Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Frozen ❯ My One and Only ( One-Shot )

Frozen by Darkangel Rose

Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket. Amen.

A/N: From the *baka neko's* persepective. Yaoi implied. Hope you like it, please R&R any suggestions or comments, I live on feedback (it tastes quite good, actually)...

~~ Frozen (Song by Madonna -- I am not by Madonna)

Yuki

Yuki

Yuki

Yuki

H is name goes through my head like a pulse of aching redness and a longing so acute it stings --

Yuki

Yuki

~~

You only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what you want it to be?

You're frozen

When your heart's not open

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You're shut off like a fan

Separate

better than the rest of us

like a god that no one can touch

you only see what you want to see

you can't accept pain

because you're above that, now, aren't you?

you've erased all of those weak things i like to call emotions

it hurts less that way, doesn't it?

it helps you to forget -

but without a heart to beat you cannot be alive...

and without truth you are blind

~~

You're so consumed with how much you get

You waste your time with

Pain and regret

You're broken

When you're heart's not open.....

~~

Yuki, you've lost the ability to feel

apathy

you keep thinking about all those terrible things...

all those terrible things you can't let yourself forget

you're wasting yourself and letting him win, Yuki

you're letting him win again.

and you've taken your fragile glass heart and buried deep inside keeping it only for yourself

you're afraid to give yourself away

but I need you

Yuki...

~~

If I could melt your heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

You are -

the key....

~~

If only I could break through your icy shell and

help?

maybe, just a bit?

to ease the pain you won't admit is there

then maybe you would let me stay

just for a while

just to feel needed

If you could let me in then maybe we could beat this

don't be so disillusioned as to think that you're the only one who has ever hurt...

~~

Now there's no point in placing the blame

And you should know I suffer the same

If I lose you

My heart will be broken....

~~

You blame yourself for what he did

but it's not your fault

not at all

i know all about your walls Yuki

i've been climbing them all my life but you always push me away

i need training of the soul and not the body

you can't hide forever

you can't run from the past

don't try, Yuki

don't deny yourself any more.

~~

Love is a bird

She needs to fly

Let all the hurt inside of you die

You're frozen

When your heart's not open

~~

i know you don't want me

not for one minute

but i'm not like you, Yuki

i need to say this.

i need my heart to beat and i need to cry sometimes

it's hard for me to say why i love you

and i don't really think there is a why

there just is....

i love you.

so look at me, Yuki

look at me!

can't you see what you're missing here?

you can't just let yourself die like this.

you aren't living, you just exist.

is that what you really want

you know, deep down in that thing you used to have

a soul?

~~



If I could melt your heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

You are -

the key....

~~

i can't do it, though

i can't force myself in like so many others

trying to open a coffin without moving a single nail

without tearing a single thread

but maybe if i can convince you to let yourself out

maybe...

it's warmer here in the light, Yuki.

won't you come see?

~~

If I could melt

Your heart.........

~~