Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Dragonfly ❯ Craving and leaving ( Chapter 6 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
They owns, I don't * boo boo *6: Craving and leaving

She woke up to the smell of cutted grass and morning dew coming from the open window above her head. The sweet scent of Balamb Garden at dawn. Seifer was still asleep, curled around her small body with his arms crossed around her chest, and lightly snoring in her ear. He was holding her so tighly she could barely move, and her arms and legs were all numb. But it felt good, very good, in an almost childish way. Turning her head so her fore head touched her lover's chin, she reached up with a weak arm and slightly touched his forehead with the tip of a finger. Felt the wall, weakened. Frowning, she injected more power into it. After testing the wall's strenght, she relaxed back into Seifer's arms. It felt so incredibly good, waking up with warm skin against hers, she wondered how she could have possibly lived without it all this time.
it was time for a move on.
was near seven and she had to finish packing. They had to board the Ragnarok at noon if they wanted to reach Eshtar and meet Laguna before supper time. Besides, her body was getting way too aware of the man's muscly presence near her, and it was no time for another fuck.
grunted when she forced his arms open and slid down the bed, kneeling for a moment until her vision focused. She heard a blackbird greet the morning sun and smiled. The whole situation was so utterly unreal. She really wanted to pretend that oh-so-good bath and the events following it had been nothing but a dream. But the slickness of his seed still between her legs could not be mistaken. Now what? What all that meant? Was it just sex? A one-night stand? Has he tried to show her he had higher feelings for her? She cursed herself for making the situation even more complicated. Granted, she had a strong desire for him. He was a natural lover, and litterally dripped with sexual power. But she could have said no and saved the whole situation.

Oh crap-crap-crap.
heard him shift in the bed and mumble something. He wouldn't wake up until about eight, when his inner clock would rang him awake. She had all the time needed to slide in the shower stall beside the tub and wash away the last remnants of the night. She signed at the warm spray over her sensitive nipples and turned the hot water further on until it was so hot it almost burned her, as she loved it. She cleaned her body in whole with her apple soap, proceeded to re-wash her locks and shuddered when her fingers in her hair mimicked Seifer's massage the night before.
's been wrong. Get over it.

<What if I don't let you?>
jumped. The voice in her head wasn't hers. It was deeper, more like an animal growl. Filled with pride and defiance. But it was very faint, like a reminiscence of a dream, a tiny chord in the orchestra of her mind.
sudden blast of icy water blocked any deeper thoughts. She yelled and threw the shower door open to escape the freezing flow, only to stumble upon Seifer, who was apprently having a great time playing with the water in the bathroom faucet. He only wore the black boxers from previous night and a huge devilish smile she couldn't keep herself from slapping loudly with a high-pitched shriek. He stumbled backward, laughing uncontrollably at her outraged bright red face. He blocked a second slap and held her wrist still while he encircled her waist with his other arm and crushed her body against his. The bitter-sweet scent of green apples lingered around the clean skin, he took a deep breath of her and kissed the top of her head.

"Let me go, Seifer." She asked him in a husky voice.

"And what if I choose not to?"
did he just talked like the voice?

"Please..."
pressed his lips to her nose and then caught hers in a soft kiss. Her hard nipples pushed against his chest and he let go of her wrist to grab one between his thumb and index, and squeeze it rather roughly until she moaned and grabbed the nape of his neck to add her tongue to the kiss. Her pelvis tentatively grinded over his burgeonning erection. He groaned in her mouth and grabbed her wrist again, this time leading the trembling hand down. Kirah took his cue and buried her fingers in his boxers, grabbing his erection and slowly pumping on it, her fingers spreading the wetness on the head with every motion. She stood on her tiptoes to nip at his neck and went down, still pumping his shaft, to fiercely bite a nipple. He growled and crushed her tigher against him.

