Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Sudden Darkness ❯ Chapter 11 ( Chapter 11 )
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Title: Sudden darkness
Author: Yorda
Rating: NC-17
Diclaimer: Sadly none of the characters of FF8 are mine, but belong to Squaresoft
Couples: Seifer/Squall/Seifer
Warnings: angst, lemon, mild language, mild violence
Sudden Darkness
Chapter 11:
The Limousine curved to the yard of the Presidential Palace. When Seifer got out from the car, all he could do was stare in amazement
at the huge building.
"Whoa! Didn't even remember it looked that gorgeos!" he exclaimed. "But not as gorgeous as you..." he added, smiling and
looking at the brunette, who also got out from the car. Squall just rolled his eyes, but couldn't prevent the faint blush, creeping onto
his cheeks.
"Come on, dad said he has arranged a special dinner for us." Squall said, taking Seifer's hand. It was already evening. It had taken all
day for Seifer's eyes to adjust enough for them to leave the hospital. His eyes were still red and with the other one, he had some
troubles seeing.
"...Do we have to?...I wanna spend the evening alone with you...And I---I don't really know how to act around the President--- and
my table manners are awful and-" Seifer was cut off by Squall, who placed a finger on the blonde's lips to prevent the babbling.
"Come on, it'll only be an hour or two...All we have to do is eat really fast. And I'm sure your table manners are just fine."
"Well...Actually, I can't wait to eat Presidential food after all that awful hospital stuff!" Seifer said and followed the brunette. They made
their way into the palace and met a servant who guided them into the dining room. Laguna was already sitting at his place, Kiros and
Ward on his both sides.
"Hey! Wonderful, you're here! I'm starving!" Laguna exclaimed, smiling happily. "Sit where ever you want."
Seifer sat as faraway from the President as he could, but Laguna didn't pay any attention to this, being busy drooling over the dishes the
waitresses brought them. Seifer was looking at the many forks and knives and swallowed audibly.
'Ahh...either someone sucks at math, or I'm seeing things...Where the hell do I need this many forks and knives?' Squall watched Seifer,
noting the frown on the blonde's face, this causing him to smile. Seifer raised his face and glanced in Squall's direction.
"I told you my table manners suck.." he whispered.
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When they had eaten, Laguna leaned back in his chair. "Uh, I'm SO full I swear I'll never eat again!" he whined.
"That's what you say every night." Kiros noted, giving the President a meaningful smile.
"So Seifer, how does it feel now, when you have your eyesight back?" Laguna asked. Seifer looked up from his plate.
"I-I..uh..it feels wonderful. I'mvery thankful for everything you have done for me ...Mr. President." he answered nervously.
"Just Laguna."
"O-okay..." Seifer stammered. The looks Ward was giving him made him feel somewhat nervous. Usually the blonde was full of confidence, his
behaviour now surprising Squall. The brunette watched the older boy from the corner of his eyes, smiling inwardly.
'His blindness really changed him...' Squall thought in his mind as he observed Seifer.
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Hours passed as they sat there, talking about Seifer's operation, and finally the President started to yawn. "Ok boys, what do you say we all
go meet Mr. Sandman?"
'Finally!' Seifer exclaimed inwardly. They all got up and made their way out of the dining room.
"Good night Squall." Laguna said, as he made his way into his bedroom. Squall just gave his father a nod.
The hallways were all empty of servants at this hour. Squall took Seifer's hand.
"Come." he said, and led the blonde into his bedroom. The moment the door shut, Squall was all over Seifer.
"Whoah! Easy!" The blonde was taken aback by Squall's behaviour. The younger boy was panting as he raised his face to meet Seifer's intense gaze.
The blonde cupped his face and just kept staring at Squall, who was getting a little nervous.
"A-are you gonna keep staring at me all night?" he asked, blushing a bit.
"...Squall..I--Thank you." Seifer said, looking serious.
"For what? I haven't done anything...yet." Squall said, a little confused.
"You have. If it wasn't for you, I'd still be blind and dwelling in self-pity."
Squall lowered his face, but Seifer lift it up to meet his eyes. "I love you Squall Leonhart." he said, still looking serious. Squall blinked a few
times, a wide smile making its way onto his face. Seifer led them on the bed, his eyes never leaving Squall's. They sat on the edge, once
again staring at each other. Squall raised his hand and stroked Seifer's cheek.
"Your eyes are still red...You look like you have the hangover of the century" Squall chuckled.
