Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Loving Two for One ❯ Party Time , Destiny ( Chapter 2 )
Loving 2 for 1
Squall lay on his bed ...thinking about what happened during the day. Rinoa leaving, the new girl coming with such a resemblance. Squall sighed, he couldn't seem to get the new girl out his head. He could still see her beautiful eyes of hers.
"She was so beautiful, … " Squall whispered. After Squall the incident, he went to talk to Zell. Zell was beaming with joy, because the girl gave him her remaining lunch. Squall found it amusing the way Zell was up and screaming. "
Wow, someone actually giving Zell a hotdog… heh, must be an angel " Squall chuckled.
Squall turned over and looked at the picture on his drawer, it was picture token recently of him and Rinoa. It was a airy picture, you could see in the background and rest of the gang playing around, it was really a nice day. Those days were when the world seemed perfect, where nothing was wrong. It was one of those days where Squall forgot the hard days, where people criticized him.
Honestly, Who in the right mind would be a SeeD, the commander, trained to destroy the ultimate enemy, the sorceress would be dating one, even considering getting married to the person.
Squall then saw a picture of Cid and Edea, they were married, they started SeeD and yet Cid didn't care , he told the world that he was married to a sorceress , no not a sorceress . . . to Edea.
" Why can't I be a little like that? Why can't I stop doubting our love because of what people think?" Squall then remembered hearing and old woman saying to him once If you have a love you doubt, don't waste your time on it. Doubted love only brings heartache.
" I need some sleep, I can't keep on thinking of this crap... " Squall mumbled to himself. Washing away his doubts as he fell into a deep slumber.
"Hey . . . . Is that you? . . . Do you want to bath in your blood? Your loved ones dying slowly, screaming an agonizing pain . . . ha ha ha . . Stop fighting. . Give up . . You're alone . . do you understand . . Do you understand? . That you will never get what you want . . Keep fighting, kill the one you love, you can't love two . . . choose. . Or lose both . . . An angel bathing in terror, a princess trembling in a pool of guilt, a lion within a world of lies. . Combined equals . . . . . don't . . . heh heh
Squall jolted out of the bed. The voice this time was clearer. It sounded too familiar for comfort.
" Don't what? Angel, Princess, Lion? Gosh I'm in deep shit I feel it." Squall slowly came down to his bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. Squall had a deep feeling that more was going on in his life that he didn't realize. That soon he would come to bases with something he feared … feared. . Squall Leonhart afraid? Ha! " Squall said with bitterness. What could he be so afraid of that he couldn't even figured out . . .
Squall just laid there for hours, not knowing, feeling. He laid there for a while, thinking of everything that has happened in his life, something happened right there, what it was Squall almost realized but there was a knock on his door. He ignored it . . .the person persists, again ignored. . . Knocking won't stop. Squall finally gave up, he got up and went to his closet and pulled on a white T-shirt and some jeans, Squall walked to the door and opened it, only to reveal someone he couldn't stand, someone so full of himself. ... Irvine.
" What's up ?" Irvine said unusually cheerful.
"The ceiling" Squall said knowing what Irvine meant.
"Heh heh, very funny . Listen the girls are out, we can go out to the club and get of freak on, you feel me ? " Irvine said trying to sound ghetto.
"Cut that shit, you are not ghetto ' you feel me' " Squall added, meaning to imitate Irvine .
" Heh heh , who says you can't try anything new. Hey look Zell told me to tell you to meet him at the library to talk"
"Fine" Squall said emotionless.
" Say Squall, Zell driving me crazy about this new girl giving him food. He's also saying that something happened between you two . Squall . . . don't hurt Rinoa, don't play games with her heart, or you'll be the loser" Irvine said suddenly sounding serious.
"I'm not playing games. I'm walking, I bump into a girl; we glance at each other. I help her up and walk to Zell. How is that playing games? " Squall asked confused..
"Zell told me that you two looked at each other very intensely, you'd think you were in love" Irvine said.
" Since when was Zell a professional on love?" Squall said coldly. Suddenly he felt like he resented Zell. How could Zell honestly think that he could love another girl, when he had one heck of one right now? He was going to have to talk to Zell. Maybe some harsh words would exchange, but the message would be clear.
" Fine, but I've warned you Squall, I will watch you and if I see what Zell says is true, then I will warned you again, then it will up to you. " Irvine said his eyes glowing, showing how serious he was.
"Irvine I thank you, but you have nothing to be worried about . . . I assure you"
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Irvine walked away, he didn't trust Squall's word. Love was a game. It couldn't be played and yet it could. He been there before, he knew dangerous love could be. Squall is new to love, it is a new feeling to him. Rinoa is vulnerable , she loves him wholly. How would Rinoa feel if Squall left her for another woman and came running back after being rejected? Things would be out of hand.
Irvine found a seat near by and sat down.
" Gosh! Why does have to be this way?" Irvine yelled. Squall . . . he was going to hurt Rinoa. He knew. Squall is going to hurt more than Rinoa.
