Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Ironic Wonderland ❯ Wonderland Gone Wrong ( One-Shot )

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DA/DSK: oookaaaay....this is my first FF story! I took some time from writing my yugioh fictions and try and write a FF9 story! Its my normal angsty type...but yes, a ff9 fic none the less...Anyways..

Disclaimer: I do not own FF9, I only own the plot and the saying "Life is wonderland gone wrong" So, without further ado, I bring to you: 'Ironic Wonderland'

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When you told me goodbye.. I didn't really think you meant it.. But here you are, Queen of Alexandria. Oh how ironic isn't it? How our lives play out? Look at Freya. She lost Sir Fratley. He doesn't remember her at all.. and Armrant? Well, no one really knows about him much, but he has his own problems deep down inside he grieves on. Eiko grieves about her lost tribe, and her family.. Vivi just want's to find out who he is.. And me? Me.. Heh. I just want to be with you. But no, you're the Queen of Alexandria now, you're not allowed to see a theif like me.. It's not like Steiner would care.. Heh. I wonder, do you even think about this? Probally not. Always too busy with your kingdom ne? Ironic... Life is always ironic. We never really get what we want..Most of us go with the tide of fate and deal with that fate brings us..

But then..

There are those who go against the tide, fight against it, try to change and bend fate to get what we want.. Like Freya.. And Eiko, and a whole lot more I can think of! Oh how ironic! I used to be one of those.. I used to fight against the tides of fate, but then i thought I should stop, that was when I met you.. I loved you, I protected you from harm, I was always there.. But I guess it wasn't enough was it? Damn, now that I think about it, I should've gone and went my own way.. I didn't though. I just had to let everything go, everything I had. I disobeyed the boss, left the Tantalus, risked everything.. For you.. And yet, you didn't really care..

Life, I know, was supposed to be a Wonderland, full of joy and happiness.. But how ironic it is. Life is nothing BUT Wonderland gone wrong, the exact opposite of it! Joy and happiness.. Heh i'd laugh if I could. But right now, all I can do is sit here and let my emotions out, silently reveling in all of this. No, I couldn't laugh even if I wanted too.. Right now, I hate you.. But at the same time.. I can't.. I love you too much.. Who could possibly hate that beautiful smile of yours? That face..that shines everytime I see it..

Me? I'm just a lowly theif, who has nothing to live for.. I had everything I wanted, had the life I wanted, then you came.. Now, I don't want to go back to it.. I just want to be with you.. But I never will be... Ironic isn't it? Things never turn out the way we want them too.. Like I said..

Life is just Wonderland gone wrong..

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DA/DSK: Okay...how was it? I know i know, i made it all sad-ish like...but heh, its just my way... Anyways please Review!