie ordered playfully.

Seifer smirked at Selphie. "If chicken wuss ever leaves any hot dogs left after he's done getting them…I'll kiss a dog!"

~*~*~

When Squall woke the next day he felt like he had some energy inside of himself rather than feeling tired. He spotted his clothes in a cubby hole by a window that had been opened during the night to allow the fresh air into the room. The SeeD commander no longer shivered from the cold air in the room. The normal colour had returned to Squall's skin and his arms were not as painful as the previous day. All in all, he was feeling anxious to return to his dorm room for awhile. But he doubted that Dr. Kadowaki would let him stay by himself for a little while at least. This made him wonder who he would be staying with until he was back at his peak efficiency.

The sun poured into the white room and warmed his skin to comfortable temperature. He would have stayed in that bed for the remainder of the day if he had not had to relieve himself. When he returned from the bathroom to his room he saw a steaming tray with a simple meal of scrambled eggs, toast, a glass of both juice and milk, and a sliced orange. Licking his lips expectantly, Squall ate the meal happily and quickly located his shirt from the bundle of clothing, a dark green shirt which he quickly pulled over his head to keep some of his body heat inside.

Dr. Kadowaki walked into the room and smiled at the energetic Squall. "Feeling better today Squall?"

Squall nodded at her and pulled the remains of his clothing over to his person. He spotted the faded blue jeans, blue boxer shorts, white socks and running shoes and walked toward the bathroom to put his clothing on. "Does this mean that I can…?"

"Yes Squall, you can go back to the dorm; on one condition. You must stay with a person of my choosing so that you can recover in peace and quiet. You are relieved of your duties as SeeD commander until then. I'll want to see you every week as well." The Doctor explained to Squall.

"Alright." He replied shortly.

"You're free to go then."

"Thank you Dr. Kadowaki."

Squall crossed the room and walked back into the bathroom, to take a shower and put his clothes on. He entered the plain, sterile bathroom and turned on the hot water for the shower, stripped off the white pants and entered the shower stall. He let the water run down his lithe frame and lathered the soap on a wash cloth and cleaned himself of the past weeks worth of grime and dirt. He washed his hair and turned off the water and exited the shower. He dried off quickly and slid the boxers over his hips before putting on the rest of his clothing and left the infirmary.

He walked through the foyer of that led into the infirmary to be greeted by Seifer at the gate of the infirmary. Squall's expression took on a steely grate to it and he stopped dead in his tracks. He wasn't in the mood for a confrontation with his rival right now so he walked past Seifer as calmly as he could.

"You know that you're staying with me don't you?"

"What?!" Squall nearly shouted, surprise leaking into his tone. "You…?"

Seifer nodded at Squall and led the way back to the dormitory of Balamb Garden.

~*~*~

Seifer's room was dimly lit, even for early evening. The dark coloured blinds blocked out the sunlight and it made the room all the more comforting to Squall. He liked the solitude that he felt in the confines of Seifer's room. The floor was plush with a soft carpet; the colour could not be distinguished due to the darkness. There was a large bed in the corner farthest from the door. The only brightly lit part of the spacious dormitory room was the kitchenette. The lights from the kitchen displayed a large, plush green coloured couch, a television and computer in the main living area.

"You can sleep on the couch if you want to; or you can sleep in my bed and I'll sleep on the couch." Seifer offered.

"It's alright. I'll sleep on the couch." Squall confirmed.

"All right. Anyway, are you hungry?"

"Not really." Squall replied to Seifer's question.

"Anything you wanna talk about?" Seifer offered once more.

Squall yawned and kicked off the running shoes he had been wearing. He flopped down onto the soft couch; the material of the couch was soft and already broken in. Seifer must sleep here a lot I guess. Seifer had walked to the back of the room and pulled out a spare pillow and a downed quilt, leaving them at the end of the couch adjacent to Squall. "Seifer…?" Squall spoke after a few uncomfortable moments.

Seifer spun around from when he had started to walk away. "Yes?"

"Will you stay with me, just this once?"

A slow blush eventually crossed all the way across Squall's beautiful face. Oh Hyne…why does he have to look so scared? Should I comfort him…stay with him like he wants? Seifer thought to himself. "Are you sure?"

Please stay with me Seifer. Squall thought to himself. "You really don't have to, but I would appreciate it if you would."

"Are you sure; you've been through a lot lately. I don't want to hurt you…" Seifer pressed.

Squall rose to his full height and looked Seifer directly into his emerald green eyes. "Yes, I'm sure, please stay with me tonight Seifer; I don't want to be alone tonight."

An almost primal sound emerged from Seifer's throat as the taller man pulled Squall against him in a moment of deepest passion. He pressed his lips against the full, soft pink lips of Squall's ethereal beauty to kiss his former rival. He pulled back a moment later, allowing Squall room to back out if he felt the need. The SeeD commander did no such thing as he pressed his own lips on Seifer's; tongue's entering the opposite mouth and dancing that sacred dance that only tongue's can dance. Their eyes clouded over in their moments of passion. Hands roamed over their bodies as Squall began to shiver in Seifer's arms. Feeling this Seifer stopped to Squall's displeasure. "What's wrong Squall?"

