Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Eternal Spirit ❯ Eternal Spirit ( Chapter 1 )

* A little thing I wrote while having nothing else to do. *

Eternal Spirit

You may think of me as the evil villain of the story…you believe me to be a killer…I don't blame you, this is who I am. I am bereft of emotion and bereft of love. I was taken away from love…the memory still agonizes me and even though I move through time without body…my poor soul still walks the planet.

I have been rejected from peace and rejected from life. I am alone…so alone…no tears can release my pain, for my eyes are gone. My voice cannot release the pain inside my soul, because I have no mouth. I cannot touch things without my hands and I can't grasp life again, because it denies me. You won't ever understand how it feels to be dead and in pain, you others will go on to live your souls in peace… I am like a demon haunting my own image and past memories…whatever's left of them. Though I don't remember it all, I bear the endless pain that weighs down the last threads of my spirit.

I miss the beauty of life…the way I used to breathe the crisp cool air in the mornings…the sounds of everything…the delicious aroma of food…and the feelings that all people experience…love.

I hope somebody can just forgive me, just to lessen this punishment bestowed on me. I want to…there is so much I want, but I can't have it all. That is my punishment…my soul curls up like a little child in a shadowed corner…alone and unloved. Yet I understand, this is my retribution for my poor eternal spirit.

* Can you guys guess who this is? It could be anybody, but if ya know me, this should be simple. R/R and tell me if you guys want me to go on…coupling in process. *