Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Newlyweds ❯ Chapter 10

Shigure bit his lip "I knew that and I already got it figured out.. I won't let her see him"

 

"When the time comes when he wants her out of the family her memories erased then what?"

 

Shigure shivered "I'll take the baby so she won't be burdened with it!"

 

"She'll feel something missing you can't destroy a bond with a mother and child."

 

Shigure growled "What do you want me to do!?"

 

"I don't know, but I want you prepared for that if the time come." Yuki leant back against the door now looking to Shigure.

 

Shigure growled again "Get out of my office!!"

 

Yuki glared at him as he left the room Tohru standing right behind the door as Yuki walked past.

 

Shigure put his head in his arms biting back sobs, he really didn't want to cry, and He wanted Tohru to live a happy life but no matter what he did it always fucked up. She walked in quietly as she knelt in front of his desk reaching over petting his head. Shigure shivered looking up at her "Tohru... I'm sorry...."

 

"For what I think your doing a good job at protecting our baby." She was smiling for him now as she continued to pet him like a dog.

 

Shigure shivered sniffling "I'm not... Yuki's right... I'm a horrible father.., and husband... You shouldn't have ever married me.."

 

Her smile slowly faded as she looked away. ".... I... I still have money saved up I can always find a place to live in town...." She slowly stood up now the puppy fallowing behind her.

 

Shigure shivered sniffling "I'm sorry... I'm a horrible person" he got up walking out of the room and out of the house. She watched him before running up the steps to her room pulling out a suitcase starting to pack things now. '.... Now after all this he thinks he can't do it.... I knew this was to good to be true....' Before she could finish she fell to her knees flinching in pain. Shigure sat on the porch sniffling wiping his eyes, he sighed a bit.

 

She struggled to her feet leaving her bag behind. She used the wall to make it down the steps she was in a lot of pain, but she didn't know why. "... Shigure-san...."

 

Shigure blinked at her "You ok?" She shook her head as she made it down the wooden steps her face was really pale before she slide down the wall she was using to balance herself with. Shigure cursed then ran to her laying her on the couch he ran to the phone dialing Hatori's number. Yuki watched him before running off into the kitchen getting her towels and ice.

 

Hatori after calming Shigure down enough to speak a sentence at a time told the other he was on his way before hanging up, Shigure ran to Tohru's side "You ok?"

 

She nodded lightly as she tried to smile for him trying to pretend she wasn't in any pain. "... Its to earlier if its happening isn't it....?" She looked to him a little worried Yuki bringing in cool towels. Shigure shivered.

 

Yuki carefully put a wet cool cloth on her forehead. "Its probably just a little anxiety about having a child. Miss Honda's still very young after all." Shigure nodded petting her, the dog whimpering nudging her hand, the door opened slowly when Hatori walked in. Yuki sat on the arm of the couch like an overprotective child when his mother got sick. She smiled faintly feeling Shigure's hand.

 

Shigure shivered kissing her softly, Hatori knelt down "What's wrong?"

 

".... I felt really weak and sick all of a sudden when I was packing...." She spoke softly.

 

Shigure bit his lip hard enough to draw blood "p-packing?" Shigure sighed softly as Hatori felt around her stomach then nodded "You're too stressed... You need to relax.. Next time it's going to be labor pains"

 

She nodded lightly smiling a bit. ".... Maybe I'll just lay down or eat something next time..."

 

Hatori nodded then got up "Call me if she has anymore pains.. Tomorrow I'll bring Kyou” Shigure shivered having not once looked at the ground since Tohru admitted she was packing

 

She smiled. "Please don't tell Kyou-kun that I've gotten fat I don't want him getting scared."

 

Hatori nodded "Hai.. You take care.. of yourself.. And Shigure” Shigure stood up walking to his study

 

Yuki watched him as Tohru nodded. "Thank you Hatori-san."

 

Hatori nodded walking out of the house, Shigure started to pet the dog a he wrote on some blank paper. She got up after resting for a short time Yuki watching her sadly as she walked into Shigure's office. Shigure shivered then stopped writing and walked out of the room rather upset.

 

Yuki stepped out of the kitchen making warm tea for Tohru. "Where you going now?"

 

Shigure grabbed at Yuki "Piss off you mangy rat Its non of your business where I go now is it?! Are you my wife?! No! My wife wants t leave me.. I'm just showing her I won't force her to stay if I'm an ass! So go play with Kyou you twisted son-of-a-bi-" he was cut off by the dogs barking

 

He looked up to him startled never seeing him act like this. "...If she wanted to leave you she would have sooner... I can't see why she would stay with the way you been acting...."

 

Shigure grabbed Yuki's shirt pushing him to the wall with the look of utter hate "Shut up.. You only see what you want to see. You want her so bad have her! I seem to be doing a horrible job to everyone anyways!" he let go of Yuki storming out of the house

 

She stepped out of the room hearing the two. She quickly moved outside following after Shigure ignoring Yuki at the time. "Shigure-san."

 

Shigure glared at her "Leave me alone!" His tears streamed down his cheeks as he turned walking off "I'm nothing but a useless bastard..."

 

"Why do you hate me now?!" She screamed at him before she looked down.

 

Shigure shivered "You tried to run away from me!!!"

 

"You made me feel like you didn't want me anymore...."

 

Shigure shivered "Why?! Because I was being told I was useless!? you always find fault in me! ALWAYS and everyone else... Is right..." he shook his head

 

".... I never meant to... I never meant to hurt you..." She looked to him sadly.

 

Shigure shivered "You always say that and you always do it"

 

She looked down slowly. ".... What do you want me to do.... Do you want me to have the child and you keep the baby.... or me have the baby after Hatori-san's erased my memories..." She looked to him sadly. ".... Its your choice..."

 

Shigure growled "I don't want you doing this anymore! I don't want you attempting to run away! I'm as good as I can be!"

 

"Then don't say your a horrible father..... You haven't had the chance to be father.... It hurt me so much when you said I shouldn't have stayed married to you...."

 

Shigure growled, "THEN DON'T!!" He looked away "You wouldn't under stand or care! Do what you want Tohru.. I'm gone" he walked off to the forest. She followed after him quickly reaching for his hand.

 

Shigure pulled away tears in his eyes "You always showed Kyou and Yuki love.. When it was like to be.. Loved... And when I get my shot.. You treat me like scum"

 

"... If I loved them wouldn't I be with one of the two!" She growled at him tears rolling down her cheeks. "... If I loved them wouldn't I be having their child and not yours..."

 

Shigure shivered "You don't love me! You never showed it! You... You always told me.. How horrible and bad I was.. I never... NEVER got an "I love you" and that gets really old.. I'm always the bastard who married you in your drunken state.. You want to know what?! You can divorce me and marry either one of those... Those bastards! See if I care.. I'm going to go away... I'm leaving Japan."