Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Discoveries ❯ Discoveries ( One-Shot )

Author's note: This is my first fan fiction, so please be gentle. It may also be a little out of character…but people often are different when facing death. And since this obviously didn't take place in the game…think of it as an alternate universe. I hope that someone will enjoy it anyway. Please read and respond, thank you!

DISCOVERIES



Lulu was relieved when Yuna wanted to rest in Macalania. She
was worried about what was upsetting Yuna...but after those moments
on the Farplane...she needed a moment alone, to think. She thought
about seeing Chappu again. She didn't know if it was really him...or
just some memory, brought to life by pyreflies. But he looked
happy. Which made her realize how unhappy she was.

She tried to sort out why she was so unhappy. Was it because
she was here, and Chappu was not? Seeing him, she knew that wasn't
the reason. It had been a little over a year ago, since his
death...and she realized that she had put him to rest months ago. It
began to dawn on her that her unhappiness was because she wasn't with
the one she wanted to be with. But who was that? She was almost
afraid to go there. And trying not to ponder it only made her dwell
on it more.

She remembered what Tidus had told her in Luca, about Wakka
not trying to take Chappu's place. Suddenly it dawned on her...why
she had gotten so angry. It was guilt. Guilt she felt because she
had let Wakka take his place...in her heart. He wasn't a
replacement, not at all. But he had become the one she loved...the
one she wanted to be with. Putting him down during the blitzball
match, telling Tidus that getting along wasn't enough, acting as if
he was crazy for even considering such a thing…it was just a cover
for her guilt about her feelings.

At first she felt relief at finally being truthful with
herself. But when she began to think about the possibility of him feeling
the same...her heart crashed to the floor. He thought of her as his
little brother's girlfriend, not as a woman he could love. Her tears
began to fall. Feeling the hopelessness at never being with the one
she loved...first Chappu, and now Wakka...she began to weep. Great
sobs wracked her body. She never heard the commotion between Wakka
and Tidus right outside her room. But Wakka heard her.

As Wakka led Tidus away from Yuna's room, he heard crying
coming from the room Lulu retired to. "Seeing Chappu...must have
been hard," he thought. "I gotta go talk to her."

When he and Tidus arrived in the front area of the inn, Wakka
turned to the younger man. "I'm gonna go check on Lulu...seeing
Chappu again...might have been tough for her." Tidus nodded and Wakka walked
back toward the rooms.

When he reached Lulu's door, he gave a hard rap. From inside
he heard her call out in a strangled voice: "I'm tired. Please
leave..."

"Lu...I know you're upset. Let me in, ya? I will stand here
yelling through this door till you do!"

She tried to wipe her eyes and sighed angrily. She knew he
would...so she didn't have much of a choice. She opened the door and
glared at him...even though it was hard to pretend she hated
him. "Come in," she almost barked.

He knew she didn't want him there, but he hated to hear her
cry. He only wanted to help. If only he could tell her how he
felt. A few months back...he had discovered that he had fallen in
love with her. But it was hopeless. She seemed to love Chappu so
much...she couldn't ever love him...to her he was just a big dumb
jock. She'd always compare him to his little brother.

He walked over and sat on her bed. She sat down beside him.
He took her hand in his. "Lu..." he began softly. "I know that
seeing Chappu, there on the Farplane, that had to be hard, ya? I'm
sorry. If you need to talk...I am here for you. You know I love ya,
eh?" he teased her.

Hearing those words...her head dropped. Tears stung her eyes
again. If only his words were true....

"Please, Lu...tell me what's bothering you?" he prodded her
gently.

She hesitated...then decided to tell him...some of it at
least.

"It wasn't Chappu...at least not the way you think. When I
saw him, I felt he was happy, and truthfully, I had let him go
months ago. But it did make me realize something. I'm unhappy,
Wakka. Because I'm not with the person I want to be with. And I
probably never will be...that dream...is just that," she told him
sadly.

"But Lulu...why not? What makes you say that?" Wakka asked.