"It…feels…so good…Seifer…please don't stop." Squall breathed quietly.

"Let's do it then." Seifer murmured as he moved them both toward his bed.

Seifer was massaging Squall's nipples, which were getting very hard as Squall wrapped his legs around Seifer's hips. Squall felt Seifer's erection press against his groin and he began to whimper in pleasure. Seifer unceremoniously dropped Squall onto the bed as he removed his shirt. Squall sat up and began to kiss and lick Seifer's nipples.

"Oh Squall…." Seifer moaned.

Squall grunted as he kissed a line of wet kisses down Seifer's flat stomach. Seifer was running his hands through the silky brown hair that was on top of Squall's head. Seifer bent down to kiss his brunette's shoulders and play with Squall's nipples all the more which made the smaller man gasp.

Squall's shirt was the next article of clothing to be removed. The cool air felt comforting to Squall's already sweat glistened skin. Seifer slowly but surely began to kiss a trail similar to the one that Squall had kissed down his own stomach, stopping at the top of Squall's faded jeans. Belts were tugged off at the same time. The pants Squall was wearing were already loose and fell off when he stood up to unbutton Seifer's khakis. Squall tugged at form-fitting pants until they stood around Seifer's ankles; luckily the black silk boxers were not as argumentative as the pants. The ethereal beauty yanked the boxers off his lover and exposed the length of Seifer's manhood to the chilled air.

Squall was still standing and Seifer had begun to yank down Squall's blue boxer shorts as well. Squall's intake of breath was sharp as the sex that was his essence was exposed to which he blushed furiously. Seifer did not understand why as he kissed Squall fully on the lips.

"There's no need to blush Squall…" Seifer soothed as he slowly nibbled at Squall's ear.

Squall bucked in delight as he was being nibbled. He stopped Seifer from nibbling on his ears and worked his hands down toward Seifer pulsating member and began to stroke it slowly at first. Seifer followed suit and worked his calloused, yet skilled hands on Squall's member but at much more painful rate.

"Seifer…" Squall moaned despairingly.

Seifer hushed Squall as the fingers of his right hand wandered their way into Squall's opening. It did not give way as Seifer dislodged himself from Squall, who fell onto the bed to go searching for the magic liquid. However, Seifer had no lube left; all he had was a potion. He picked it up and pulled out the stopper for it and dipped his fingers inside. Squall watched him with curiosity as Seifer came and pushed his full weight on top of him; Seifer's knee pushing into Squall's groin muscles.

"This may hurt a bit at first Squall." Seifer warned him. "Suck on the potion on my fingers to ease it."

Squall turned over onto his stomach as Seifer stuck a finger into his mouth to moisten it. Slowly he entered Squall, searching, stretching the opening for later one. The hand with the fingers draped in the potion toward Squall's mouth to which the brunette engulfed one of them to ease the pain of his opening being painfully stretched open. Squall grew more comfortable with the finger in between the firm globes of his ass. Seifer inserted another finger and heard a cry emit itself from Squall's throat. Seifer had found his lover's anal g-spot and he inserted a third finger and Squall began to moan his name huskily.

The fingers came out minutes later as Seifer was satisfied with the ample stretching of Squall's opening. Squall turned on Seifer suddenly as he began to tease Seifer's member with his silky tongue. Squall teased the slit of his lover's cock as he was rewarded with a few pearls of pre-cum. He engulfed the love toy and began to suck on it, bringing the member to its full erect length.

Seifer moaned as he picked Squall up by his slender hips and laid him down on his stomach once more as he slowly inserted the quivering sex into the opening he was stretching just minutes before. Squall began to moan uncontrollably as Seifer began to work his carefully measured rhythm; slowly at first but steadily increasing in pace and rate. Seifer was glad that he had stretched Squall's opening because it was not expected to be so tight.

"Oh Hyne…you're so tight Squall…" Seifer moaned.

Squall winced as the pleasure started to become painful. It was pain that he liked however. He was being broken in and quite shaken up; Seifer's powerful motions inside of him were taking over his senses. His moonstone eyes had taken a hue of deep blue and were lost in the euphoria of his current experience. The pleasure was wonderful; he had never experienced anything like it. He had had sex with women but had always felt unfulfilled. He was bucking his hips into Seifer's midsection, hoping to hit that spot that fulfilled him. Seifer hit easily on his own with no help as Squall began to call out his name in ecstasy. The two began to reach their climax as both began to cry out the opposite's name. Seifer split his seed inside of Squall as the smaller man came all over the sheets and himself. Squall collapsed to the sheets panting and gasping for air. He rolled over onto his back as Seifer flopped onto the bed beside him. Squall was exhausted from their labors but was happier than he had ever been. Seifer wrapped his arms around Squall's slender frame and pulled him closer. Squall snuggled close into Seifer and fell asleep in his arms. Seifer who was sighing contentedly pulled a quilt over their bodies and gently kissed Squall on his forehead and fell asleep after he said one last thing to Squall. "I'm sorry for calling you a crutch, my love."