Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Bittersweet Memories ❯ Bittersweet Memories ( One-Shot )

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Bittersweet Memories

A/N FB is the creative genius of Takaya-sensei (YAY! FB is licensed by Tokyopop finally! yay for all of us!) I don't claim to own anything at all. no money - don't sue. Sorry if it's confusing. The present parts are in 1st person...the flashback is in 3rd person.
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[Kagura]

How did we end up here?

I look over at the gray haired boy, now very much a man, beside me. I roll over on my side to watch him sleep. His smile is one of peace and contentment. He was so beautiful. IS so beautiful, I remind myself. And he's here with me.

I feel a smile grow on my lips as I reach over to brush the tendrils of hair off of his face. Blushing, I realize how gentle I am with him. I'm surprised. Usually I'm somewhat off-balance. But I seem to be balancing so well. With Yun-chan.

I wonder if it has something to do with the man, and not me. I was always so rough with Kyo-kun. But.... perhaps that was because I never honestly thought that there would be someone else for him besides me. I never thought that he would leave me. Lifting my hand from Yun-chan's hair, I roll onto my back and stare at the ceiling in his room.

Kyo-kun.... How long had I waited for you to do what Yun-chan did? To take me in your arms, convince me with your actions? To tell me that you wanted to be with me? That you wanted to be with only me?

My eyes open wider as I feel Yun-chan's arm wrap loosely around my bare waist. I hear him growling softly in his sleep. I look at him and notice that his eyes are still closed. As though he sensed my gaze upon him, he slowly opens his eyes.

How could I not have noticed him before?


[Yuki]

I was awake when Kagura brushed my hair. I kept my eyes closed because I wanted to feel rather than see what she did. I heard her sigh. She sounded so sad still. So I wrap my arm around her waist. I open my eyes at a lazy pace.

She's watching me with those bright eyes, so full of knowledge that no one has asked her for. So full of emotion... of need.

I wonder what she is thinking. She looks pensive, as though considering what we were doing. I feel myself tense up slightly.

I don't want her to think too hard about that. I'm scared that she will feel what we did was wrong. That she will wish that we hadn't been together.

I don't want that.

I can feel a blush stain my cheeks as I remember what we did. I expected Kagura to be rough with me, as she was always rough in her attitude with Kyo. She surprised me with her gentleness... The way she touched my sides...the caress of her lips upon my hipbone. The feel of her body against mine.

The sound of her calling out my name. Her moaning. Her gasping. All of it. All of it added to my intrigue to know her better.

I've known her all my life, but she was always with Kyo...or rather, chasing him around. I grin at this thought. At the memory of her forceful behavior. And yet, she was so tender last night.

FLASHBACK

Yuki sat across the table from Kagura. She was sitting leaned over on the table, her face buried on her hands. Her back shook with each sob that escaped her lips.

Yuki wasn't sure what to say to the older girl. His mouth opened several times, before closing again when he realized that he couldn't say anything to make her feel better. He reached out to cover her hand with his.

"Kagura-san? Ne, do you remember when we were children?" Yuki spoke softly, but Kagura lifted her head to look at Yuki with tear stained cheeks.

"Un..."

"Do you remember when we were small children?" Yuki's eyes glittered with amusement. "And our parents put us in the same bath tub together, because they thought it was cute?"

Kagura smiled softly. She DID recall a memory like that. But Yuki's mom... That was before she sent him to live with Akito.

"Hai, and we would get into these water fights...and there would be more water on the floor than in the tub?"

Yuki smiled at Kagura. She was smiling. Yuki paused, his gaze lingering on her mouth.

Her smile was beautiful.

He wondered why he didn't realize that before.

Maybe it had something to do with that she was always so ferocious before with Kyo. He was rather scared of her then.

He licked his lips, trying in vain to moisten them. It was nearly impossible. They were so dry, his mouth was so dry. He didn't notice Kagura watching him intently.
***
She saw his tongue smooth over his pale pink lips. It was a seductive dance to watch. She could feel her cheeks growing hotter with each passage his tongue made. She realized with surprise that Yuki was slowly caressing her hands. She sighed happily. His touch felt so good. She wanted him to touch more than her hands....