"Because I know he doesn't love me...he never will...not in
the way that I want...not in the way I need."

"Lu, you're beautiful. Well, when you're not being
grumpy," he teased.

"Oh Wakka..." she said, partly smiling.

"Who is it that would be crazy enough not to love you, Lulu?"
he asked her.

She looked at him, wondering if she dared. She thought
about their journey...where they've been, and especially where they
were going. Some, if not all of them would more than likely lose
their lives. And she was tired of feeling alone. She would do
it...come what may.

"Oh Wakka...you truly are clueless sometimes..." she told
him, turning to him. She placed her hand on his face, and caressed
his cheek with her thumb.

Wakka sat there for a moment, wondering what she meant.
Finally it sunk in...she meant him! His heart soared. He gave her
the shock of her life when he pulled her into his lap. He gazed
intently into her eyes, and she saw the glee sparkling there.

"Lu...are you saying?" he asked in disbelief, hoping he
wasn't making a big mistake.

"Yes, you big lug...I love you," she told him.

"Oh Lu...I love you too. I have for months. I was so afraid
you would never feel the same..." he began.

She interrupted him. "Wakka?"

"Hmmm?"

"Shut up and kiss me," she ordered.

He laughed and leaned in closer. His lips touched hers and
it was fire. She felt so warm, so soft in his lap and in his arms.
Her lips were soft...velvety...like rose petals. She even smelled
sweet like exotic flowers and vanilla.

When his lips touched hers, she felt a warm tingly feeling
begin low in her stomach. He felt so different...so big, so strong.
She felt so safe, so secure in his arms. He smelled so good as
well...a spicy musk, with just a hint of sweetness.

As they continued to kiss, Wakka began brushing his tongue
against her lips. She opened her mouth to him, and his tongue
entered, claiming her. When he stroked her tongue with his...he
was pleased to discover she even tasted sweet. As their tongues
caressed, his desire for her began to grow.

Lulu was feeling much the same. When his tongue entered her
mouth...the fire in the pit of her belly grew. She began to want
him...she had never felt like this before. She had loved Chappu very
much, but she realized now that was an innocent love, a first love.
This was so much more; she could feel it with every fiber of her
being.

They parted for a much-needed breath. Both were breathing
heavily. He placed a hand on her bare shoulder. His fingers trailed
softly along the skin there, from one shoulder to the next. As he
traveled back and forth, his hand slowly worked downward, until his
fingers were gliding across the top of her breasts, just above her
low cut dress. He traced patterns on the skin there, just caressing
the creamy, oh so soft skin there. He grew bolder and his hand slid
down to gently cup her breast, just below the fur trim of her dress.

"Lu...I want to touch you so bad," he told her, emotion thick
in his voice. "But if you aren't ready to go any further...I'll
understand."

She knew she didn't want him to stop. They didn't know what
their future held. And she wanted this...needed this so
badly. "Wakka...please...I don't want to stop. I just want to be
with you," she assured him.

He nodded in response, and pulled away from her just long
enough to remove his vest. He pulled her close again, and his hands
went to the laces at the back of her dress. Slowly, he untied them,
loosening them. He helped her remove the bodice of her dress.
She stood up, deciding to remove the bulky leather skirt she wore.
While she was busy doing that, Wakka stripped down to his shorts, and
sat back down on the bed, legs crossed Indian style. She stood there
shyly, in just the black lace panties, garter belt and silky black
hose. He had never seen anything so lovely.

"Oh Lu...you are so beautiful..." he said in awe. She looked
down at the floor shyly. He took her hand, and pulled her gently
into his lap again. "Lu...can I touch you?" he asked softly.

"Mmmm hmmm..." she replied.

He caressed the skin of her neck and chest again, and then
trailed his fingers down the creamy pale skin of her chest, until he
was stroking her breast. When his fingertips brushed the dark
reddish brown nipple, she moaned, arching into his touch. He began
kissing her neck, licking and sucking on her soft skin. His tongue
trailed wetly down her chest, until his mouth was poised over where
his fingers had been. His tongue lapped across her nipple, causing
her to clutch him tighter. He swirled his tongue around it...teasing
it till it hardened.

