Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Love lies in the darkest places ❯ Bleed Me Lies ( Chapter 5 )

Chapter Five


He was still there the next day. That stupid fucking cat. Sitting at the breakfast table, acting he was the only one in the fucking world, just as he has always acted. I turned away from him and went into the kitchen hoping I don't run into fucking Toruh or Yuki. I wouldn't have the fucking willpower to stop myself from killing that fucking bitch today. Not after that dream I had. That beautiful dream.

I had gone out to see Ritsu, to stand over that lonely hidden grave, to laugh at his slowly rotting body, but when I got there, it wasn't Ritsu grave that was their. It was Toruhs.

Yuki was there, sitting on the mound of dirt, crying. Tears streaming down that sweet face, as he cried for the love that had died. And then I fucked him, held him down his face pressed against the dirt that held his love, as I forced my way into the sweet tight body of his. Then I left him there, bleeding and crying, left him alone to die on his bitches grave.

God must have been smiling on me that day, because she wasn't there when I opened the fridge, trying to get something at lest to eat when his fucking annoying voice interrupted me.
"You have some explaining to do" Kyo was standing there, glaring down at me. I sneered at him. "what do you mean" He stepped forward, his eyes blazing at me. "I know you killed Ritsu" My heart stopped for a second as I looked up at him. Looked up at his mad face, his lips pulled back in disgust. I panicked, for a moment, thinking that Shigure would rush out any minute, and drag me off to the main house before I calmed down. Kyo wouldn't of told anyone, I realised. He would have just come in here and told me first, he wouldn't of ran off to Shigure, it just wasn't his style. And I smiled, watching him, eyes gleaming. Oh yes that was so Kyo.
He seemed almost surprised, then more mad, as he watched my face, his gaze on my smile. He grabbed the front of my shirt, and lifted me into the air.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SMILING AT" he yelled and I laughed softly at him. The plan, already forming in my mind. It was too perfect, to rich. Kyo, sweet fucked up Kyo. He would take the blame for me. He was too easy to set up, now I all I had to do was convince the others. I laughed more, watching as Kyo got madder and madder. His hands shook as he got ready to strike. Yes I hissed in my mind, hit me you prick. Then my plan will be perfect.
He grabbed my neck, choking me cutting off my laughter as I struggled to breath. "you sick twisted little fuck!" he hissed. I gasped for air, sinking my nails into his hands causing blood to run down my fingers. "yes" I hissed, using my precious air to answer him." Your just mad…because it wasn't you" He looked startled, and he dropped me. I fell, gazing up at him, my eyes wide with glee. "You want to be wanted don't you. You dumb fucking cat. Everyone hated Ritsu, we all know that. But even I didn`t hate you enough to put you of your misery. Not worth staining my hands with blood. Everyone thinks so.. Useless.." His hand shook again. "SHUT UP!" he yelled, lunging at me. He hit me in the face, making my teeth cut into my cheek, and then in the stomach. That hurt. I feel to his feet, coughing, as I gazed at him. "That's right. Hit me, you fucking want to. Your just pissed because she'll never love you." I laughed at him. "And I can't blame her, she'd never trust you would she?" he looked confused. "what do you.." he started before there was running. We both stopped to see Shigure standing in the door way, next to him Toruh and Yuki.
Perfect I thought Too perfect.
That's when I gasped, tears running down my cheeks, small whimpers escaping my lips. Inside I was laughing, Laughing as Kyo looked so surprised at my crying, as Shigures eyes wandered from me to Kyo, the shocked Toruh and Yuki's look.
" Stop please" I whispered, loud enough to be heard by everyone. "Don't kill me, please Kyo, I wont tell, please I swear, I wont tell" I scream the words lastly, hugging myself, crying as I coughed up blood, or so it seemed, Really I spit the blood was in my mouth out, trying to stop myself from laughing at their looks.
"What's wrong" Shigure started forward and I sobbed, looking at him with fake sad eyes. Putting that pitifully expression into my gaze. I was a good little fucking actor, and I knew it. "He killed him" I whispered. " I went outside, last night and I seen him. Ritsu, buried there, dead." I sobbed again, and spoke before Kyo could. "He was so cold.. s.. Shigure.. so cold. I went inside, I was shocked. So shocked, I didn't believe it at first. I should have gone to you." More sobs. I tried so hard not to laugh, and it was so fucking hard. "Then this morning, I told Kyo" I sobbed more, my words just being able to form, my body shaking from that suppressed laughter. "he told me.. that R.. Ritsu had annoyed him. H.. He told me he had killed him!.. I didn't want to believe it.. he.. he told me, he'd hurt me if I told. I whimpered as I gazed at the cat, who looked so shocked and mad at the lies coming out of my mouth. "Why you little liar" he cried making a grab for me. I screamed and moved back. "Please no Kyo! NO! I know I told you that I wouldn't tell but I can't keep it in! You killed him Kyo! you said you'd kill me if I told. Don't hit me anymore DON'T!" I cowered and, and lowered y head to the ground, sobbing to stop my laughter.
Kyo turned to the others his eyes wide. " I didn't do it!" He yelled, fist shaking. "I went outside and seen that little runt touching that body! It was sick! I came in here to ask about it! Then he stared saying shit! I didn`t mean to hit him!" He broke off as his eyes and mine took in everyone. Shigure was pale, that grin no where near his face, he was gazing at Kyo in digust and fear. Yuki was poised right in front of Toruh, as if scared he'd attack her. And Toruh..
Her eyes where wide in fear of Kyo. He stopped, the look on his face heartbreaking, as he realised that she didn't believe him. God this was working out good I thought as Kyo, in his normal style didn't `t stay. He ran, ran out that door from the story that might have saved his innocent, ran, leaving them to believe me. He brushed past Shigure, running to the door. "I'll find someone that does believe me!" he yelled as he tore away. I sobbed, tears hitting the floor. I made me eyes roll behind my eyes, pretending to faint. There was a gasp from Toruh as Yuki moved forward. I was watching him though my eye lids. And before I lay still closing my eyes fully I seen the look on Yuki's face. it was compassion, and concern. He cared for me, what happened to me. I never felt so happy in my whole life.

Sorry for the late upload. Been busy making my army of darkness. ^___^ Thank you all for updating and guessing. And no..i wont tell you. heh you'll find out soon.