Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Raped Love ❯ Scar ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Authoress Note: I put this under self insertion because even though I don't live the life of the character, she resembles me in every other possible way. This would basically be me if my family was dead and I lived with an abusive and perverted cousin. Just don't get the idea that I have been raped or abused or anything. I live a pretty good life.

Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket or any reference to anything that already exists. Please don't sue me. My computer is my most valuable possession, and it's a piece of crap.

A/N: I'm writing this right after I posted chapter 3, so I only have two review by the same person, and she's my neighbor who I've been bugging to read this for like 3 weeks.. But it's all good. I'm in a ficcy mood.

Chapter Four: Scar

"What the Hell?" asked Kyo in a surprised rage. "Why the Hell did you do that?"

"Aww, you're so cute and fuzzy in cat form! You're so adorable!"

"That didn't answer my question! Why did you do that?"

"Because I wanted to see what an orange cat would look like in real life, not just a drawing," Savannah replied. She then hugged him until she sneezed. "Damn it. I forgot I was allergic to cats."

Kyo shot out of her arms at this point. "There better not be snot in my fur, because then it'll be in my hair!"

"Don't worry, I sneezed in the other direction."

"That's not what I meant. Stop hugging me!"

As Savannah chased Kyo around the room, the other Sohmas laughed and smiled in amusement.

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That night Savannah was staying at Shigure's house, sharing a room with Tohru. She sat up in bed, staring at the wall in silence. Savannah suddenly had an idea and got up and walked out of the room.

She slipped downstairs as quietly as she could. She tiptoed into the kitchen, trying to remember where they kept the knives. Once she finally found the drawer, Savannah was dissapointed to see that they were only the small ones used during a dinner.

Lifting her head up, she looked around and saw the big knife that had been used in the first episode when Hana was cutting something.

'Perfect,' she thought. She softly made her way over the the knife, grabbed it, and quickly but quietly made her way out of the kitchen.

Knowing Shigure slept on that level, and not wanting to wake up Yuki, Kyo, or Tohru, she silently moved herself to the front porch.

Thinking to herself, 'It wasn't that bad until he did that to me,' she raised the blade to the side of her left hand.

Just as she was about to pierce the skin, a deep, almost nagging voice asked, "Why are you doing that?"

Quickly Savannah turned around to see Kyo standing behind her.

"Um...uh.... Well you see..." was all that Savannah could say, not knowing what she should really respond.

Kyo took the knife and set it aside. "What would make you so unhappy that you would hurt yourself."

"Various things."

"Like what?"

"Like what my cousin did to me right before I came here."

"And what was that?"

"None of your business."

"Fine. Then what else?"

"Not being able to take my medicine today."

"Wait, rewind. Medicine?"

"Anti-depressents. Uppers. Happy pills. What ever you wanna call them. It's the crap meds that keep me happy. And they're at my house in America. So now I feel like this."

"Ok, then. I just don't get it. You seemed so happy earlier today. How could you feel so bad you want to hurt yourself in just a few hours."

"A mask. It's all a mask. So fake act I put on so people don't discover the truth."

"And what would that be?"

"That I feel like this. That these types of things happen. That my cousin...nevermind."

"No, what about your cousin? You've mention her twice."

"My cousin is a guy...."

"Oh.... Well, what does he do?"

"It's none of your business. Now get back to your roof, Baka neko."

"No, damnit. If you're livin' in the smae place as me, I wanna know what's going on."

" 'Get used to dissapointment.' "

Kyo blinked rapidly, never having been given that type of response by anyone besides Yuki.

"Ok, sorry. I was quoting a movie. They must not have any good films in this country."

"Um..ok, whatever. Just tell me what he did to you."

"No."

"Tell me!"

"It's none of your business!"

Kyo let his rage get the best of him and grabbed Savannah, pushing her to the ground. He held her down by the shoulders. To his surprise, she didn't fight back. Instead, her eyes welled up with tears.

"Wait. What did I do? I didn't mean to hurt you. Did I throw you too hard? I thought you were used to being thrown around, seeing how you reacted to Akito."

"That's not it! No one can understand!" Savannah screamed, turning her head so he couldn't see her cry.

"This has something to do with that cousin of yours, doesn't it?"

"And what if it does?"

"Then I would like you to tell me. Because you're going to stay in this position until you tell me."

"You really want to know?"

"Yes!"

"He raped me, ok?! He abused me and then raped me! It was only abuse until the night before I got here. And then he raped me that last night! Happy now?!"

Kyo stared at her in shock for a minute or so, and then let her get up. "I'm sorry. I had no idea."

Savannah ran back into her room crying.

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A/N: As I was writing this I got a review from another friend of mine from school. Thankies, Razan!!! Anyways, sorry if this is too short, but I thought it was a good stopping point.