She thought she was going to melt when his mouth closed
around her nipple. His sucks...his licks...his nibbles with his
teeth, it all felt so good. She was so lost in that feeling, she
almost didn't feel his hand trailing lower on her body, until his
fingertips tickled the skin around her navel. She squirmed as he
tickled lower. Her body jerked when his hand slipped between her
legs, and cupped her mound. His fingers began to rub her, teasing
her as best he could through the material of her panties. He could
feel her moist heat. His teasing her there, while still lavishing
attention on her breast with his mouth, caused her to moan and begin
squirming in his lap. He felt her bottom brushing over and over
against his cock, causing him to harden. If she kept this up, he
wouldn't last very long.

"Lu..." he said through gritted teeth, "stop wiggling."

"Huh?" she asked confused as to why his touches had stopped.
Then she became aware of the hardness rubbing against her
behind. "Oh...sorry," she whispered.

"No problem...I just want to make this last," he told her.

He slid her gently off his lap, laying her down on the bed.
He moved to lie beside her. His hand traveled back down her body,
until he was between her legs again. This time he slid his hand down
inside her panties, and his finger slipped between her folds. She
was so warm....

When his finger touched her so intimately, her desire
exploded...growing uncontrollably. She thought she was going to die
as he began to caress her. "Oh, Wakka...." she moaned.

His finger traveled down lower, until he found the entrance
to her body. He gently slid his finger inside her, causing her to
hiss. He began moving his finger in and out of her slowly, as his
thumb teased her clit...causing it to stiffen under his touch. She
began to writhe against his hand…she wanted more. But first, she
had to see him; she wanted to touch him...taste him this intimately.

"Wakka, let me touch you. Let me see you...please," she
whispered.

He nodded, and slipped off his boxers, and then lay back on
the bed. She sat next to him, looking at his body. He looked so
good. His skin tan and muscles taught. Her eyes traveled from his
chest, down his rock hard stomach, then lower. She blushed when she
saw his cock. It was long and thick...and she worried about how it
would feel inside her. Thinking of him in that way however, caused
her desire to grow.

Her hand went to his chest, her fingers stroking his skin.
When her fingers reached his nipple, she flicked it with her
fingertip. As she brushed against it, it began to harden. She
continued her journey down his body...tickling his stomach. Lower
she went...until her fingers brushed the dark red curls between his
thighs. He tensed as she came closer to his waiting cock and
finally...her fingertips brushed the skin of his erection.

She caressed his length with her fingers...then took him
fully into her hand, stroking up and down the length of him. While
still holding him...she leaned over and kissed him, her tongue
slipping into his mouth. She felt him moaning into her mouth as she
stoked him. She broke the kiss and began to travel down his body
with her mouth. She tongued each of his nipples....giving each a
nice set of licks and hard sucks. But she wanted more...so she
continued her journey. She teased his navel with her
tongue...causing him to tense at the sensation. Then lower she
traveled...until her mouth arrived where her hand was. She kissed
the tip of his cock, and then ran her tongue along the shaft. He
thought that felt like absolute heaven...until she took him fully in
her mouth. He hissed sharply as he felt her mouth surround him.
Reflexively his hips began to thrust as she moved up and down his
shaft. She sucked him in as far as she could, running her tongue
around him. It felt so good...but he was getting close.

"Lu..." he said, voice rough with lust. "Stop...I'm gettin'
close...I wanna be in you..."

She slowly raised her head, and sat up. He sat up beside her
as well, and watched as she removed all the ornaments out of her
hair, and then released her it, letting it cascade around her.

"Lu...you don't know how wonderful you look right now," he
told her, causing her to blush again. He gently guided her back
down on the bed. "Now," he told her, "I get to taste you."