"Kiry..." He moaned.
fell on her knees and quickly slipped the boxers down his legs. His swollen cock sprang free. Wasting no time contemplating, she slowly took the head in her mouth and licked off the salty pre-cum from the slit. Seifer's fingers entwined in her wet hair and pushed her forward to wrap her mouth around him and follow the hard line of his cock until it hit the back of her throat and her nose was buried in the blonde curls. Her tongue swirled around the hot skin and he thought his own knees were about to disappear.

"Oh shit...oh..." he murmured when he felt her fingers gently massaging his balls.
sucked him harder, taking the whole lenght in and out while her hands moved up to cup his butt cheeks and roughly massage them following her sucking motions.
couldn't bear to wait any longer. Tugging her hair, he gently pushed her away from his cock and laid her on the cold tile of the floor. For the first time he noticed the dragonfly jewel tucked on her navel. He thought about asking her about it but he saw in her face that she was no longer in a coherent state. Instead, he laid himself over her shivering body, holding himself on his elbows while he positionned his erection against her entrance. Teasingly, he rubbed the head of his cock against her swollen clit until her soft moans grew into irritated growls and she grabbed his manhood to stick it back where she wanted it to be.
chuckled and pushed himself in. She eagerly stretched for him and threw her head back in pleasure. She touched him, his face, lips, neck, nipples, traced the strong line of his jaw with her tongue. Bit the tender flesh of his ear, grazed his chest and back with her fingernails sending endless shivers through him and forcing him deeper within her. He drove himself inside roughly, punctuating each trust with a low grunt.
felt her teeth clench in his shoulder and cried out in pain. She didn't even seem to notice what she did to him. He pulled away a bit to admire her flushed face, eyes shut and glittering with sweat, in total abandon to the pleasure he was giving her. The sight was so beautiful and arousing he had to close his eyes to keep himself from coming right away. Instead, he took back her lips for another fierce kiss and he heard her mumbling something incoherent in his mouth.
supple, hot-tempered body crashing against him, biting and clawing at him, felt like heaven and higher. Seifer kissed the closed eyes and marveled at the way she abandonned herself to the pleasure and reacted to his stimulation.
little panther...

That very thought finally aroused him to the breaking point. He felt ripped away from his conscience as he started slamming his body against hers and buried his face in her damp hair to smell the green apples again. He felt her insides clamp on his erection and moaned loudly at the increasing friction. He then forced his eyes open to watch her again reaching her climax, smiling at her when her gaze met his.
"SEIFER!!" was all she managed to scream before her whole body went limp and collapsed on the cold floor, panting and sweaty. Seifer hit his orgasm seconds afterwards, crushing the boneless body against his as he released his seed deep inside her. Broken cries escaped from his throat and he fell over her.

Both totally spent, they rested, tangled, trying to catch their breath, listening to their mixed heartbeat althought not knowing which belonged to who.
was the first to move, rolling off her body to a kneeling position and picking her up the floor to hug her tighly. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pushed her lips against his. No words could resume what had just happened, so they stayed silent until Kirah rose on her still weak legs and headed back to the shower stall. The sound of running water filled the room. Seifer understood she asked him alone time with herself, and left the bathroom, closing the door before getting back to his final packing.




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(In the meantime, Esthar)
sighed and rubbed his sore back. He wasn't a young lad anymore and rough sex, especially pinned against his office desk, soon would have to move to a bed to avoid breaking something inside him...

"Did I hurt you?" The soft, breathy voice whispered into his ear.

"Nah...I'm just not accustomed to standing sex" He chuckled. Looking at the clock, he suddenly remembered his first meeting was in about ten minutes. And there he was completely naked, dripping with sweat and cum. And on top of that, with...

"Shit!" He jumped on his feet and fumbled through the stuff piled on his desk and the chairs around it. "Where's my fucking pants?"

"Well I have your underwear here." Kiros's amused voice said behind his back. "At least you'll cover your shame when the first minister ask for a private audience?"