"Man! What can I do? I care for my friends so much, but I can do so little . . . "
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Rinoa sat on the beach with her friends. It was a glorious day. No confusion, hurt, pain None of that, just good laughter and friends. Two days ago she was hesitant of leaving the garden. She had a feeling that if she left, nothing will be the same.
Squall she thought. No Squall was someone she could trust. She just shrugged it off.
"Hey Rinoa, check out the huge crab!" Selphie said in amazement. Rinoa got up and walked over to her excited friend and was amazed of how hug the crab was!
"Woah! It has to be like 10 inches! " Quistis said also, looking over Selphie's shoulder.
The crab started moving toward the waters, probably sensed danger near by.
" That was so cool!" Rinoa exclaimed.
" Yeah . . " Selphie and Quistis said in agreement.
S
uddenly a feeling of Déja vue went all over Rinoa body , Goosebumps popping up.
" Oh" Rinoa said shivering. All of a sudden it was uncomfortably cold.
Something going to happen . . . Rinoa said feeling fear grumbling at the pit of her stomach.
"Rinoa? Rinoa? RINOA!" Selphie said her voice rising at each word.
"What's up ?" Quistis said somehow sensing what Rinoa was feeling.
" Nothing" There was an uneasy feeling till Rinoa spoke up to her friends. "
Have you ever got that feeling that something going to happen, something your going to regret or never forget? " Rinoa ask her voice trembling with each word spoken.
"No, but I have felt the feeling of losing something, kind of close to what your saying . . " Selphie said her voice dripping with curiosity.
" I don't know , but I feel like I've made a mistake. Maybe. ... Maybe it wasn't a good idea to come here you guys."
"Oh no, we said we are going to come here, and we came. There are no regrets, just fun. Honestly guys we need it. When's the last time you went shopping without fans or people coming up to you, intentions to thank you for saving the world, put action is jumping us?" Quistis said with a challenging tone.
" Too long!" Rinoa and Selphie said at the same time.
" Exactly." Quistis said. "Now just enjoy yourself. Besides wasn't you the one you the one who said I needed this badly?" Quistis said questionably.
" Yeah, I guess so " Rinoa said.
"Good, now no more doubts guys, or bad feelings. Just good old fashion fun which means. Guy, shopping and friends!" Quistis said.
" The guys part is scratched out for Rinny. " Selphie said.
"That is so true" Quistis said.
"Oh come on guys, just because I'm seeing someone that doesn't mean that I can't check some guys out, or go out with them. All that means is no sexual acts!" Rinoa said.
"Player." Selphie said bluntly, while smiling. All of a sudden laughter exploded. The day suddenly looked a little brighter.
******
Yenya just got off the phone with her Father. She sighed sadly. Her father wouldn't give her a clue on finding her sister.
" Man , oh man" Yenya said while putting both hands on her face and shaking her head.
Yenya was expecting more hints but instead of 'Your heart will guide you from her'
Getting up and headed toward her dresser and took a Bra and panties and took a black skirt and a read sleeveless shirt and some blacks boots and a black vest. It was her first night. Might as well meet people, while looking good.
She stepped into her bathrooms and set her evening clothing on the toilet seat top. She undressed her self and placed her foot in the tub and set the water to a temperature she could take, finally letting the shower on she bathed her self. After about 10 minutes she stepped out of the shower and dried herself.
After putting on lotion, powder etc. She put on her underwear and finally her outfit, she then put on some make-up and walked out and glanced at the clock. 8:12
'Damn! Time is sure marching.'
Yenya took her cell phone and her purse and stepped out of the room and locked it. She then walked out of the dorm section. Yenya while walking sucked in the beautiful place. Crafted to great, no beyond it. While taking in the breathtaking view Squall was a few guards away talking to his crazy friends.
'Ah! There he is, oh my god. He is so cute, handsome, cunning. Gosh! Maybe. ... I can ask for a tour. . No that's too obvious and whorish. Maybe walking up to him and being straight forward will work. No! To embarrassing. Gosh what am I to do ?!?! '
**
While Yenya was thinking if an approach, Squall took notice of the mysterious girl nearby. His eyes wandered around her body, undressing her with his eyes. While Squall was examining the girl Zell was yapping on about some crap. .
" Huh ?" Squall asked.
"Squall, I was talking about the girls going out, and how we should be out too. " "
Oh really, nah. ... I don't think so, I mean why… . Girls are going to flaunt themselves all over us , not giving us space to breath. " Squall stated.
"So?" Zell and Irvine said.
"Oh! I give up." Squall said suddenly really tired.
While this was happening, Yenya walked over.
" Hi, I'm Yenya. The girl you bumped into the other day? Hey, I'm new here and I am wandered and any of you direct me to the nearest party." Yenya said eyeing a certain silvered eye man.
" Well we are just going right now. You can bunk with us" Irvine replied.
"That would be awesome." Yenya said.
'All right! At the party, Squall and me can have some time together; maybe I can get him to ask me out! All right. Destiny! Your about to have a dance partner!' Yenya said with a smile on her face
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FBM AFTER REVISNG AND EDITING: Goddamn, my grammar and spelling sucked. Especially the format and the overall content. No wonder I didn't have a lot of reviews or feedback. This is so terrible, I would flame myself!