"Oh thanks!" Seifer laughed, trying to sound offended. He gave the brunette a loving smile and leaned forward to capture Squall's lips into a kiss.
For a while they just sat there, slowly kissing. Squall was fondling Seifer's back, and slid his hand under the blonde's shirt. Seifer made them lay
down on the bed and broke their kiss. Once again he just kept staring at the younger boy. Squall's lips curved up into a smile, which caused
Seifer's heart to beat faster.
"Seifer...Do you remember what I promised you?" Squall asked, his voice a little shy. Seifer knew exactly what the boy was talking about.
"I---I told you that you could be--inside me." Squall continued, suddenly blushing, the feeling of nervousness slowly filling his heart.
He raised his eyes to meet Seifer's green ones.
"Squall, are you sure?" Seifer asked, wanting to make sure the younger boy really meant what he said. Squall just gave him a nod.
"M-make love to me." the brunette whispered. His lips were captured by the older boy. They continued the kissing, and slowly removed each
other's clothes. They were soon laying on the bed, completely naked and fully aroused. Seifer was on top of Squall, looking straight into the
brunette's eyes. Squall was feeling shy, this being the first time Seifer ever saw him naked.
"Will it hurt much?" Squall asked, blinking his eyes nervously, his voice a little shaky. He heard Seifer swallow and felt the blonde's
erection brush against his own as the older boy moved slightly away.
"I--I don't know Squall." Seifer said. There was a look of helplessness on his face, which caused Squall to blink in confusion.
The brunette thought he saw something between fear and shame in the older boy's eyes.
"Seifer? I--I thought you-"
"This is my first time too, Squall." Seifer said, looking somewhat ashamed, but still maintained the eye contact. Squall swallowed audibly.
"It's ok if you and Rinoa-"
"We didn't!" Squall interrupted. He could tell by looking at Seifer that the blonde hadn't expected such an answer.
"Seifer, I couldn't even kiss the girl properly...so...we never did it." Squall continued. They were silent. Both of them had expected
the other to be experienced and to know what to do. Squall finally broke the silence.
"Seifer I'm scared...But I trust you." he said and gave the blonde a reassuring smile. Seifer met Squall's eyes and finally leaned down to kiss the
younger boy. The brunette lowered his hand and slowly started to stroke Seifer's shaft. The older boy felt his erection stir, and let out a throaty
moan. He spread Squall's thighs with trembling hands and positioned himself in the middle.
"Should--should we stretch you or something before I..." Seifer whispered, looking at Squall with questioning eyes. The brunette
just nodded. Seifer lowered his hand down, but was stopped by Squall.
"Wait!" he said, and took a bottle of lotion from his nightstand.
"Let's put this on your fingers first." Squall took Seifer's hand and covered them with the lotion. Once again Seifer lowered his hand and
slowly guided it between Squall's cheeks. Hesitantly he pushed one finger in and felt the brunette tense.
"Try to relax Squall..." he whispered, slowly drawing his finger out, only to slide it back in. They maintained their eye contact and Seifer
felt Squall start to relax. He added another finger and kept stretching the boy lying under him. Seifer used his other hand to stroke Squall's
erection, trying to get his attention away from the pain. Squall hissed and closed his eyes. Seifer now had three of his fingers inside Squall.
He was starting to feel the urge to relieve the pressure in his own groin. He stroked his long shaft with the lubricated fingers and finally
pushed against Squall's entrance.
"I'll try to be gentle Squall. Trust me." he said, eyeing the nervous-looking brunette under him.
Squall nodded and kissed Seifer deeply. With this, Seifer slowly started to thrust into the younger boy. Their kiss broke when Squall pulled
his head back and sank his fingernails into Seifer's back. The brunette gasped for air and blinked his eyes. It hurt like hell. More than he
could have ever imagined.
'It burns!' Squall tried to catch his breath, unable to do so. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get a single word out. All the brunette
could do was gasp, as his eyes began to fill with tears. Seifer's eyes however, closed in pleasure.
"Nhh..so..tight..Hyne Squall! You feel so good..I-- ahhh.." he panted and buried his face into Squall's neck. Seifer kept
thrusting deeper, and not until he felt tears wet his cheek, did he come to his senses and look up. He noticed Squall's face was
twisting from the pain.
"Squall! I--I'm so sorry! You didn't say anything about the pain!..." he exclaimed, looking worried, moving and changing the angle. Just
when Squall was about to ask Seifer to stop, the blonde hit the magic spot inside Squall. The younger boy arched his back and moaned
in pleasure. He didn't know what it was, but through all the pain, something felt good. Seifer was looking at the writhing boy with fear in
his green eyes.
