Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Gomen Nasai ❯ Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

It was pitch black when Reno woke up. One of his legs was hanging off the sofa he had chosen to spend the night on. The blanket was twisted around his body. He realised with slight amusement that he was still fully clothed, jacket and all. It was creased to hell, but Reno figured his suit always looked like that anyway.

He managed to untwist himself from the light blue fleecy blanket, dumping it lightly back on the couch. He swung his other leg off the sofa to touch the floor. He pushed himself up, running a hand over his face as he yawned. As the yawn finished, his face turned into a scowl, thinking about the previous days events. He stood up, walking slowly towards the kitchen.

How can anyone let themselves but subjected to........ to that and not stick up for themselves.

The urge to just grab a gun and shoot Sebastian Shinra straight through the middle of his forehead was rising. Reno couldn't believe he even had a tiny bit of respect for the man before this.

Respect that's now shot to hell.

Reno found an empty glass lying on the draining board near the skin. He filled it with cold water from the sink tap and took a long gulp of the cool liquid. He filled it back up to the top again before walking back to the couch.

How can anyone want to beat their own flesh and blood for no reason? Was one of the millions of questions running through the redhead's mind. Surely he's done nothing to deserve it? Reno frowned some more. Somehow he knew there was a lot more behind this than he could ever comprehend. He took another sip of the refreshing liquid before placing the glass on coffee table. Reno laid back down on the couch, his legs hanging over the end. He swung them slightly.

"Not getting too relaxed on the job are we Reno?" The voice would have surprised Reno, if he hadn't already realised the other man's presence.

"Relaxed? Never heard of the word." Reno replied taking the glass from the table. He though about drinking while still laid down, but thought better of it and pushed himself up. He looked over the top of the sofa to look Tseng in the face. "What you here for anyway? I suppose this isn't a social call?"

"When is it ever a social call?" Tseng asked sitting down in a chair opposite the younger man. They both fell into an unease silence. Reno knew he just had to ask the other man just one question.

"Did you know Shinra actually beats him?" He asked almost casually, sipping the glass of water.

There was another unease silence. Reno turned his gaze slowly to look at his superior. His eyes narrowed.

"You knew?" He whispered in astonishment. It was a long time before the silence was broken again.

"I had an idea." Tseng said lightly. He never looked away from Reno the entire time.

"And you did nothing about it?" The red head asked dubiously.

"Come off it Reno. What was I meant to do? It's Shinra's business what he does to his son, not mine." Tseng stared at the other Turk for a while. "Reno, if you're getting feelings for him I can pull you off this job....." Reno stood up sharply.

"Oh god forbid, a Turk's getting feelings for someone." The red head spat harshly.

"Reno..." The older Turk warned.

"Don't Reno me, Tseng!" Reno's voice rose slightly. Remembering the sleep blonde in the other room, he quieten again. "Look, it's up to me how I want to screw up my life ok, not you." The older Turk contemplated the red head for a long time.

"Just don't do anything impetuous alright? I don't want to have to recruit another Turk." Tseng stood up from the chair and silently walked towards the white painted doors.

"Is that a threat?" Reno asked cautiously.

"No Reno. It's what Shinra will do to you if he finds out." Tseng said wearily, then left the room.

Reno found himself gazing at the door for a long time after the Turk leader left. Never give anyone the full story do you Tseng? You make it sound like someone's tried to stop Shinra before................. Reno left that thought dangling as he prying himself from the comfortable sofa.

He pushed the door to Rufus' bedroom open slowly. Reno leaned against the door frame looking over the sleeping blonde. He had heard stories from many people, about how cold the President's son was. Reno wondered how the hell someone who had been nothing but pleasant to him could be callous at all. If stories about Rufus were true, Reno couldn't help but wonder why he was being nice to him of all people.

Reno shook his head lightly while he glanced over the other man. Rufus looked strangely at peace while he was asleep. The moonlight shining through the window reflected off Rufus' face, giving him an unnatural white glow. Reno watched as Rufus smiled slightly in his sleep, before mumbled something under his breath and moving just slightly.

Reno found himself smiling. He found himself going over lines in his head from what he had told Tseng earlier. Oh god forbid, a Turk's getting feelings for someone. Reno took to cleaning under his fingernail with his teeth. Am I? He inspected the clean nail. Am I? His mind asked again. Would it be so bad if I was?

He walked silently over to the bed side. Rufus had turned from being on his side facing the window, to being on his back. Would it really be so bad? Reno asked himself yet again. His hand brushed a lock of blonde hair away from Rufus' face. His hand froze.

Rufus' blue eyes were staring right back at him.

Neither of them said anything for a good long while. The uneasy silence wasn't broken by sound however, but by Rufus smiling. Reno visibly relaxed slightly. He began to draw his hand away, but Rufus latched onto it.

The blonde had his thin fingers around the Turk's wrist. He loosen his grip a little, moving his hand lightly from Reno's wrist to the tip of his index finger. Rufus then pulled Reno's finger closer to himself, pressing it against his lips. Surprise etched Reno face for a fraction of a second, before relaxing again, relaxing more than before.

"Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if......." Rufus trailed off, looking intently at Reno's hand. Reno couldn't help but notice the uncertainty in his voice.

"You don't have to do anything you don't want to." Reno muttered, wondering where on earth that sentence came from. He wasn't the kind of person that normally cared about someone else's feelings when it came to stuff like this. Why was this time any different?

"But I want to do this." Rufus grabbed hold of the Turk's shirt pulling him towards him. He leaned forward slightly to meet the other man. The two's lips met, the kiss sweet and tender at first. Reno couldn't remember the last time he had received a kiss so sweet, so caring, so loving.

The two of them pulled away from each other slightly. Rufus still had hold of Reno's shirt, but was now holding it as if he was holding on for dear life. Rufus realised this and let off his grip, his hand dropping to rest on the mattress he was laid on.

"You have no objection if I do that again, do you?" Rufus asked quite suddenly. Reno grinned.

"Hell no."

Rufus didn't give Reno a chance to change his mind.

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

"The construction of Sector Six is going as planned. We......."

A week had passed by since that night in Rufus' apartment. The Vice President had managed to tune out the voices that were flying around the Board Room. He tapped his pen lightly on the piece of blank paper that was laid on the table in front of him, the ghosts of a smile on his face.

He hadn't been this happy since........ well he'd never been this happy. For the first time in Rufus Shinra's life, he didn't feel alone anymore. That reason alone was enough to make the blonde feel contented.

Rufus had never had a close friendship with anyone. His father telling him "Friends are for the weak. All you need in this world is power and money." Rufus would have shaken his head if he was alone. What a sad life you must lead Rufus thought as he glanced over the red suited man sat at the head of the table. I'd actually feel sorry for him if I didn't despise him so much in the first place.

"We've also managed to acquire Don Coreno, who at the moment is residing in Sector Three, to be Shinra's Informant for the new sector. Coreno is.........."

Rufus took to drawing a little sketch of a man in a suit, with an axe sticking out his head, at the corner of the piece of paper. He finished it off by drawing a little sketch of himself next to it, laughing. He grinned at it for a moment.

"Something you'd like to share with us Rufus?" Came a voice that made Rufus look up. The whole table was staring at him. Rufus coughed lightly.

"Nothing Sir, nothing at all." He answered smugly. The President looked at him dubiously at first, then took his gaze off Rufus, directing it at the rest of the table.

"Where were we....... Ah yes the construction of the Sector Six Reactor........."

Rufus smiled again, adding a speech bubble above the sketch of himself saying 'Muhahahahahahahaha'. Satisfied with the drawing, he began to tap with his pen again. He was surprised that not even a boring Board meeting such as today's was dampening his good mood.

"That concludes our meeting." The golden words Rufus thought as the President voice rang out round the room. The man soon left, the other Executives leaving soon after. Rufus found himself still sat down when the room had emptied. He pushed the chair back slightly and hauled his feet onto the table.

He was so completely lost in his thoughts he didn't hear the Turk enter the room.

Reno smirked as he saw the blonde laid back in his chair, eyes closed. He silently walked up to Rufus, standing right beside him. He bent down and leaned so he was inches away from the Vice President's ear.

"Hope you're thinking about me?" He whispered. Reno nearly laughed as the blonde jumped practically half a mile. His chair began to tip back, but Reno caught it as it did. Rufus scowled at the other man for a few seconds, before his gaze soften.

"Nope." He said cheerfully. "I was thinking about a Tuna sandwich I ate for lunch."

"Aw now Sir. You know that isn't allowed." Reno whined as he sat on the table top. The little drawing from earlier caught the redhead's eye. He sniggered. "Nice artist talent you've got there Rufus."

Rufus smiled.

"I'm glad you think so. I have a tremendous amount of fun drawing it while the meeting was going on." His smiled changed to a grin. "I could have sworn I saw the cogs working in my father's head as he was trying to work out why I was in such a good mood."

"Tell me. Why are you in such a good mood?" Reno said smugly, resting his hand behind him. Rufus stood up from the chair.

"Why don't I just show you." With one little push, Rufus had made Reno lay on the table top. The redhead smiling ever so slightly. Rufus sat himself so he was straggling the Turk's waist. He traced his finger along the part of Reno's skin that wasn't covered by his shirt. "You know, I knew there was a reason you never wore a tie." Rufus commented absently.

"They just get in the way." Reno's breath hitched ever so vaguely. Rufus still heard it and smiled. He unfastened a further two buttons, before deciding it was taking to long and engaged the Turk in a passionate kiss.

Reno's eyes widened slightly at the suddenness of the kiss, but soon relaxed. He moaned slightly as the kiss carried on, none of them wanting to break it.

Eventually Rufus broke it, both of the men gasping for breath. Reno smirked.

"Wow. Never excepted something like that from you." He commented. Rufus smiled again.

"I've barely even started yet."

