Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ The Hardships of a Sorceress' Knight ❯ The Harships of a Sorceress' Knight ( Chapter 1 )
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By: princess peachy 
Seifer's troubles about his life
Non Anime: Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.15.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 595 | Visits: 383 | Status: Completed
Seifer's troubles about his life
Non Anime: Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.15.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 595 | Visits: 383 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: Final Fantasy VIII or any of its characters belong to squaresoft not me. ^_^
"Hardships of the Sorcerer's Knight"
I see Squall and his friends laughing and having the time of their life and I feel
anger boiling inside of me. I hate seeing him happy. Why isn't he miserable like me?
Didn't we come from the same background? We were both in the orphanage, raised by
Matron. We both weren't adopted because of our arrogant character and we both
attended Garden from the age of five. If we were both raised in the same environment,
why is he happy? why does he rejoice with his friends? And why do I sit here alone?
His laughter irritated my inner being and made me so angry. I felt as though he
was mocking me. I felt that their laughter was caused because of my lonely and miserable
disposition. I sneered softly.
"Zell missed the hot dogs, again!" Quistis exclaimed to a smiling Irvine. This small
comment caused an uproar in between the small group of friends. Rinoa giggled, Selphie
chuckled, Irvine smiled, and Squall....laughed as well.
I observed them intensely. Rinoa held hands with Squall, Irvine with Selphie, and
Quisits alone....but happy. Why? Is there something wrong with me? What do they have
that I don't?
"Hey, Seifer!" called Fujin. Her copper eyes looked at me with love and concern.
She wore her blue jacket and black pants. She signaled me to come over but I disagreed. I
don't need Fujin and Raijin to feel sorry for me. i don't need anyone's goddamn pity.
I walked back to my dorm. Nobody wants me anyway. Nobody cares about me.
I'm just a lonely fool.
I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling for hours. Many thoughts crossed my
mind. Thoughts about my childhood...................it was the most depressing time of my
life. My parents had died in a terrible car accident and I was taken by the Kramer's. I was
an introverted young boy. I had to have everything....toys, food....I was a spoiled brat and
nobody liked me, except.........Ellone. She loved me.
Ellone was a young girl who was a few years older than me. Everybody in the
orphanage considered her as a big sister, but I loved her. I truly loved her and I wanted
her to be my wife. I would spend hours just looking at her. She had soft chestnut hair and
dark eyes. Her skin was as beautiful as the purest ivory and her lips were as red as
cherries. She was absolutely beautiful.
I told her one day that I wanted to marry her. She laughed and said "Seifer, you're
just four years old. You got your whole life ahead of you." She didn't take me seriously.
She laughed at my dreams and made me feel like nothing. All she cared about was
Squall. She played with him and combed his hair and treated him better than me.
Squall took everything away from me. He took Ellone, he took the Kramer's
attention, he took my chances of being a SeeD, and he took Rinoa. I despise you, Squall.
You take everything from me.
But you know what, Squall, there's one thing you can't take away. You can't take
my life........only I can take it. Goodbye, evil world. I'm going to a better place now. I
grabbed my gunblade, The Hyperion. I kissed my faithful companion, my only friend....I
placed it above my head and pierced my heart.......the pain was gone.
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"Hardships of the Sorcerer's Knight"
I see Squall and his friends laughing and having the time of their life and I feel
anger boiling inside of me. I hate seeing him happy. Why isn't he miserable like me?
Didn't we come from the same background? We were both in the orphanage, raised by
Matron. We both weren't adopted because of our arrogant character and we both
attended Garden from the age of five. If we were both raised in the same environment,
why is he happy? why does he rejoice with his friends? And why do I sit here alone?
His laughter irritated my inner being and made me so angry. I felt as though he
was mocking me. I felt that their laughter was caused because of my lonely and miserable
disposition. I sneered softly.
"Zell missed the hot dogs, again!" Quistis exclaimed to a smiling Irvine. This small
comment caused an uproar in between the small group of friends. Rinoa giggled, Selphie
chuckled, Irvine smiled, and Squall....laughed as well.
I observed them intensely. Rinoa held hands with Squall, Irvine with Selphie, and
Quisits alone....but happy. Why? Is there something wrong with me? What do they have
that I don't?
"Hey, Seifer!" called Fujin. Her copper eyes looked at me with love and concern.
She wore her blue jacket and black pants. She signaled me to come over but I disagreed. I
don't need Fujin and Raijin to feel sorry for me. i don't need anyone's goddamn pity.
I walked back to my dorm. Nobody wants me anyway. Nobody cares about me.
I'm just a lonely fool.
I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling for hours. Many thoughts crossed my
mind. Thoughts about my childhood...................it was the most depressing time of my
life. My parents had died in a terrible car accident and I was taken by the Kramer's. I was
an introverted young boy. I had to have everything....toys, food....I was a spoiled brat and
nobody liked me, except.........Ellone. She loved me.
Ellone was a young girl who was a few years older than me. Everybody in the
orphanage considered her as a big sister, but I loved her. I truly loved her and I wanted
her to be my wife. I would spend hours just looking at her. She had soft chestnut hair and
dark eyes. Her skin was as beautiful as the purest ivory and her lips were as red as
cherries. She was absolutely beautiful.
I told her one day that I wanted to marry her. She laughed and said "Seifer, you're
just four years old. You got your whole life ahead of you." She didn't take me seriously.
She laughed at my dreams and made me feel like nothing. All she cared about was
Squall. She played with him and combed his hair and treated him better than me.
Squall took everything away from me. He took Ellone, he took the Kramer's
attention, he took my chances of being a SeeD, and he took Rinoa. I despise you, Squall.
You take everything from me.
But you know what, Squall, there's one thing you can't take away. You can't take
my life........only I can take it. Goodbye, evil world. I'm going to a better place now. I
grabbed my gunblade, The Hyperion. I kissed my faithful companion, my only friend....I
placed it above my head and pierced my heart.......the pain was gone.
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