"Squall! Do you want me to stop? We won't continue if-"
"Don't!...Nnnhh...don't stop." the brunette panted, urging Seifer to slowly move again. Hesitantly Seifer rolled his hips. By
and by, the pain, showing on Squall's face, was replaced by enjoyment. Seifer was thrusting into him and was slowly quickening the pace.
"Does it feel good?" the blonde breathed as he leaned down to kiss Squall. The brunette moaned in answer and sank his fingers into Seifer's
short, golden hair. As Seifer began a series of powerful thrusts, he took Squall's cock in his hand and started to stroke him. Squall's eyes shot
open as little tingles of pleasure raced up his spine and tickled in his stomach. As he kept thrusting into the younger boy, Seifer could feel he
was going to come soon, the tightness of Squall's ass being to much. He used his other hand to stroke the younger boy, slowly increasing the
pace of his hand.
"Squall..ahh!" Seifer felt his hand get slick with Squall's pre-cum and the moans the brunette was making, were telling him the boy under him
was about to come as well. Squall arched his back and groaned.
"Squall...look at me...I ..mmhhh...want to see you when you come.." Seifer panted. Squall forced his eyes open and met Seifer's gaze. He felt
his eyes roll back as he finally came all over Seifer's still pumping hand. A moment later he heard Seifer groan loudly and felt the warm stream
of the blonde's seed filling him. Seifer collapsed and moved to lie next to Squall, his release running down the brunette's thighs. They were
both sweaty and panting.
"Seifer, you're shaking.." Squall whispered, staring at the blonde.
"I know...Squall---I love you." Seifer whispered, his breathing still ragged. He leaned closer and sank his face into Squall's messy hair.
They stayed awake for many hours, looking at each other, talking about the past and the future. When Squall finally fell asleep, Seifer
remained awake. He didn't want to close his eyes, now that he could finally see. He wished they could stay like that forever, but knew
they had to return to Garden the next day.
'Stupid Garden-rules!' Seifer cursed in his mind. He wished he and Squall could just leave the school, but knew Squall wouldn't want
to leave all his friends and the place that had been his home for most of his life.
'And where would we go anyway..' He looked at the younger man lying next to him and finally closed his eyes and tried to sleep.
Author: Yorda
Rating: NC-17
Diclaimer: Sadly none of the characters of FF8 are mine, but belong to Squaresoft
Couples: Seifer/Squall/Seifer
Warnings: angst, lemon, mild language, mild violence
Sudden Darkness
Chapter 11:
The Limousine curved to the yard of the Presidential Palace. When Seifer got out from the car, all he could do was stare in amazement
at the huge building.
"Whoa! Didn't even remember it looked that gorgeos!" he exclaimed. "But not as gorgeous as you..." he added, smiling and
looking at the brunette, who also got out from the car. Squall just rolled his eyes, but couldn't prevent the faint blush, creeping onto
his cheeks.
"Come on, dad said he has arranged a special dinner for us." Squall said, taking Seifer's hand. It was already evening. It had taken all
day for Seifer's eyes to adjust enough for them to leave the hospital. His eyes were still red and with the other one, he had some
troubles seeing.
"...Do we have to?...I wanna spend the evening alone with you...And I---I don't really know how to act around the President--- and
my table manners are awful and-" Seifer was cut off by Squall, who placed a finger on the blonde's lips to prevent the babbling.
"Come on, it'll only be an hour or two...All we have to do is eat really fast. And I'm sure your table manners are just fine."
"Well...Actually, I can't wait to eat Presidential food after all that awful hospital stuff!" Seifer said and followed the brunette. They made
their way into the palace and met a servant who guided them into the dining room. Laguna was already sitting at his place, Kiros and
Ward on his both sides.
"Hey! Wonderful, you're here! I'm starving!" Laguna exclaimed, smiling happily. "Sit where ever you want."
Seifer sat as faraway from the President as he could, but Laguna didn't pay any attention to this, being busy drooling over the dishes the
waitresses brought them. Seifer was looking at the many forks and knives and swallowed audibly.
'Ahh...either someone sucks at math, or I'm seeing things...Where the hell do I need this many forks and knives?' Squall watched Seifer,
noting the frown on the blonde's face, this causing him to smile. Seifer raised his face and glanced in Squall's direction.
"I told you my table manners suck.." he whispered.
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When they had eaten, Laguna leaned back in his chair. "Uh, I'm SO full I swear I'll never eat again!" he whined.