"Fuck you, Kiros"

"You sure? Thought you were already worn out but if you insist..." Kiros dropped the boxers to the ground and grabbed Laguna by the neck, crushing his mouth against his and squeezing his buttocks with his other arm.

"Uumff!!" He cried out in Kiros mouth. "Let me go! I have work to do and my son's coming today, if you already forgot!"

"No, I haven't." Kiros separated himself from his older lover and held him his boxers and white silk shirt. He slipped in them and resumed the search of his pants.

"Hey."
turned to Kiros. "What again?" and saw the classy black cotton pants hanging from the tall magnolia tree he kept in his office. Hyne knew how it landed there. He chuckled softly and went to remove the piece of clothing from the branchs and put it on. He felt Kiros's warm palm sliding down the skin of his neck, and sighed as he offered him his lips once again. Kiros was a good ten years younger than him but he usually acted like the dominant one. They separated their mouths and Kiros zipped back his pants, then slid the official robe over his slender body.
intercom's light switched red on his desk. Laguna sat down on his seat and opened the communication. "Yes?"

"President, Dr. Odine's secretary is solliciting an audience from you."

"Let him in, Linn."
rubbed his forehead and had a last glance at Kiros, who winked at him and mouthed 'I love you'
door opened and a rather short young man with jet black short hair and matching eyes walked, or rather slid in the room. He carried a pile of papers and blue prints. He carefully dropped all his stuff on the desk and saluted.

"At ease, Danniel. So what's Odine up at again? One morning he disappear and we're left in the darkness for months."

"He's quite reluctant when asked to talk about his project. Even to me, he doesn't. You can imagine how irritating it can be."
nodded. Danniel has been Odine's known lover for many years and even thought they were not anymore, he was still the scientist's closest friend and only confidant.

"But he asked me to bring those papers to you, with all his apologies. There's a letter from him on top, you should read it first."
nodded. "Thanks. Are you going to stay in Esthar?"

"No, of course not." He answered with a slight smirk. "He's totally lost without his supporting crew. I'll go back help him right after dinner."

"Well, good luck to all of you, then?"

"Thanks, President. Have a good day."
saluted again and walked out the door.

"Now, onto that pile of uncomprehensible shit..." Laguna whispered, moving to open the cream enveloppe containing Odine's letter with his gunblade-shaped letter opener.




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Kirah walked out of the bathroom wrapped in a fuzzy pink towel. Seifer was now fully dressed in a very sexy pair of dark red leather pants and black tight shirt. He turned to her when he heard the footsteps, but didn't say anything. He instead devoured the short, arousing body he'd just thoroughly fucked, remembering the round breasts jumping at the rythm of his trusts and the smooth hips under his hungry hands...and then proceeded to think about something else to soothe his newborn hard-on.

"You finished packing?" She asked in a soft, emotionless voice.

"Yeah." He threw the full bag on his bed and sat next to it.

"Good." She slipped in her underwear and then in a dark blue velvet dress. She then headed for the door.

"Where are you going?"

"Get something to eat." She replied and closed the door behind her.

Fucking hell...what's wrong with you now? One moment you beg me to screw you and after you play the offensed virgin?

How the hell was he supposed to know about her family problems? Half of the juniors and SeeDs in Garden are orphans, most of them had not even had the chance of even meeting their parents, nor being adopted. It was no big deal in Garden. He had thought about sex as a way to complete his apologies to her. He knew he was a very good lover and he had wanted to give her warmth and pleasure to make up for the pain he had created when asking about her family. And it worked, so wonderfully worked! She had given up herself to him, leaving the bad memories behind. It felt like their souls had talked to each other, understood each other with each gaze locked into her night pools. Sex had never been that good before, not even with Rinoa. And she had slept in his arms, shared her heat and breath with him in sweet tenderness. He had felt in peace with her. And he knew she had felt the same. If not, why did she gave herself to him another time, even after he'd pissed her off big time, and revealed herself to him in such wild abandon?
had her two times. And Hyne he had to find a way to have her again.



