Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ The Final Fantasy... ❯ Return to Nibelheim ( Chapter 1 )

The Final Fantasy…

Author: Sephy-Chan

E-mail: adventchild0470@wmconnect.com

Instant Message: Advent Child 0470, XMasumeSephiroth@AIM

Anime: Final Fantasy 7

Genre: Romance, Hentai, Angst (is that the same as sadness???)

Pairings: Cloud/Seph (Seph x Cloud, and Cloud X Seph; they switch positions sometimes.;)

*~*DISCLAIMER*~*

I, in no way whatsoever, own Final Fantasy 7. I am just madly in love with it. FF7 is property of Squaresoft, and Sony (I guess?) Ok, you know the rest, so lets get this started.

*~*~*WARNING*~*~*

This fic contains yoai (male x male sex) between Cloud Strife and Sephiroth. I few swears, a little bit of rape, and a few spoilers.

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(A/N: Since I am using Microsoft Word to write this fic, the chapters my only be one or two pages long. Maybe three, if I'm having a good day. Don't complain. Your printer will thank me. You will too, cuz it saves ink in the long run. Je ne, and enjoy, you naughty hentai, you ^_~)

Summery: Of Basic StoryLine

It's the year 2078. Cloud, Vincent, Cid and Nanaki are the only remaining members of AVALANCE. Nanaki is too old to do anything, Cid was put into suspended animation, and now lives on a space station, and Vincent is nowhere to be found. That leaves Cloud, alone, by himself. Succumbing to loneliness, he seeks out the only person who can keep him company…the man he thought was killed many years ago…

Chapter 1: Return to Nibelheim

Summery:

Cloud returns to his hometown in search of something…he just doesn't know what it is…

As the rain spattered against the pavement of the small town, a shadowy figure stepped over the city's limits. A figure garbed in a long black cloak, the covered their entire person. From under the cloak, fierce mako eyes scanned the town, screahing for a sign of life thru the misty curtain of rain.

The cloaked figure sat upon the back of a large male Drackhor. This was a odd creature indeed, for it had the body build of a large horse, but the wings and head of a mighty dragon. It was jet black, with flouresent green eyes and dark purple wing skin. Drackhors were a new species of creature that mysteriously appeared shorty after meteor struck Earth, and have roamed around ever since then.

Around the creatures waist was a large leather sheath, and in it, rested a ledgendary weapon…the Buster Sword of Cloud Strife…(formally of Zachery Stoker.) The drackhor growled deep in its throat and a muscular, battle-scar arm reached out and patted it between its dragon-ish ears. He spoke softy to the creature, his voice sliding thru the air like fine silk across a wet slate. " Calm, Ryu-Sakon…Just keep going on…"

The drackhor huffed , and swished its long horse tail,before continueing on. As Ryu-Skaon trudged on, baring the weight is his burden, many thoughts filled the warrior's mind.

~ Where…Vincent….Cid…Nanaki…Hmp. Vincent…no one knows where you are, Cid, your now living your dream on a space station, Nanaki, you are gray in your years, and cannot keep up…Tifa…,~

Cloud inwardly sneered and continued

~ Aeris…I miss you most of all…~

An image of Aeris' cheerful face filled his head and he fought back a threating teardrop.

~ At least…you can't feel any pain now…~

Cloud glanced from under the hood as his drackhor approached the ShinRa Mansion, and somewhere deep inside, he got a really sick feeling…Pulling lighty on Ryu-Sakon's reins, Cloud slowed him to a steady walk. He wasn't sure if he did it because he was nervous about the mansion, or because he wanted to reminnice about Aeris more…

His thoughts floated backwards in time….back to the Gold Saucer…the trolly had broken down, and Aeris had entered his room and the Ghost Hotel, giggling her ass off…

*****

(Cloud)What's wrong?

(Aeris)You want to go on a date?

What?

A DA--TE! Or haven't you ever gone on one?

Well…not really…

Well then, C'mon let's go!

*****

Cloud chuckled to himself. That was a fun night….The two had gone to the theather, and took part in a play, then they went to the Gondola and saw an amazing view of the Gold Saucer. Cloud's brow furrowed. Aeris had said something to him that night that made him think….

*****

......it's beautiful, isn't it? ......First off, it bothered me how you

looked exactly like. Two completely different people, but look exactly the same.

The way you walk, gesture... I think I must have seen him again, in you... But

you're different. Things are different...

Aeris paused briefly.

Cloud... I'm searching for you.

........?

I want to meet you.

But I'm right here.

(I know, I know... what I mean is...) I want to meet...... you.

*****

~She said she wanted to meet me…She said I looked just like him…Aeris…what did you mean…~

…I wander…

around the wasteland called

`love'

alone and constantly dreaming

knowing not what the planet holds…

I hurt inside and I don't know why,

your not here and I'm afraid for you…

Cloud turned that song over and over again in his head. He had no idea where or who he had heard it from. It just came to him in that instant.

…afraid for you…

…afraid of you.