"That's what you say every night." Kiros noted, giving the President a meaningful smile.
"So Seifer, how does it feel now, when you have your eyesight back?" Laguna asked. Seifer looked up from his plate.
"I-I..uh..it feels wonderful. I'mvery thankful for everything you have done for me ...Mr. President." he answered nervously.
"Just Laguna."
"O-okay..." Seifer stammered. The looks Ward was giving him made him feel somewhat nervous. Usually the blonde was full of confidence, his
behaviour now surprising Squall. The brunette watched the older boy from the corner of his eyes, smiling inwardly.
'His blindness really changed him...' Squall thought in his mind as he observed Seifer.
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Hours passed as they sat there, talking about Seifer's operation, and finally the President started to yawn. "Ok boys, what do you say we all
go meet Mr. Sandman?"
'Finally!' Seifer exclaimed inwardly. They all got up and made their way out of the dining room.
"Good night Squall." Laguna said, as he made his way into his bedroom. Squall just gave his father a nod.
The hallways were all empty of servants at this hour. Squall took Seifer's hand.
"Come." he said, and led the blonde into his bedroom. The moment the door shut, Squall was all over Seifer.
"Whoah! Easy!" The blonde was taken aback by Squall's behaviour. The younger boy was panting as he raised his face to meet Seifer's intense gaze.
The blonde cupped his face and just kept staring at Squall, who was getting a little nervous.
"A-are you gonna keep staring at me all night?" he asked, blushing a bit.
"...Squall..I--Thank you." Seifer said, looking serious.
"For what? I haven't done anything...yet." Squall said, a little confused.
"You have. If it wasn't for you, I'd still be blind and dwelling in self-pity."
Squall lowered his face, but Seifer lift it up to meet his eyes. "I love you Squall Leonhart." he said, still looking serious. Squall blinked a few
times, a wide smile making its way onto his face. Seifer led them on the bed, his eyes never leaving Squall's. They sat on the edge, once
again staring at each other. Squall raised his hand and stroked Seifer's cheek.
"Your eyes are still red...You look like you have the hangover of the century" Squall chuckled.
"Oh thanks!" Seifer laughed, trying to sound offended. He gave the brunette a loving smile and leaned forward to capture Squall's lips into a kiss.
For a while they just sat there, slowly kissing. Squall was fondling Seifer's back, and slid his hand under the blonde's shirt. Seifer made them lay
down on the bed and broke their kiss. Once again he just kept staring at the younger boy. Squall's lips curved up into a smile, which caused
Seifer's heart to beat faster.
"Seifer...Do you remember what I promised you?" Squall asked, his voice a little shy. Seifer knew exactly what the boy was talking about.
"I---I told you that you could be--inside me." Squall continued, suddenly blushing, the feeling of nervousness slowly filling his heart.
He raised his eyes to meet Seifer's green ones.
"Squall, are you sure?" Seifer asked, wanting to make sure the younger boy really meant what he said. Squall just gave him a nod.
"M-make love to me." the brunette whispered. His lips were captured by the older boy. They continued the kissing, and slowly removed each
other's clothes. They were soon laying on the bed, completely naked and fully aroused. Seifer was on top of Squall, looking straight into the
brunette's eyes. Squall was feeling shy, this being the first time Seifer ever saw him naked.
"Will it hurt much?" Squall asked, blinking his eyes nervously, his voice a little shaky. He heard Seifer swallow and felt the blonde's
erection brush against his own as the older boy moved slightly away.
"I--I don't know Squall." Seifer said. There was a look of helplessness on his face, which caused Squall to blink in confusion.
The brunette thought he saw something between fear and shame in the older boy's eyes.
"Seifer? I--I thought you-"
"This is my first time too, Squall." Seifer said, looking somewhat ashamed, but still maintained the eye contact. Squall swallowed audibly.
"It's ok if you and Rinoa-"
"We didn't!" Squall interrupted. He could tell by looking at Seifer that the blonde hadn't expected such an answer.
"Seifer, I couldn't even kiss the girl properly...so...we never did it." Squall continued. They were silent. Both of them had expected
the other to be experienced and to know what to do. Squall finally broke the silence.
"Seifer I'm scared...But I trust you." he said and gave the blonde a reassuring smile. Seifer met Squall's eyes and finally leaned down to kiss the
younger boy. The brunette lowered his hand and slowly started to stroke Seifer's shaft. The older boy felt his erection stir, and let out a throaty
moan. He spread Squall's thighs with trembling hands and positioned himself in the middle.
