[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

//Star-Light: Chapter 13//

//By Julie
//rated NC-17 for explicit sexual scenes
//yaoi content. Male/male having sex, getting each other off
//Parings: Squall/Seifer then Squall/Zell

//Disclaimer: Don't own them. But I wish I did - as do most normal people. But ONE DAY! they will be mine. Oh yes, they WILL be mine!!!

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Squall looked down at the sleeping blonde in his arms.

What was this blonde doing to him? He'd never wanted. He'd enjoyed. Naturally. But this wanting was completely new.

And laying here now, Squall wasn't sure if he liked what this blonde did to him. Turning his world upside-down. Abandoning him in this unexplored area of his soul. Desire.

Sure, Squall thought he'd desired before. After all, sex with Seifer was amazing. Intense, even. No reason to go into the kinky visuals of what went on between the two rock stars, anyone's imagination can easily guess what the sex was like. Squall just thought that the pleasure he'd gotten from being with Seifer was desire.

He'd been wrong.

The blonde shifted in Squall's arms, whimpering a noise that can only be defined as cute, snuggling deeper into Squall's embrace. And the natural reaction from the rock star was to pull Zell tighter. Squall did so, then felt his breathing stop. No, he wasn't sure if he liked what this blonde was doing to him. But he couldn't help wanting more.

Three things in Squall's life gave him joy: alcohol, singing, and sex.

Alcohol was a wonderful distraction for Squall. It numbed out the world. It helped nurse his indifference. It was a simple enjoyment that most people experienced from the substance.

The enjoyment Squall got from singing surprised him. He would have never imagined that he could get so lost in something. But he did. And on stage, Squall felt relaxed. His entire personality changed into that of a Super Star. He screamed at the top of his lungs, danced around, would jump into a crowd of people desperate to rip his clothes off. He laughed, smiled, felt. He changed from the quiet, stoic, icy Squall Leonhart to the Rock Star Griever.

The enjoyment Squall got from sex didn't surprise him. But until last night with Zell, Squall pasted this experience off under a simple enjoyment. Sort of like alcohol. But, last night Squall found himself lost. Buried deep into the enjoyment that sex gave him. With Zell. The new desired wanting that sex was for Squall now. Hell, this was better then the adrenaline rush Squall got singing on stage. This was beyond that now.

It was impossible to believe that Squall's indifference had been chipped by the young blonde so easily. Sure Squall wasn't about to break into a fit of giggles anytime soon. And the half-normal smile from earlier wasn't about to be a standard thing, he still found smiling to be an annoying twitch on the side of his mouth. Squall sure as hell wasn't about to start expressing his emotions or say more then his normal dialog. And he was still unimpressed with life.

But this wanting desire. Emotion. And Squall had fallen head first into it. And fuck! It felt so damned good. Being with Zell, locking in passion. Hearing the moans of need. Using his body to bring Zell into a new level of pleasure. He'd wanted to make Zell feel good. He'd wanted to make Zell quiver. He'd wanted to make Zell desire. To feed that hunger that both he and the blonde felt.

Desire. And Squall was lost in this unexplored realm of his soul. But he couldn't help wanting more.

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Zell snuggled into the warm embrace. Strong arms were wrapped around him and hot breath beat onto his cheek. He breathed in the heavy sent that filled the air around him. Husky, attractive, and delicious. Squall's sent.

Zell opened his blue eyes. They sparkled in the dark morning light that filled the room. He smiled brightly the instant he saw Squall's sleeping face.

"Umm," Zell mumbled, wrinkling his nose, muffling a giggle. Licking his lips, he traced a finger over the edge of Squall's jaw, then moved down to caress the soft skin of Squall's neck. He leaned over and kissed Squall's lips lightly, pulling back to watch the sleeping brunette again.

Squall's eyes fluttered open. He looked at Zell sleepily as he stretched, then he hugged Zell tightly to him. "Bishounen," he mumbled softly, closing his eyes again.

Zell stayed in Squall embrace for a few more seconds until he sighed and pulled away, sitting up.