Afraid you'll see…

The real me…

As Cloud slipped deeper still into his thoughts, the drackhor was getting upset. It gave an aggrivated snort and fiercely flapped its wings, snapping Cloud out of his thoughts. He reached out and placed a hand on the creature's head and sighed. Only then, did he relize his own hair was now hanging limp across his face, wet the rain.

Apparently, the drackhor had stopped some time ago, and had been pestering him to get off, but he had been so busy, there was no notice, and his hood had slipped off. Cloud looked up into the darkened sky as rain fell into his fierce eyes, and on his scarred face. Cloud felt that sickness again and relized that the two were right at the gates of the ShinRa mansion. Cloud huffed.

"Fuck. I'd rather sleep outside in the dirt."

But he would have to eat those words, because no sooner had they escaped his lips, a strange feeling washed over him, like it was drawing him to the house. He roughly shook his head, sending droplets all over.

"No.There's an Inn down the street Sakon. We'll stay there ok?"

But the drackhor had already started toward the house, and it was no use arguing with it. The creature held all of his food and supplies, so if he needed something, which he probably would, he'd have to go into the house anyway.

As the two beings approached the door, Cloud got that sick feeling again, and turned away from the sight of the door.

"What tha…"

Cloud sqinted

=Hell…I was sure I saw someone, or thing, duck into the shadows over there…Fuck…=

Now, Cloud wasn't one to frighten easily, but this was different. Hastily, he spurred the drackhor onward, stopping only once, so he could open the door, and get inside out of the elements.

*******

Upstairs, Cloud flopped down on the bed in the room opposite of the room that he had fought Lost Number in many years ago. He lay there with his hands behind his head, gazing up at the dry rotting ceiling, trying to understand what Aeris meant.

=" Cloud... I'm searching for you…"=

Cloud sighed.

"Aeris…I'm searching for myself to tell the truth…I just don't know what to say to you…or to anyone for that matter."

He turned over and stared at the large Buster Sword leaning against the nightstand, permanently tinted red with the blood he'd spilled over the years. He blinked at it.

"Zack….I wouldn't know what to say to you either…I could live up to be what you were…"

Cloud turned so that he was looking at the ceiling again, wondering what it was that he had came back to Nebelheim for. He closed his eyes and listened to the rain patter on the roof of the house, wondering how Ryu-Sakon was doing downstairs in the piano room.

"Eh, he'll be fine…"

Cloud let his thoughts wander further into the past, until they landed on a certain someone, whom Cloud had resented since he could last remember.

=Sephiroth…How could you? You killed my friends, you killed Aeris, you killed my family, and hundreds of innocent people! You bastard…Ill never forgive you!=

Cloud pushed his now un-spiked blonde locks behind his ear and closed his eyes, thinking more about Sephiroth. He thought about how they had been partners, and all the things they talked about…he thought about how he had fallen in love with Sephiroth, and how beautiful his general was…when he was fighting, addressing the troops, or just sitting there…his sweet, perfect lips, his long silky silver hair, his perfectly toned body…

Those thoughts now filled Cloud's mind, and he was beginning to sweat, just thinking about them. He thought about how many times he had been alone with Sephiroth, and how much he wished he could've kissed those lips, and caressed that body….but he knew that the SOLDIER general would never allow it…How he wished he could've looked into those mako matched eyes, and told his better how much he loved him…He wished he could run his slender fingers through all that beautiful hair, screaming his commander's name…

Cloud sat bolt upright, breathing heavily. He looked around the room for a moment before relizing…

" SHIT! "

He snatched his left hand out of his boxers and stared at it, panting.

"What the hell…?"

He looked around the room, his heart rate slowly returning to normal as sweat ran down his face and fell from his chin. Apparently, his sultry thoughts of Sephiroth had aroused him, and he had been taking care of it without even knowing…He sighed heavily and flopped back on his pillow, staring at the ceiling. His blond spikes were plastered to his forehead by the sweat and she wiped them away with his right hand.

"God…what was I thinking?…"

He flopped back on the pillow, trying desperately not to think about Sephiroth. Try as he might, his thoughts soon traveled back to the silver-haired man, and with his mind full of dreams of him, and his general…together.

Whew. Well, that ends Chapter 1. Hope you liked it, cuz theres lots more to come

Vincent: Good. Im looking forward to it…

Cid: Yea! Me too! pats me hard on the shoulder

Me: H-Hey! When did you guys get here!?

Vincent: We snuck in thru the 1st paragraph.

Me: Really?

Cid: Yep.

Me: So…you LIKE this fic?

Vincent: Of course. The thought of Sephiroth and Cloud arouses me beyond measure…

Cid: Same here. *winks* heh,

Me: Well…in that case, I guess I could add you guys in…

Vincent: Would you be so kind?

Me: Suuuure! Ill add you in somewhere.

Cid: Awesome!

Me: Ok, you heard it folks! A new Cid x Vincent pairing is coming up soon, so keep checking back!