Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Dear My Love ❯ The Love Letter ( Chapter 1 )

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Kyo was sitting up in his room thinking about her. Wondering what Tohru was doing, it was all ready ten thirty at night. Kyo couldn't sleep so he decided out on the roof. Because he was the cat from the zodiac, he thought no one could ever really love him until Tohru Honda came along. I wonder what shes doing ever since she came here ive been a completely different person i do not find myself getting angry when shes around but when shes not around i cannot bare it. Its as if i love her or something. Its so hard not being around her all the time. She has so much wisdom, she cares for the people around her she worries about everyone except herself. Tohru is a very carrying person. I want her to know how i feel about her. I want to be able to express my real feeling to her. But how im to scared of her rejecting me if i told her i love her and i wanted to be with her. What should i do now? Everytime i see her shes always smiling even though i know she can not always be so happy but why does she continue to smile. I do not get it. And i know that damn rat Yuki has a thing for Tohru. I hope i can reveal my real feeling to her before she goes with that damn Yuki. Oh how i hate him hes the cause of me not being accepted into the zodiac. I will defeat him someday. Hes not going to win Tohru. I won't let him i love Tohru i cannot let her go with him. I wonder hows she feels about me. Maybe i should write her a letter maybe that is how i can tell her how i really feel. Yeah that what ill do ill write her a love letter. But what if she won't read it. Don't be so crazy Kyo she'll read a voice in his head tells him. Okay then it is settled im going to write her a letter to tell her how i feel. Well maybe i should get started so i can place it under her door before daylight breaks. Damn shes so beautiful if only there wasn't a curse i would love to hold her all night long and smell her sweet scent. Stop thinking perverted thoughts Kyo there is no time for that i must get to work he said to himself. Kyo headed to his room, i do not have much experience in this kind of thing so im going to try my best to make it sound as good as i can. Think what should i say to her? Tell her shes beautiful and you love to be around her tell her you cannot stand being without her tell her you love her tell her shes changed you tell her Kagura doesn't mean anything to you tell her shes the one you love and want to be with. Ok you can do this Kyo. Then lets get to it then. Alright where to begin.....

Dear, My Love Tohru Honda.... Wait should i use her full name and maybe i shouldn't reveal that i love her yet. Ok Kyo take a deep breath you can do this.......................
.....................................Ok im lost in what im going to write now...................God this is so hard to do but shes got to know how i really feel or its going to be to late............................Ok im thinking..............................Stop Stalling Kyo just write what comes to your heart yeah that will work besides then ill be being myself.
................Ok ill get a new peice of paper and start again.

Dear, Tohru

Theres been things on my mind ive been wanting to say to you. Tohru you make me so happy, you understand more then anyone ive ever known.
And i feel that you really do care about me. Im kind of nervous about writing this to you. But everytime you smile at me i could just melt. Everytime you
talk to me you are so wise with your words. I guess what im trying to say is i enjoy your company and i really like i think your amazing everything about you it makes me continue to smile only when i see you. I love the smell of your hair and your beautiful brown eyes. You understand me. You taught to just be my self i have fallen inlove with everything about you. I do not think i could go on with out you i truely am in love with you Tohru Honda i hope you feel the safe way about you are so special to me and i wanted you to know just how special you are to me.


......................................................I Love You..................................................................
< br> Love Kyo Sohma


There it is done, i really hope she likes what i said about i cannot help it but it is true i am inlove with her. There is nothing else need to be said. With that Kyo kissed the envelope the licked it and sealed it then he sprayed some of his calone on it, And headed for Tohru's door. But was stopped by Yuki. You damn cat why are you sneaking around by Ms. Honda's room. Mind your business you damn rat, and i wasn't sneaking around. Tell me doesn't this look strange to you it is 1am and a dumb cat like are sneaking around by Ms. Honda' s room what do you think you were going to do you damn cat? I could ask you the same damn rat what were you doing sneaking around by Tohru's room? What were intentions damn rat? I was just simply walking by i do not have anything planned. But i don't know about you and you damn cat what are you caring there? That does not concern you. Now i will be going. Just wait a damn minute you damn cat if i catch you by Ms. Honda's door ill kill you. If you could you damn rat. Oh do you want to fight now cat. Waiting and willing you damn rat this time ill beat you for sure. Keep on dreaming you damn cat. Lets go then you damn rat. Why would i even waste my time with a weakling like you cat. Oh are you backing down rat. Thats enough your going to wake up Honda san. Shigure. What are you doing up here you perverted dog? I was simply checking out the comosion coming from up here, and checking on my little flower but i see she'll still sleeping such a beautiful flower someday shes going to make a splendid wife don't you think Kyo and Yuki. You perverted dog stop having thoughts like that your to old for her you sick fuck. Now Kyo Yuki im not really that old and that was cold. Let us go back to our rooms. And leave my beautiful flower alone. Shes not your flower you idiot and perverted damn dog. Kyo Yuki, and Shigure returned to their rooms. Kyo was still thinking about how to give the letter to Tohru without the damn rat Yuki finding out about his love letter. I got to get that letter to her shes got to know exactly how i feel about her i need to tell her but everytime i try to tell her how i feel but everytime i do i get off the subject because i am to scared to tell her how i feel its to hard to just talk to her about my feelings. I love her i wish to tell it to her straight to her face but how can i without being nervous and backing down. Man i feel like a chicken in the corner with my head cut off. What the hell is wrong with me why can i not tell her how i feel person to person instead of in a letter.

