Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ demon akito has become ❯ gomen ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

No one can stop me

This demon inside me

Stop me now

Screaming like an animal

I am not in charge.

This thing owns my soul

I can't run away

From this monster with my face

I don't mean these words I shout

I wish you could see me

But all you can see is the Creature.

I am alone in the darkness.

I can't control my flailing arms

I'm sorry again for the pain I caused

I don't mean it.

But I can no longer control the demon

You hate me

But I act blind to this

I am so sorry.

If I could stop this I would.

I can hear your muttering

I am insane

STOP ME!

Don't you see this isn't me now?

Grab me shake me BREAK ME!

Stop this demon!

Save me from hell!

Tame this beast inside me!

I tried to end this thing

But it was too great

I stayed because I was selfish

And now you have to suffer.

No one can stop

This nameless beast

But If I could I would

This weakness makes me scream.

When I am myself,

You don't understand me

The demon with two faces

Pull this mask off!

Say it if you need to

It's my own fault

I need to be in control

But instead it's this beast in me.

I have become so hollow

I don't mean it!

Can you read my eyes?

Can you see that I'm sorry?

Can you forgive a demon?