Rufus leaned down and started yet another kiss, this was as equally passionate if not more so than the one before. Reno reached up, tangling his hand in the Vice President's blonde hair. His hand dropped down to Rufus' shoulder. His other hand reached up to grabbed the opposite shoulder. In one swift movement, Rufus found himself to be the one laid on the table top. The kiss wasn't broken the entire time. Finally Reno pulled away. Rufus whined in protest.

"Hmm." Reno murmured in thought. "Don't like to be the one not in charge do ya?" The redhead smirked. Rufus ignored the comment, unfastening the rest of Reno's shirt.

"What was that?" The blonde asked, a knowing smile on his face. Reno shook his head, still smirking.

"You just can't keep your hands off me, can you?"

"Are you complaining?" Rufus asked teasing.

"Me? Of course not."

Rufus pulled Reno down for another kiss. This one hard and abrupt. Despite it's shortness, it didn't stop either of them from moaning at the sensation the kiss gave them. Rufus pushed the Turk off him and sat up. He leaned in and touched Reno's lips ever so slightly, pushing him against the wall. He started to pull at the neck of Reno's shirt, gentling pulling it off the shoulder.

The shirt soon ended up on the floor. Reno cocked one eye brow at the Vice President, a grin crossing his face.

"You're too overdressed. That just won't do." Reno slightly eased off the blonde's white jacket. Rufus didn't need any persuading. He pushed away from the Turk slightly and pulled it off himself, feverishly. He went to pull the black jumper over his head, before Reno stopped him.

Reno grabbed hold of the edges of the jumper, pulling it up with tantalising slowness. Rufus whined and moved slightly on the spot, showing his annoyance. Reno chuckled a little, before yanking the jumper up over the blonde's head in one fast movement. Rufus' hair became tousled and static like. The blonde narrowed his eyes a little, trying to flatten his hair down.

Reno wasn't willing to be patient enough to wait for him. He wrapped his leg around the back of Rufus' knees, making the blonde topple to the floor. Rufus glared at the redhead for a second, before his gaze turned into a smile.

Reno dipped himself down to kiss the Vice President again. A kiss sweet and caring, similar to the first kiss he ever received from Rufus. The blonde's hands played with the ponytail of Reno's hair, curling it round his index finger. Rufus closed his eyes lightly, moaning at the kisses Reno was placing on his neck.

Reno casually moved lower down Rufus' body, catching one of Rufus' nipples in his mouth. The blonde hissed a little in pleasure, causing Reno to smile. The redhead's hand reached down to unbuckle Rufus' trousers. He seemed to pause for a moment as to ask for encouragement. Rufus noticed this.

"Don't stop......" The blonde moaned. Reno didn't disappoint him. With one swift movement, Reno had unbuckled Rufus' trousers, removing them and dropping the garment on the floor with the rest of the clothes. Reno stroked Rufus' already hard member lightly, earning a low moan from the blonde. not wanting the Vice President to wait any long, Reno began to suck on the tip of Rufus' cock.

Rufus tensed at the pleasure he was receiving, moaning quietly with as much self control as he could muster. Reno's mouth took in more of the blonde's shaft, as much as he could, before pulling back. He did this a few times, before letting go of his hold completely. Rufus let out something between a moan and a sob. Reno laughed lightly.

"Liked that did ya?" Reno asked. Rufus snapped his eyes open, growling just lightly. He pushed Reno on to his back and laid on top of him, grounding his hips against the other man's obvious erection.

"Two can play at that game." Rufus unbuckled the redhead's trousers in much the same manner as Reno did to him. Taking his time to rub against Reno's groin one more time, he then kissed the Turk's chest lightly. Reno sighed softly, letting his eyes closes.

Rufus stroked the under side of Reno's shaft with painful slowness. Reno groaned in frustration. Rufus stopped, enjoying the look he was receiving from the redhead because of it.

"Damn it Rufus." Reno hissed. Rufus just smiled, too busy covering his own shaft with the watery based substance. Reno looked at the blonde suspiciously. "How did you........"

"To involved in you're own little world Reno." Was the only answer he got, before Rufus eased himself slowly inside. Reno's breath hitched sharply. As Rufus eased himself all the way in, he leaned down to kiss the Turk on the lips once more, pulling out as he broke the kiss.

"Feels good...." Reno whispered softly. "Faster." Rufus did as he was asked. He began thrusting faster, rubbing the most sensitive places. Reno cried out, arching his back off the floor. Then with one last push, Reno lost control, his release spilling out onto his stomach. It wasn't much longer before Rufus released himself, spilling his seed into the Turk.

Totally spent, Rufus let himself fall gently onto Reno's chest.

There, they remained for a few minutes, regaining their breaths. Reno was the first to speak.

"As much as I would love to stay here all day, I have a job I'm supposed to be doing." The Turk muttered. Rufus moaned in protest.

"Just a bit longer." He murmured tiredly. Reno smiled slightly.

"Whatever you say."

I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

I don't own Flying without Wings, by Westlife. I just really like the song ^_^