Meanwhile back in Yuki's room Yuki was thinking about what was Kyo doing by Tohru's door that early in the morning and what the hell was he really do there for.
Ive got to find out what is going on with that damn cat and why the hell he is being so nice to Tohru. There is something going on with damn cat. Does he no he couldn't. Could he? Is he falling inlove with Tohru. No don't be so rediculous Yuki there is no way she would love him back. Could she? Could she be falling in love with that damn cat as well as he is falling inlove with her? No that isn't possible beside your the one shes always with right so if shes falling for anyone it should be you not that damn cat. Im still not satisfied with this i need to look into this and really find out what is going on between Ms. Honda and that damn cat Kyo. Hes going to ruin everything if she really does love him. ill be so heart broken to find out its him shes loves and not me. After all she is the year of the cat fan club ive got to stop this from happening i cannot loose Ms. Honda to a damn cat i will not let that happen ever if its up to me ill make them dislike each other. There is no way Honda san will dislike anyone. So they won't work and it is more then obvious she likes that damn cat kyo. So what am i going to do? While thinking in his room he drifted off to sleep from getting to tired because thinking to hard made him to tired to think anymore so he fell asleep. Meanwhile in Tohru's room she just woke up. Good morning mom today is going to be a great day. Wow look how nice it is out today wow. Tohru gets dressed then goes down stairs to decide what to cook for breakfast for the other house hold members and also her friends. Tohru decides to make meso soup and rice balls. Yes that will be a good breakfast. Ill try and hurry to prepare it before everyone gets dressed and comes into the kitchen to eat. Just the Shigure walks into the kitchen. Good morning my little flower your all ready so busy preparing such a delicious meal this morning oh Tohru your to kind. Were so lucky to have such a beautiful flower like you living amoung us. Truely someday your going to make a great wife and please your husband all to well. Tohru just blushes at the remark Shigure just made. Good morning to you too Shigure and thank you for such nice words but im only doing my job. Where is Kyo and Yuki are they even awake yet? They stayed up quite late so i doubt they even have risen from bed this morning yet. Oh how come they were up so late did something happen last night if so i slept like a baby.She doesn't even know that they were out by her door early this morning.This shall be fun then. Well Tohru Kyo and Yuki were up wandering in the hall way all night. They were out by your door this morning arguing. Those foolish boys arguing over my beautiful flower tisk tisk. Why were they out by my door? I do not know maybe you should ask them. Look here they come now why don't you ask them my beautiful flower. Shigure stop your embarrasing Ms. Honda you perverted dog. Ms. Honda is that mutt over there bothering you? Good moring Yuki kuh.Oh no i really do not know what hes even saying half of the time anyway thanks for being so concerned though Yuki thanks for caring about me your so nice. Ms. Honda no need to thank me I just know how that perverted dog thinks, so im only defending you against him because hes such and perverted idiot. Good morning everyone what is for breakfast. Kyo asked without looking at Tohru because a small blush crossed over his entire face. Good morning Kyo Kuh. I made some meso soup and rice ball for breakfast today. Do you want some hot tea Kyo Kuh? Yes please Tohru. Wow she looks so beautiful when shes first gets ready in the morning. What are you saying kyo she always looks beautiful to you anyway she is. Yes please thank you Ms. Honda san.Kyo would you just shit down and stop making a scene im not in the mood for you childish ways. Wonder what the hell is wrong with that damn rat he seems to be really pissed. What the hell is your problem you damn rat?I do not need to hear anything coming out of that mouth of yours, besides everything thats comes out of that mouth of yours in garbag and is meaningless to me anyways its the same thing with you every day why don't you just give up your never going to defeat me you are so weak and useless you damn cat you do not even belong here there is no point of your present here anyway so why don't you just hurry up and leave so we do not become dumb founded by your presence here. Thats it you damn rat you and me outside right now. Im going to fuck up that pretty girly face of yours and lets see you try to talk shit them you damn rat.Yuki got up and knocked Kyo against the head with his foot the sent Kyo flying out the side of the house. I told you worthless cat your trying is vain its useless to think a weakling like you could ever lay a hand on me so you should give up on your pathetic dreams already. Wow something must be eating at him. Because he really tired to really hurt me this time. Kyo took off outside fallowing behind him Tohru concerned about him. Kyo are you okay. That was mean of Yuki to hurt you like that. Yeah im fine but for Yuki im not sure something is eating at him hes really mad i can tell because he really wanted to hurt me this time he wasn't holding back nothing. Man i can't beat him i need to get stronger so i can finally beat him and take my place as a real member of the sohma family. Oh Kyo it must be lonely to not be accepted by your own family. Kyo i care about you. I wish you didn't have to suffer like you have been it just hurts me to see you hurt like this. Is there anything i can do to help you if there is please tell me because i'd like to help you. No im fine thanks for worrying about me though its nice to know at least someone cares you know Tohru you really are something your amazing how you can make people feel. After saying that Kyo left Tohru thinking,Did he just say im amazing? Yes there is no doubt about it. He did say it. Kyo thinks im amazing, if only i could tell him how i truely feel about him. God how i love him, maybe that is why i care about him so deeply not because of pitty but because of love.
Wow i love Kyo Kuh. This is so wonderful isn't it mom but how do i tell him? I do not know what to do what if he only thinks of me as just a friend. I hope thats not what he thinks of me. And that smile he never smiles at anyone else but me. It so heart warming to know its me he smiles for. But what about Kagura shes inlove with him, she wishes to even to marry him how can i compare to someone who loves him such a great deal? Im no match compared to her. I just do not know what to do, i love him i do not care ill tell him no one is going to stand in my way im going to tell him how i feel. Maybe i should write him a letter im kind of scared of rejection i do not want him to reject so im going to write him a nice love letter revealing my true feeling for him. Where should i begin?..... She hears her mothers voice in her head just be yourself Tohru and you'll be fine just be yourself. Thats all i got to do thanks mom. Im going to just be myself then i can express my feeling freely. Now im ready to start writing my letter to the one i truely love Kyo Kuh..................