NANI??? She was in love with Kyo-kun.... but then she remembered. Kyo-kun was with Tooru-chan now. He didn't love her at all. He only loved Tooru-chan. Even though she wanted Kyo, Kagura couldn't hate Tooru.

Especially now, being here with Yun-chan.

She moved her hand slightly, to lace her fingers through his. He looked up, surprised. She held his gaze for a moment, before dropping her eyes to look at their hands together. She blushed. Now that the moment was here, she wasn't sure how to ask for what she wanted.

She wanted to be with him.

She looked up at Yuki again. His eyes were darkened by some unspoken emotion, veiled by his thick lashes hovering lower on his eye. She felt her stomach clench and grow incredibly warm. She knew that her expression was very similar to the one that Yuki wore.

Yuki opened his mouth, but Kagura couldn't hear the words that he spoke for the beating of her heart. He looked at her expectantly, as if awaiting an answer to a very important question. She nodded, dazed, and not sure what she was agreeing to.

***

"Are you sure, Kagura?"

Yuki looked at Kagura and waited. He had seen the look in Kagura's eyes change from sad to seductive in a mere moment.

He could feel his manhood hardening as he watched her nod, still staring at him with those sultry eyes.

He couldn't remember when he had grown feelings for her, perhaps it was with her first tear. Her first real emotion over Kyo. She had been so honest with him, it made his heart swell.

He stood up and then leaned over towards Kagura, and offered her his hand. She placed her hand in his and allowed him to help her up. His eyes never left hers, as he re-laced his fingers through hers and began to lead her up the stairs.

He slid open his bedroom door and walked through, pulling Kagura closer to him.
***

Kagura looked with a short-lived wonder at the simple room, before Yuki turned her to face him. He captured her lips in a hungry kiss, no time was spared for something more romantic. Her lips parted slightly as she felt the strength of his kiss. He quickly slipped his tongue inside.

Kagura didn't take the oral onslaught lying down, as her tongue slid around with his in an erotic dance, each fighting to lead. While they kissed, Yuki slid his hands down her shoulders to the front of her sweater.

He deftly freed the buttons and slipped the sweater off of Kagura's shoulders. He reached behind her to unclasp her bra. She broke the kiss suddenly.

"Doushita no, Kagura?"

Kagura smiled and lightly shook her head.

"I want to see your chest first..."

Yuki grinned widely, as he stepped back to pull his shirt over his head. He tossed it behind him. It landed in the hamper.

He shoots, he scores... Kagura smiled back at him, careful to keep her strength under control. She didn't want to scare him away too.

He was magnificent. Not the most muscular, but his fair skin contrasted nicely with the shading of his chest. His shoulders were the nicest that she had seen. The curve of his neck, just before it bulged into his shoulders, seemed like it was as soft as his lips. She followed his arms down to his fingers, and then let her eyes stray to take in his abdomen. She gasped as her gaze seemed caught on the twitching bulge in his pants. He looped a finger in the waist of his pants, before moving his fingers over the zipper and let gravity take his pants to the floor.

Kagura gasped again, this one not from surprise, but from hunger.

"Like what you see, ne?" Yuki was grinning.

Kagura gave a slow nod. Yuki wasted no time in returning to her and reaching behind her to unhook her bra. She had no objections this time.

She lifted her arms. Yuki slid the bra straps along her skin and over her hands. He let the fabric prison fall to the floor between them. She started to put her arms down, but he put his hands underneath to keep them up.

He ran his hands along her skin, touching her hands briefly before letting his hands take the same journey down. He rested his hands under her arm, between her armpit and her back. He lifted her up, she locked her legs around his waist instinctively.

She wasn't where she wanted to be, she was a little over it. She wanted him so badly she could scream. But he wouldn't allow her that yet.

***

Backing her against the wall, he reclaimed her swollen lips in a possessive, hungry kiss. He plunged into her mouth, tasting her soul on her tongue. He bit her lower lip as desire allowed him to hold out no longer.

He let one hand slide down the side of her leg, resting momentarily on the firm skin of one of her buttocks, caressing it gently, then more firmly, before moving down to her center.

He rubbed for a moment, but didn't need to because she was already moist. He leisurely inserted one finger into her depths and moved it around within, before adding another finger.

"Yun-chan...onegai...onegai..." Kagura murmured against his lips.