He slipped off her panties, thinking to
himself : "Mmmm....sexy...she put these on last...get to leave
the stockings on." He grinned wickedly. He settled himself down
between her thighs, inhaling her heady sweet scent. His fingers
parted her folds...opening her to his gaze. His tongue went to her,
slowly lapping across her. Her hips bucked as his tongue touched
her. His touch there felt like nothing she had ever felt before...it
was so good. He teased her with his tongue...lapping across her
clit, causing it to stiffen. She writhed beneath him, drowning in
the feelings. As his tongue worked to pleasure her, he slipped a
finger inside her gently...just a little ways...feeling her. She was
warm and wet. He couldn't wait any longer.

She nearly whined when he pulled away from her. "Shh..." he
whispered. "I want to be inside you Lu....will you let me in?"

"Oh yes, Wakka...please..."she pleaded. He moved up over
her, and looked at her intently. Part of him didn't want to
ask...but he had to know, for her sake.

"Lu...is...is this your first time?"

She blushed and nodded yes. He kissed her, and stroked her
face lovingly.

"I don't want to hurt you, baby...but it might at first. I'm
sorry...and I promise to take it slow," he assured her.

He took hold of his cock, and began to rub himself against
her...stroking the head of his cock against her clit...teasing
her...hoping to make her excitement grow. She began to moan again,
so he moved downward, until he found her entrance. He positioned
himself, and held her gaze. "I love you..."he told her, sliding into
her in one quick stroke. She cried out in pain, causing his heart to
ache. He held still, holding her, kissing her softly, whispering his
love to her, allowing her to adjust to his intrusion. When he felt
her relax in his arms, he began moving within her, slowly and
carefully at first.

"How does that feel, baby...are you okay?" he asked.

"Good...it feels good...more, Wakka..." she pleaded.

His thrusts increased, but still he teased her...pulling out
slowly, then plunging in quickly. She felt so wonderful...all warm
and wet and soft, wrapped around him. He wanted to savor this
feeling.

She couldn't believe how good...how right it felt to have him
inside her. But she needed more. "Wakka, more. I need more..."

His hips moved faster...harder...giving her what she wanted.
She was in heaven, the fire inside her built, stronger, hotter,
until it engulfed her. She came, crying his name. He was not far
behind. Hearing his name on her lips, her cries of pleasure...and
feeling her climax, her walls spasming around his cock, milking him,
brought him to the edge as well. He cried out her name as he emptied
himself deep inside her.

When it was over, he held her close...trying to remain inside
her as long as possible.

"I feel....like I've come home," he told her.

"I know...I feel like I was made to hold you close like
this, inside me," she whispered.

"Lu...I want everyone to know I love you. And I want to take
care of you...to be with you...to love you for the rest of your
life. I don't know what will happen in Zanarkand, but if we make it
through, please let me spend my life with you," he said softly.

"Wakka...are you asking me, what I think you're asking me?" she asked.

He smiled self-consciously. "Ya," he replied quietly,
sounding embarrassed.

"Yes Wakka…of course," she replied, tears in her eyes. She
tried to lighten the mood. "And you'd better not forget...or I'll fry
your ass!" she teased.

He laughed. "I won't. In the meantime, let's spend as much
time as we can together...just in case."

She nodded.

"Let's not think about that now, eh? Just think about
us. I really do love you," he told her.

"I love you, too."

They held each other...and soon fell into a deep slumber.

Outside their door, two teenagers stood.

"Um...I guess I won't be sharing a room with Lulu tonight,"
Rikku remarked.

"Well that's just great! Now where are we supposed to
sleep?" Tidus complained.

Yuna heard the exchange and stepped out of her room. "You
can stay with me, Rikku." She turned to look at Tidus. "I guess
you're stuck with Sir Auron and Kimahri!" she teased.

She laughed at the sour look on his face. "Oh great...just
what I wanted!" he complained, heading back to the lobby. The girls
giggled as they watched him leave.

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