Dear, Kyo

Ive been hiding my true feeling for you but i do not know if you feel the same about me or if you just want to be friends
the thing is i really care about you, its not pitty i feel for you it is the love i have for you that makes me care for you
the way i do. Kyo i hope you love me too. But i know Kagura loves you and i can not compare to her for how much love she
has for you but all i know is that i love you and me loving you is good enough to me. I really want to be with you no one else
but you because when im with you i can tell you anything and you understand and that smile i know you only give me that smile
knowing that makes my heart melt i love you i truely want to make you happy. I would do anything for you Kyo so please tell
me you feel the same thing to. I love you ill wait for you on the roof tonight at midnight tell me if you love me there at that
time ill be waiting for you there.

......................................Love Always With Love Tohru Honda..................................................

Yes its perfect im going to go put it in his room while everyone is out.She then headed up stairs to Kyo's room and opened the door. Where should i place it somehere where he can see it. Im going to place it on his bed he'll be sure to see it there when he walks into the room. He'll wonder what it is and pick it up and read it then he'll decide if hes going to meet me on the roof or not i hope he does i hope he doesn't refuse me i truely do love him. With that she left the room and went down stairs. As she got downstairs she saw shigure sitting on the floor reading a book. He glances up and notices Tohru coming in the room. Hello m flower how wonderful it is to see you may i add you look beautiful today. What is wrong Tohru? Oh it is nothing Shigure thanks for being so concerned about me. You do not seem to be yourself my flower. What is the matter you can tell me. Im not going to laugh i just want to help you.
Thank you but your to kind ill be ok. But where is Kyo he took off on me and im trying to find him. Did something upset him? Knowing Kyo anything cany upset him. He'll be back i bet he just went somewhere to take a breather. Oh ok do you know where Yuki is? He said something about going for a walk a while ago he looked pretty upset also when he left maybe you should try to go and find the both of them before they end up in another one of those pointless battle of thiers. But anyways i got to continue to my study. Good luck my beautiful flower try to keep those two out of trouble okay. Thank you so much Shigure and ill try to keep them from fighting. Tohru then got up and headed out the door heading down the path leading from the house towards Yuki's secret base a garden he takes care of away from the house. As she walked she thought i wonder if Yuki is working on the base i should go see if i could lend a hand after all he is my friend and i want to try to help. I still cannot worrrying about Kyo he must be lonely where ever he is i would rather find him instead of Yuki but i think Yuki's just up ahead working on his base. Just then she heard her name being called. Ms. Honda san im so glad to see you would you like to help me im planting new strawberries and leaks since the other ones are ripe all ready. I just go to keep her away from that damn cat and keep her occupied with things to do around here. Im not going to loose her to that damn cat i got to tell her that i love her right here and right now or it'll be to late for me and her to ever become more then friends so i got to do it now. Ms. Honda san since your here i was hoping to talk to you about something ive had on my mind. Yes what is it Yuki. You may continue im here listening to you. Tohru i like you alot no i mean i love you alot, but im afraid that you don't love me and im afraid im going to loose your friendship over me falling inlove with you. And your a very important person to me i wouldn't ever want to destry are friendship over this so i was just wanting you to know how i truely feel about you and im hoping you feel the same but i will understand if you cannot love me back the way that i love you. Tohru shocked from what Yuki just said to her standing there staring at him speechless she finally finds the right word to say.... Yuki i do love you but not like you love me i love you like a brother im sorry but i love someone else i do not want to hurt you. But im sorry for making you fall for me because i do not have no intentions to change my feeling