Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Try Try again ❯ Chapter 2

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Seifer sighed as he sat down on the ground in the middle of the quad watching selphie as she went about decorating the it. He placed his head in his hands and closed his eyes. Selphie, seeing he wasn't working like he had agreed and that he looked kind of down, walked over to him and sat down beside him.

"Is something wrong Seifer?" She asked the cherrfulness gone from her voice. She hated to see someone down it made her feel down herself.

Seifer opened his eyes and looked up at her. There was something wrong but he didn't really want to talk to her about it. He didn't answer her.

"There is isnt it?" she asked giving him a very concerned look. "You shouldn't be bummed out now. I mean your getting married in a week."

"I think Squall's having secound thoughts," Seifer admitted unable to look at her but he could still image that shock and confussed look on her face.

"What do you mean?" She asked after a mintues moment of pause. "Did you two have fight?"

"Yeah sorta," Seifer explained looking down at his hands. "I was flirting with this guy in town, I didn't mean to it just happened and Squall got all mad at me. I thought might slug him like I do when I get mad with someone. So just left mad and told him 'I never want to talk to you again'. I guess I overreated."

Selphie didn't say anything. She had that look of disapproval on her face. Selphie and Riona had been hanging out a lot and she was become a lot like her.

"I wondered around balamb to two in the morning and then came back to garden," Seifer went on to explain. "He was asleep in bed. I curled up next to him and went to sleep. We made up this morning but I think he might be still mad."

"Seifer," Selphie said, "You really should be carefull. Squall may act all tough and like he has no feeling but since Riona came alone his changed a lot. His not that cold Squall you grew up with."

"I know that Selphie," Seifer explained his words having a slightly sharp tone to them. "If he was still cold he would have never fallen in love with me."

"See that's my point," Selphie said.

"Nevermind," Seifer muttered. "Forgot I mentioned anything."

"Wait Seifer," she began, "you don't think Squall is having second thought do you?"

Seifer remanded silent and with his eyes on his hands.

"Oh Seify," Selphie remarked with a sigh, "You can't think such a thing. Squall loves you. He loves you with all his heart or he wouldn't have agreed to marry you. And I know you love with all your heart. Neither one of you are going to back out of this. I know it."

Seifer gave a week smile. Her words had made him feel slighty better but he was still kinda down and the thought that Squall didn't love him were still in his mind.

A while away in the libary a similar talk was going on. Squall was sitting with Riona in the back at one of the tables talking about the wedding.

"So Zell's going to be your best man and Selphie is dealing with all the decerations," Riona droonded on and on.

Squall wasn't really paying attention. He was thinking about Seifer. Seifer was such a big flirt. It really got on his neves. And the fact that have the things they did had to do with sex. He was begining to wonder if Seifer didn't love him and all he wanted was sex. His thoughts were cut off by Riona.

"Squall?" she asked. "Is something wrong?"

"Uh?" his head snapped up and he looked at her.

"I was asking you if you perfered chocolate or non-chocolate cake and you never answered. Are you worried about something?"

"Is just Seifer," Squall said in a little voice. "I don't know about him."

"Squall we talk about this," Riona explained. "His just a big flirt."

"What if he doesn't love me really?" Squall explained. "What if his just in it for the sex?"

"Squall," Riona began, "Seifer isn't like that. He'll only have sex with someone he loves."

"How do you know?" Squall asked looking at with a curious look.

"He and I never had sex and we were pretty close," Riona explained. "Plus we were together a whoule summer."

"He wasn't a virgin," Squall explained. "So there had to be someone else before me."

"Oh him," she said with a sigh. "He meet this guy that he totally feel in love with. It was when he found out that he liked guys. He fell completly in love with him. They had sex and a couple days later Seifer caught him with a street whore. The man and whore died a week later in a car accident. Seifer never spoke of that time again. He was only 17 and couldn't let it get out that he was gay."

"Oh," was all Squall could get out.

"He loves you Squall," Riona said smiling. "Don't ever think he doesn't. Alright?"

Squall promised not to but he still felt that he might have to keep a close watch on Seifer.