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It was too early in the morning for the cafeteria to be overcrowded as usual. In fact, it was empty, exception made for three or four students drowning their exam tiredness in coffee.paid for her bagel and cheese and filled her mug with the darkest, strongest coffee she could find. She sat at an empty table and settled the food and a book in front of her. She had been reading for a few minutes, spreading butter and cheese on her bagel, when a shadow hovered over her stuff.

"Good morning. Mind if I sit?" Squall's near-whisper voice asked.
nodded and the Garden Commander took the chair in front of her.

"You look like someone who spent the night running after a lost chocobo."

"If only" She mumbled between two sips of her coffee.

"You should have a nap on the Ragnarok on the flight to Esthar. We'll even lock Seifer in the luggage compartment if you ask for it."
laughed.

"Seriously, we all had to deal with Seifer at one point or another in our lives."
distractly touched the scar between his eyes. "But at the end he always reveal his good side. He's probably the biggest jerk on Earth but he sure do have qualities. I know...did I said something funny?"
face had flushed bright red and she could barely block a giggle. "Sorry Commander"

"Squall please."

"Sorry Squall then.", She said as she fought to regain some seriousness.

"You know," she finally said, "The problem is not being stuck with Seifer. It's being stuck with Seifer and Ultimecia"
paused

"I'm afraid of her...Afraid I won't be able to deliver him before she took him over...and then being held responsible for it. I know...I know everyone is counting on me because I am the sorceress, but I'm in the dark too! I've never faced anything looking like this situation before. It's all coming from what I've studied!"

"We're behind you. You won't have to face it alone. Never."

"Don't say that."
rubbed his scar again, showing he was still thinking about Seifer. "You know...I've always thought we all had to fend for ourselves, and that putting any hope on the others was the worst mistake of a lifetime. Only three years ago I finally realized my mistake. I know you're putting everything on your shoulders, guess that's how you lived up to this day. But we're not going to let you down and we're as involved in this as you are. Please count on us, okay?"
had to fought back the tears this declaration brought to her eyes. Happy tears of relief.

"Thanks, Com...Squall. I really needed to hear something like that."

"And even better, I meant it."
absently gulped down his coffee and stood up, emptying the remnants of his meal in the trashcan.

"Now, I have some last verifications to make on the Ragnarok. We're boarding at eleven o'clock straight. Whatever's going to happen, keep what I said in mind."

"I will. Thanks again."
watched Squall as he left through the cafeteria's glass doors. She then checked the clock. 8:00. Still three hours to kill before departure. She didn't wanted to go back to the room. Seifer was probably still there and he's probably try to hit on her again, and her current hormones level was too high for her to resist him. Especially after he'd proven two times how perfectly he could light her fires.
light twitch on her stomach. Not exactly nausea, but surely not comfortable. Kirah put one hand to her belly, feeling how tense it was, almost knotted. She took another bite of the bagel and tried to swallow it. This time, the sheer act of swallowing brought another twitch, stronger this time. She wrapped her belly in her hands and clutched. Knots.

Seems like stress' finally getting on you...maybe you'd need another fuck eh?

"Ugh...." She moaned as another twitch brought her back to reality. She dragged the remaining Curaga spell she had refined from her powers the day before and casted two of them on her while massaging the knots inside her. She could see inside her. See the tensed muscles around her stomach, and focused on them. After a few minutes, she felt the tension release. The knots softened into smooth flesh. The pain went away.