Yuki grinned as he withdrew his fingers and moved them to play with her clitoris. As her hips began to buck against him, he moved his other hand to her underside, and inserted his fingers. Her walls began to clench around his fingers.

He wondered if she had ever had an orgasm before.

***

Kagura felt like she was going to explode. The things his fingers were doing to her. He was such a tease, she groaned silently. She closed her eyes tightly as she came against his fingers. Yuki kissed the nub on her neck, as she tilted her head back. She felt so wonderful!

She opened her eyes to see Yuki watching her. His eyes were dark with desire, his eyelashes were lower than they were before.

"You want more?" He asked, indicating what she was now resting on. She felt it moving beneath her skin. Her eyes widened.

"Onegai..."

"This will hurt at first..."

Yuki grinned as he put his hands on her waist and lifted her slightly so that she was over his erection. He slowly lowered her onto it, pausing every so often to let her adjust.

"Yun-chan..." She said as she tightened her legs around his waist.

"Kagura?"

"I like pain." She grinned at him as she impaled herself onto Yuki's cock, grimacing as she noticed that this pain was quite different than other types. It felt like she was tearing. She winced. Yuki kissed her eyelids, as he forced himself to remain still, holding her hips so that she would also remain still. The less she moved, the quicker the pain would fade.

She felt the pain begin to recede into an ocean of rippling pleasure. She relaxed, and Yuki began to thrust gently at first, then with more speed. Her legs tightened even more around his waist, riding him, forcing him to keep his pace.

As she tilted her head back again in pleasure, Yuki grabbed her hardened nipple in his mouth, and began to suckle in time to his thrusts.

"OH....YUN-CHAN!! Harder!"

He backed them away from the wall and shifted them towards his futon. Never unlocking Kagura's legs from him, he fell to his knees and laid Kagura on the mattress. She lowered her legs from his waist and let her feet touch the ground, her knees still raised.

He propped himself up on his hands, and began to thrust more quickly, his waist showing Kagura just how good the "forbidden dance" could be. He continued to slam into her, his sac smacking against her wet flesh.

She pulled his face towards hers and plunged her tongue into his mouth, searching for something sacred. She arched her back as Yuki thrusted harder in response to her attempted plundering. She began to feel warmer than before, her knees were shaking as her feet began to slide out from their position.

She was surrounded in a brilliant light, a warmth that stretched from her feet to the top of her hair. For a moment, she felt as though she were lighter than air, and could fly. If she could, she would fly to Yuki.

***

Yuki felt his own orgasm approaching as her walls began to clench at his cock, and sped up the pace so that he would reach it faster. He watched in fascination as her breasts were moving in time with the thrusting. When he sped up, they moved a lot; when he slowed down, they didn't jiggle as much. He stared at one of the nipples as it floated on her soft mounds of flesh.

He shut his eyes, and gulped down some air, sticking his tongue out in concentration. He exploded within her, emptying his seed into her wetness. He stilled, not moving out of her, and relished how warm he felt inside of her. He lowered his body so that he was resting on top of her, with his face to one side. He could smell the fragrance of peaches lingering in her hair.

He inhaled deeply, letting the peach scent waft over him. He realized that it must be her shampoo. He let his fingers lace in her hair. He drifted off, dreaming of peaches.

***

Kagura sighed happily, feeling complete for the first time in her life. Not like when she fancied herself in love with Kyo... No, now she realized how incomplete that feeling was. This feeling of completeness had no fear in it. The only fear that plagued her mind, was that Yuki would regret this tomorrow. She didn't know if she could stand to be rejected again. But...

But, she should trust Yuki more. He was, after all, the one who had led her up here. He had been the one to make the first move. Besides, she really couldn't see him taking someone to bed that he did not truly love.

She closed her eyes and, beneath Yuki's solid weight, felt warm and comfortable. She smiled as she drifted to sleep, dreaming of tomorrow.

END FLASHBACK

[Yuki]

"Ohayoo Kagura"

I feel a blush warming my cheeks, as I notice her own blush staining hers a beautiful shade of pink.

"Ohayoo Yun-chan"

She looks at me with such hope and confusion and every single powerful emotion, but mostly with a question.

This is a question that I can answer.