Squall looked up, watching Zell stretch in his seat.

Zell was about to get out of bed but he stopped his movements, frowning slightly, a pink blush coming to his cheeks. Zell turned to look at Squall, who was still watching him.

Squall blinked, silently waiting for Zell to speak.

"Eh," Zell started, his blush deepening. "I feel sorta naked."

That fucking twitch acted up again. "You are."

Zell wrinkled his nose, smirking. "I know," Zell said, trying not to laugh stupidly. He turned from Squall's gaze, back to try to decide if he was brave enough to stand up.

"Zell," Squall said softly.

Zell turned to look back at him.

"We had sex. I swallowed your cum," Squall continued his soft soothing voice. "I've touched every part of your body. I think its alright if you leave the bed."

Zell smirked, scooting over to the side of the bed, keeping his eyes locked with Squall's. He slowly stood, carefully sliding out from under the covers. He stood uncomfortable for a brief moment then looked uncertain about what to do with his arms, crossing them slowly. Squall's eyes never left the swirling whirlpools of Zell's sapphire gaze.

Zell then turned, dropping his arms to the side, heading to the bathroom. It was a huge bathroom. Black bathtub large enough for three people. Large shower. Two sinks. Everything in black and silver. The tile floor looked like dark-grey/silver diamonds. Fuzzy bath towels were hung on hooks and folded on racks.

Zell released his bladder, washed and dried his hands, then walked out of the bathroom back to Squall.

Squall was sitting up in the bed, leaning over, face in his hands. Zell crawled into the bed, moving over to wrap his arms around Squall.

Squall looked up, turning to face the blonde. He pulled Zell into his arms, hugging him tightly.

"Say it again," Zell whispered, snuggling into Squall's body.

"Say what?" Squall asked in his normal soft voice.

Zell pulled back to meet Squall's eyes. He smiled a softer, less-bright smile, more loving. "That you swallowed my cum."

Squall blinked slowly, breathing in the warm air. Caressing his fingers lightly over Zell's hips Squall spoke. "I swallowed your cum."

Zell reached over and pressed his palms to Squall's chest. Pushing, he slid his hands up to Squall's shoulders, caressing his thumbs on Squall's neck.

Squall watched Zell's breathing increase, his swirling eyes beginning to sparkle with lust.

Squall slightly tugged at Zell's hips, motioning for him to come closer. Zell did so, straddling Squall's lap, his knees pressing against Squall's sides.

"I've touched," Squall started, leaning over to brush his lips against Zell's, "every part of your body." He kissed Zell lightly then continued to speak. "I've been inside of you."

Zell smiled a small, pleased smiled as he traced kisses down Squall's neck and shoulders.

"I've cum inside of you," Squall whispered, feeling the growing need of Zell's body pushing against his stomach.

"Do it again," Zell whispered, his lips gently brushing over Squall's ear. And with that, Zell leaned backwards, pulling Squall forward on top of him.

They shifted on the bed, Squall grinding his hips against Zell's crotch, Zell's legs spread, but still hugging onto his waist. They kissed, their lips dancing together, tongues pushing into each other's mouths. Tasting, exploring.

As soon as Squall's desire had him by the heart (or crotch), Squall pulled up from Zell, frantically searching under the covers for the lubricate jelly bottle he knew was there. His leg had kept brushing against it when he was trying to sleep.

When he found it he quickly pushed a smirking Zell down onto his back, spreading Zell's legs apart again. Coating his cock, Squall tossed the bottle onto the other side of the bed, pulling Zell's hips to his crotch.

Leaning over, Squall took hold of one of Zell's legs, pulling it up as he pushed into the tight opening between Zell's butt cheeks.

Zell sank his teeth into his lower lips, clenching his eyes shut. Squall continued to push slowly into Zell's body, his cock aching with desire. Want driving Squall as he barely kept the leash on his control. Then he'd started a rhythm of thrusting, letting go of Zell's leg.