"Better" She mumbled.
thought going through the library for new books could be a good way to spend the time she had left alone with herself. Decision made, she gathered her stuff and quickly left the cafeteria



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(Meanwhile, Esthar)

"What the fuck does he means, 'Magi-mechanical time-junctionning complex'? Odine, you perverted dwarf, I can't even understand a single word and I still have to fucking hand you the money? You'd give me an empty black box with a label like that and I'd pay anyway!"
standing behind his lover, read the letter again, mouthing the words and assorting them with mumbles and grumbles. The letter was rather short, a little less than one page, and mainly consisted of Odine's impressions of the place where they were developping the new complex, and comments on the workers Eshtar sent him for the project. Only the last part actually named the project. Magi-mechanical time-junctionning complex . not even an explanation.

"Well...it seems to deal with time...and magic..."

"Thanks a lot, Mr. Brain," Laguna sneered. "Why does he thinks it has something to do with me? God I really need a drink. And I need to drag the dwarf's butt back in Esthar before he does something to revive any fuckin' Adel in the place. I need to call Danniel over and..."

"And you need to calm down first." Kiros' always serene voice called from behind him. "And think about your son and his friends who are coming over and the fact that you didn't even arranged the rooming yet."

"Why would I do something like that? I'll unleash them in the guests' level and they'll room wherever they want."

"Laguna..."
man turned to face Kiros. "Yes?"

"Are...you going to tell your son...about us?"
sighed. "I've tried not to think about it for the past two years, thanks."

"Laguna..."

"I want to, Kiros, I really want. But I'm afraid of what his reaction might be. I've lost him for 17 years, and he's all that's left of my family. I don't want this last piece to shatter."
felt Kiros' long, sinuous hand crept from his back to his shoulder, and then to his chin, tickling the sweet just-shaved skin.

"I'm sorry, love." Laguna whispered.

"Don't be. I understand. I have nothing to lose, I have no family besides you and Ward. I understand how hard it must be."

"I love you. You know it."

"That's all I need to know."
sighed, looking at the bright white morning sunlight bathing Esthar City. It was early. He had to call over some of his scientists friends, whom he had known since the Adel days. He had to try to convince them to work with his son without Odine's consent. And maybe explain to him what all those damned papers might mean? He felt Kiros warm lips press against his nape and sighed. Then Kiros' hands slowly massaged his back, soothing the knots in his muscles and clearing his messy thoughts.

"...Feel so good..." He mumbled as the younger man's hands worked on him, "to have you..."



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In the library, Kirah checked the clock. 11:21. Time to go. She checked in the sevenshe intended to use to cut her world from Seifer's during the flight and beyond. She passed the Garden shop and stopped briefly to buy a padlock. Those books had to be kept somewhere safe or Seifer would "abduct" them as soon as he had the chance. Upon entering the dorm room, she found it empty and reached under the bed, where she had left her pack. To her own surprise, it was still there. Maybe Seifer was beginning to learn how to let her in peace...still, it was too soon to believe him.
Ragnarok had been landed a hundred meters past Main Gate, in the grassy plain that crashed down to the sea. It was Kirah's favorite place, just up the hill where Balamb Garden was build. It was a breath-taking sight of green plains and endless glistening waters and sky. Balamb City and Garden where known as one of the nicest place to live. Kirah briefly wondered if she'd settle down here, if that possession story could ever come to a happy ending. Becoming a SeeD? Surely not. She was born to heal, not to kill. But her life had to settle down somewhere, one day...
voice of Rinoa calling her from the Ragnarok stopped her thoughts. She turned to the impressive airship and ran to the Commander's girlfriend. Rinoa greeted her with a hug and motionned the Ragnarok's boarding ramp. Instructor Zell, Edea, Cid and Seifer had already taken their seats in the cockpit. Irvine and Selphie, already assigned to another mission in Timber, would join them if needed. Kirah ignored Seifer's questionning gaze while taking her seat beside him. She stretched her short legs in front of her and buried her nose in the book she had just took from the library.
entered the cockpit and greeted everyone. The Ragnarok exhaled it's fiery breath and lifted it's elegant form in the air. Kirah felt the power of the acceleration and wondered, just a second, why all this shit had to fall on her shoulders.



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Written lemon scenes count so far: 4