Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Collision Coarse ❯ The End? ( Chapter 4 )

The End?

……there was a crash in the air ship and I fell to the ground and was knocked out cold……what were those feelings I felt?….it was like he was really Tidus….it was the same feeling I had when Tidus left me…..I hate dreams…*

there we were flying down faster and faster I thought I was gonna die, but then we crashed in a river…not a very deep one but deep enough that the air ship wasn't harmed and neither was anybody onboard luckily a headache was the only consequence to the crash.

And there Paceo was…..he looked a little bit relieved that he wasn't around those people anymore….and maybe my dream was warning me…..maybe Paceo is Tidus….and my search is over…but still there are some different things about him….oh no! here he comes…. "hey Paceo, are you alright?" I asked." I should be the one asking that" he said with a smile, "it looks like you'll be left with a bump" he laughed…I just looked at him…still alittle shooken up from my dream, I just smiled. He smiled back, I felt warm inside…but I hated it…I was really confused and my head was hurting. Maybe he could tell I was in distress so he came up and gave me a big bear hug…not one of the ones were it practically cracks your ribs . One of those gentle ones that lets you know how much the person cares, I could smell his sweat…it was soothing. I liked it, it made me feel whole again….loved….then I quietly said…I love you. I could feel his arms grow tighter around me…he softly said "I love you too , but I cant stay… I made a deal with the corporal…that I would pretend to go on your side to fight…and hit you from the inside…but I cant do it! I love you! I love your friends!…I felt like I actually had a family….a real family….. I cant stay, im a traitor.

He was about to walk away but I tried to stop him, he just stopped for alittle while and started walking again then I yelled " you cant leave without me traitor or not! I thought I would never meet anybody who could make me feel happy, but I was wrong! You proved me wrong, when I first met you I thought you were a really big jerk…but I know you now, its not your fault. You just wanna be loved…well…I love you….and if you leave ill have nothing, nobody…I don't know what I'd do….please take me…please. He slowly turned around and said " so your telling me you wanna ditch everyone that cares about you? Ditch your family and friends, the people who depend on you? Well let me tell you something I don't know who my parents are, and probably never will, I haven't ever had friends that I know of…and I would give anything to have what you have…AND YOUR TELLING ME THAT YOUR WILLING TO JUST LEAVE IT BEHIND?! No! you cant do that! Im leaving and never coming back, and you will forget about me…" he started waling away again but I stopped him for one last word…ther was no turning him back…I said "please! Atleast let me have something to remember you with" he turned around and gave me his dog tag reading Paceo #276 falcon squadron. As I looked up to give him one last glance he was gone….forever? NO! I didn't want him to be gone forever, I didn't care whether or not I lost everyone dear to me because I loved him, I would search everywhere for him and find him no matter what it takes…….

So as I listened to the sound of the waves beating against the boat, and smelled the sweet air of the ocean once again…I found myself going in circles one man after another…NO!…this is the last time….ill find him…no matter what…

To be continued…….