Squall moved his hands onto either side of Zell's head, thrusting his hips as gently as his hunger would allow. Zell's body rocked under him, hands out to the sides, clenching onto the grey blankets until his knuckles were white.

Closing his eyes, Squall listened to the ragged breathing and whimpering moans of the blonde below him. After a while, Zell was rocking with Squall's thrusts, their bodies locked in pleasure.

"S-Squall," Zell managed to say.

Squall opened his eyes to look down at Zell. Zell's eyes sparkled with that same hungry lust as they had in the previous hours of sex. Squall's thrusting pace slightly increased from that look.

"Zell?" Squall spoke, his eyes sparkling a blot of lust in the cloudy storm filled spheres.

"Harder," Zell said in an air voice. "D-deeper."

Squall filled Zell's request, letting loose more of his self control as he satisfied his body with the blonde's.

Zell's hands released the blanket, moving to grab at Squall's body. His nails dug into the skin on Squall's sides, pulling hungrily at Squall.

"I want," Zell spoke again. "You com-comp... completely inside of me!" And as Zell finished the last words, his body buckled, quivering in uncontrolled thrusts as his orgasm took over.

Squall pushed harder, faster, and deeper into Zell, feeding the orgasm pleasure as Zell's muscles clenched onto Squall's cock.

Zell released his cum, his body then giving him back control over his actions. But from Zell's cuming, Squall's body took its turn, pushing Squall over the thin ledge of passion. Squall fell into ecstasy as his body filled its want, driving hard into Zell.

And release came. Squall shot his load into Zell's ass, holding tightly to the blonde, bathing in the pleasure.

"Squall?" Zell said, breathing heavily.

"Um?" Squall replied, his body collapsed next to Zell's, an arm wrapped over Zell's toned chest.

"Off subject," Zell said, smirking a small grin, "but, would ya teach me to play the guitar?"

Squall opened his eyes to look at Zell. Zell was looking up at the ceiling, lips parted. He felt the weight of Squall's gaze and turned to look at him.

"Sure," Squall said after a moment of silent wonder.

"Thanks," Zell said with a more normal, bright smile. "Dat way I'll actually use it."

Squall closed his eyes then kissed Zell's shoulder, pulling the blonde tighter to him.

"Squall?!" Zell said, still smiling.

Opening his eyes again, Squall waited in silence.

"The... Jacuzzi... downstairs," Zell mumbled, looking into the grey-blue eyes of his new lover. "Does it work...?"

The twitch on Squall's lips acted up again. "Yes."

"Oh!" Zell said, looking back up at the ceiling. "Do... do you think we can-" he turned back to look at Squall "-go in it?"

"No swimsuits," Squall said, laughter twinkling in his eyes, but apparent nowhere else.

Zell laughed, wrinkling his nose. "Come on!"

Kissing Zell's shoulder again, Squall pushed up into a sitting position. Zell sat up, smirking with his nose wrinkled, his lips parted, the tip of his tongue pinched between his teeth.

Squall slowly stood from the bed, holding his hand out to Zell. Zell accepted, standing up.

Squall pulled him into a hug, kissing his lips lightly. Zell pushed his mouth harder onto Squall's, his tongue flickering over the soft flesh.

Once the kiss broke, Squall pulled back from Zell slightly, the twitch on the side of his mouth winning, showing the meek smile. "Feel naked?"

Zell wrinkled his nose again, laughing softly. "Yeah. But I am... so?"

Squall caressed Zell's tattooed cheek before reaching down and taking his hand. He lead Zell downstairs to the Jacuzzi room.

It was a fairly large room, all four walls were made entirely of glass. Three walls were on the outside of the building, covered by long, dark drapes. The sunlight from outside shinning through beneath the curtains. And if the curtains had been open, Zell could have seen the Dollet beach. The fourth wall meet the rest of the loft, the glass door leading into the living room. The floor was made out of dark, red brick, the Jacuzzi sitting in the center, the top at floor level.