towards you. And this will not ruin our friendship ill always be friends with you Yuki. But im deeply in love with Kyo i hope someday you can understand how i feel about him. But i do not know how he feels about me. So lets forget about what we were just talking about beside these strawberries and leaks aren't going to plant themselves we should get to work before the sun goes down. Okay Honda san i agree with you we should be getting to work. So we can finish planting these seeds before night fall. I knew it she loves him there is nothing in can do this really does hurt me. Kyo may not know it but he did defeat me at something he defeated my heart because Ms, Honda san's heart all ready belongs to him but him his self doesn't even know how she truely feels about him yet but hes soon to find out that im certain of because she told me. The two of them began thier work in the garden meanwhile while Tohru and Yuki were planting the seeds in the empty spots in the garden Kyo was returning to his room. He didn't notice the letter on his bed until he went to go lay down on the bed the evenlope smelt of lavendar and the title read to Kyo from Tohru Honda He just Gulped. Tohru wrote me a letter im afraid what it might say should i read it now or wait until later? Stop being so stupid you know its not going to bad because Tohru is to kind to be mean to anyone. ill read it. He tore open the evenlope inclosed was a peice of paper that was intitled to him. As he read this is what the letter said......

Dear, Kyo

Ive been hiding my true feeling for you but i do not know if you feel the same about me or if you just want to be friends
the thing is i really care about you, its not pitty i feel for you it is the love i have for you that makes me care for you
the way i do. Kyo i hope you love me too. But i know Kagura loves you and i can not compare to her for how much love she
has for you but all i know is that i love you and me loving you is good enough to me. I really want to be with you no one else
but you because when im with you i can tell you anything and you understand and that smile i know you only give me that smile
knowing that makes my heart melt i love you i truely want to make you happy. I would do anything for you Kyo so please tell
me you feel the same thing to. I love you ill wait for you on the roof tonight at midnight tell me if you love me there at that
time ill be waiting for you there.

......................................Love Always With Love Tohru Honda..................................................


Tohru Honda loves me im so happy then i can give her the letter i wrote for her to tonight on the roof. Four hours away from midnight when ill meet my love on the roof and tell Tohru how i really feel about her. A smiled came acrossed his face. He was smiling. I never smile unless it has something to do with Tohru or i don't smile im so happy. Then he tucked the love letter from Tohru into his pocket and plopped down on the bed and fell quickly asleep while sleeping he had a smile on his face. Meanwhile it was now ten o clock Yuki and Tohru had just now finished planting the rest of the seeds in the garden and were heading back to the house. When i get back to the house im going to take a nice bath and get all refreshed before meeting Kyo up on the roof she thought to herself as she walk side by side with Yuki. As Yuki walk he just smiled at Tohru, Tohru couldn't help but smile back at Yuki. But not the smile she gives to kyo just a friendly smile between two friends. They reached the house. First thing Tohru did was rushed up stairs to take a nice hot bath before going to go and meet kyo on the roof at mid night like planned in her letter.
She quickly took off her clothers and jumped into the hot steaming bath tub. Wow this is relaxing she thought to herself but her mind was completely think about kyo. She quickly got dressed in her Pjs and then headed out onto the roof any minute now Kyo would be also joining her on the roof to declare thier love to each other like planned. Meanwhile upstairs Kyo's alarm went off its almost time he thought as he got up from his bed and put on his clothes i bet shes all ready waiting for me too he thought. Then he headed to the roof as well to meet his love who has been waiting for him up there.



To be continued thank you for reading the first chapter of my story the second chapter should be coming out soon, Please tell me what you think about my story so far try to leave comments. Thank you SessyKagomelove161