"Should--should we stretch you or something before I..." Seifer whispered, looking at Squall with questioning eyes. The brunette
just nodded. Seifer lowered his hand down, but was stopped by Squall.
"Wait!" he said, and took a bottle of lotion from his nightstand.
"Let's put this on your fingers first." Squall took Seifer's hand and covered them with the lotion. Once again Seifer lowered his hand and
slowly guided it between Squall's cheeks. Hesitantly he pushed one finger in and felt the brunette tense.
"Try to relax Squall..." he whispered, slowly drawing his finger out, only to slide it back in. They maintained their eye contact and Seifer
felt Squall start to relax. He added another finger and kept stretching the boy lying under him. Seifer used his other hand to stroke Squall's
erection, trying to get his attention away from the pain. Squall hissed and closed his eyes. Seifer now had three of his fingers inside Squall.
He was starting to feel the urge to relieve the pressure in his own groin. He stroked his long shaft with the lubricated fingers and finally
pushed against Squall's entrance.
"I'll try to be gentle Squall. Trust me." he said, eyeing the nervous-looking brunette under him.
Squall nodded and kissed Seifer deeply. With this, Seifer slowly started to thrust into the younger boy. Their kiss broke when Squall pulled
his head back and sank his fingernails into Seifer's back. The brunette gasped for air and blinked his eyes. It hurt like hell. More than he
could have ever imagined.
'It burns!' Squall tried to catch his breath, unable to do so. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get a single word out. All the brunette
could do was gasp, as his eyes began to fill with tears. Seifer's eyes however, closed in pleasure.
"Nhh..so..tight..Hyne Squall! You feel so good..I-- ahhh.." he panted and buried his face into Squall's neck. Seifer kept
thrusting deeper, and not until he felt tears wet his cheek, did he come to his senses and look up. He noticed Squall's face was
twisting from the pain.
"Squall! I--I'm so sorry! You didn't say anything about the pain!..." he exclaimed, looking worried, moving and changing the angle. Just
when Squall was about to ask Seifer to stop, the blonde hit the magic spot inside Squall. The younger boy arched his back and moaned
in pleasure. He didn't know what it was, but through all the pain, something felt good. Seifer was looking at the writhing boy with fear in
his green eyes.
"Squall! Do you want me to stop? We won't continue if-"
"Don't!...Nnnhh...don't stop." the brunette panted, urging Seifer to slowly move again. Hesitantly Seifer rolled his hips. By
and by, the pain, showing on Squall's face, was replaced by enjoyment. Seifer was thrusting into him and was slowly quickening the pace.
"Does it feel good?" the blonde breathed as he leaned down to kiss Squall. The brunette moaned in answer and sank his fingers into Seifer's
short, golden hair. As Seifer began a series of powerful thrusts, he took Squall's cock in his hand and started to stroke him. Squall's eyes shot
open as little tingles of pleasure raced up his spine and tickled in his stomach. As he kept thrusting into the younger boy, Seifer could feel he
was going to come soon, the tightness of Squall's ass being to much. He used his other hand to stroke the younger boy, slowly increasing the
pace of his hand.
"Squall..ahh!" Seifer felt his hand get slick with Squall's pre-cum and the moans the brunette was making, were telling him the boy under him
was about to come as well. Squall arched his back and groaned.
"Squall...look at me...I ..mmhhh...want to see you when you come.." Seifer panted. Squall forced his eyes open and met Seifer's gaze. He felt
his eyes roll back as he finally came all over Seifer's still pumping hand. A moment later he heard Seifer groan loudly and felt the warm stream
of the blonde's seed filling him. Seifer collapsed and moved to lie next to Squall, his release running down the brunette's thighs. They were
both sweaty and panting.
"Seifer, you're shaking.." Squall whispered, staring at the blonde.
"I know...Squall---I love you." Seifer whispered, his breathing still ragged. He leaned closer and sank his face into Squall's messy hair.
They stayed awake for many hours, looking at each other, talking about the past and the future. When Squall finally fell asleep, Seifer
remained awake. He didn't want to close his eyes, now that he could finally see. He wished they could stay like that forever, but knew
they had to return to Garden the next day.
'Stupid Garden-rules!' Seifer cursed in his mind. He wished he and Squall could just leave the school, but knew Squall wouldn't want
to leave all his friends and the place that had been his home for most of his life.
'And where would we go anyway..' He looked at the younger man lying next to him and finally closed his eyes and tried to sleep.