There were plants and a few chairs scattered throughout the room, but it didn't make it look anymore homey. This loft wasn't somewhere Squall came often, since it was the smallest place he had. So none of the loft looked very homey. But Zell didn't really concern himself with that. He was interested in the Jacuzzi, not a sign saying 'Home Sweet Home' after all.

Squall flipped on the heater and massagers before walking to the Jacuzzi. He sat down on the ledge of the mini-pool next to Zell, wrapping his arm around the blonde's waist. Zell turned and kissed Squall's shoulder, then shifted his body to face Squall, wrapping his arm over Squall's chest, meeting their lips together. And after a minute of having their tongues dancing in each other's mouths the Jacuzzi was forgotten.

Squall was on his back in the cold brick floor, Zell's mouth slowly tracing kissing down Squall's chest. Zell's fingers slide around Squall's growing erection, gently stroking the blood to fill faster. Then Zell's mouth found its way down to Squall's cock.

The blonde's hands caressed over the sensitive skin of Squall's inner thighs, lightly dancing over the flesh. Zell's tongue traced from the base of Squall's cock, licking up the shaft to the head, then repeating the motion, watching Squall become fully aroused. Then he wrapped his lips over Squall's cock, his tongue sliding into the slit of the head, tasting the sweet, tang juice of Squall's pre-cum.

Zell cupped one of Squall's balls in one hand, massaging and squeezing it lightly, feeling the stiffness of Squall's arousal. Then Zell carefully slide down, taking more of Squall's cock into his mouth, his teeth gliding gently over the shaft, his tongue massaging, lips squeezing.

Squall was careful not to move, letting Zell take his time. But after having Zell blow him for a while, Squall knew it was near time. He could feel his body beginning to take control, passion and lust shivering up his spine. But Zell pulled back, licking his lips.

Squall's breath ragged, he was barely able to ask "Why'd you stop?"

Zell's nose wrinkled as he smirked. "Squall...?" he said slowly, licking his lips again.

Squall pushed himself up, meeting Zell's sapphire swirls with his lust filled cloudy spheres. "Bishounen?"

Zell continued to smirk. "The Jacuzzi...?"

Squall frowned ever-so-slightly, looking at the now steamy water. Damn it. The kid wanted to get into the Jacuzzi instead of making him cum?! Wha- ... eh? The frown fled from Squall's face as he turned to look at Zell again. "You want to have sex in the Jacuzzi?"

Zell's smirk widened.

Squall reached over and grabbed Zell's arm, pulling him close. He locked lips with the boy, kissing Zell deeply. They moved together to the edge of the Jacuzzi then Squall pulled Zell onto his lap, Zell wrapping his legs around Squall.

Then they were locked together, Zell whimpering a loud yelp from the sudden movement of Squall's cock pushing up into his ass. And Squall slid into the water, Zell holding tightly to him.

Zell found himself pinned between the tile side of the Jacuzzi and Squall's body, warm water flowing around him, a massagers beating against his back. Squall thrust himself into Zell, going deeper and deeper.

Zell held onto Squall, his arms wrapped around Squall's shoulders, His eyes were closed, but not clenched shut. And his breathing was soft yet heavy, rocking his hips against Squall's crotch, feeling the pulsating cock driving hard into him. He clenched his ass muscles down on Squall, hugging the cock, adding harsh friction to the thrusts.

No much later Squall lost himself in passion, his body thrusting harshly into Zell as he released his load. Then he pulled back, moving to sit on the edge seat under the water of the Jacuzzi.

Zell moved and sat net to him, cuddling into his arms. Zell smiled, closing his eyes.

"Bishounen?" Squall said softly, kissing Zell's forehead.

Zell looked up, his sapphire spheres naturally sparkling.

"You're really beautiful," Squall said, looking down at the blonde.

Zell reached up from the water, caressing his steaming hand over Squall's cheek. "Ya should look in the mirror. You're the beautiful one." He moved his hand down to Squall's chest, looking over Squall's body. Looking back to Squall's stormy eyes he spoke again. "An' I got to have you."

Squall leaned over and pressed his lips to Zell's, kissing his Bishounen.