Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Sick Of Secrets ❯ Pain ( Chapter 10 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Lupin666 
Anime/Manga: Fruits Basket Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 04.06.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 411 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Fruits Basket Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 04.06.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 411 | Status: Completed
Sick Of Secrets
All characters are (c) Natsuki Takaya.
"Pain" belongs to Jimmy Eat World.
Don’t like, don’t read.
ENJOY :3
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SICK OF SECRETS ch. 10
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YUKI
After breakfast I decided to go out to my secret base. I helped Tohru with the dishes and headed outside. I was about to turn around to look up to Kyo's window to see if I could see him but I quickly changed my mind. I walked through the shadowy forest to find my gardening tools next to my vegetable garden. Still how I left it the last time.
"Now... which are ready to be picked today?" I studied the carrots and the turnips. None were ready to be picked yet.
I took a seat by a tree. The shade felt nice.
Kyo was crying...
When I approached him in the hallway the other night... he was crying. It scared me. I had never seen Kyo like that.
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.I know.I'm gonna smile and not get worried.I try but it shows.
I'm just going to forget about it. Pretend it never happened.
I heard a car pull up. It was a black car with tinted windows. Must be Hatori coming to pick up Haru. I was considering going back to the house to say good-bye but I was too caught up in the peaceful tranquility that was my secret base. I felt myself grow tired. I'll just close my eyes for a minute.
"Open the door!"
I was startled. Was that Kyo's voice? There was Hatori's car again. I could only make out an image of the passengers in the back seat. Looked like Haru and someone else.
Kyo?
Did Kyo go with them? But why would Kyo possibly go with Haru?
Anyone can make what I have built.And better nowAnyone can find the same white pills.It takes my pain away.
I got up and walked back to the house. This time I looked up at Kyo's window. The shades were closed. Were they always like that? Maybe he's just sleeping?
I opened the front door and took my shoes off. Kyo's shoes were missing. Perhaps he had left after all? I trailed down the hall and turned to Shigure's office.
There was Shigure, sitting at his desk typing on his laptop.
"Shigure, did Haru already leave?" I asked.
"Yes. He just left a couple minutes ago with..." Shigure was distracted by something on his computer screen.
"With...?" I said anxiously.
"Oh. Sorry. He left with Kyo." So it is true!
"Why'd Kyo go?" I asked.
"No idea," Shigure lifted his glasses to the top of his head, "He just up and left all of a sudden."
"But I thought he didn’t like Haru."
"Why do you care so much? I thought you hated him." Shigure looked up at me with those accusing eyes of his.
"I...I don’t! Why would I care about what that stupid cat does anyway?" I left.
It's a lie. A kiss with open eyesAnd she's not breathing back.Anything but bother me.Nevermind these are hurried times.Oh oh ohI can't let it bother me.
I went to my room and accidentally slammed the door. What is the damn Shigure thinking? He doesn’t know what he's talking about! Damn him! I lay down on my bed, trying to fall back to sleep. No use. I’m awake now. I hate Sundays...
I was thinking of what to do with my spare time. I already went out to the base. Tohru's probably busy. Kyo's not home. Shigure's being an ass.
It was then I realized... I had no life outside the house. I’m usually home, at my secret base, or at school.
My god... I've turned into a loser.
"I need friends..." I sighed. I let out a weak laugh. I’m going crazy in this place.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.I did.But it's a false sense of accomplishment.Everytime I quit
It got darker out.
Rather than laughing at my own expense, I started to draw. At first my imagination was completely blank. I never really thought about art. I walked over to my window and sat on the window sill. The view was pretty interesting.
I started drawing everything that I saw. The trees, the pond, the dirt road... At first I didn’t like how it turned out. But then I started getting more into detail. The leaves weren’t just ovals, they were leaves. The pond wasn’t just a circle, it was water. The more I got into detail, the more I was proud of myself at the nearly accomplished piece.
Anyone can see my every flaw.It isn't hard.Anyone can say they're above this all.It takes my pain away.
"Yuki?" Tohru knocked on my door.
"Hm?" I answered. I was already way into my picture.
"Um... could you possibly go out to get something for me? I hate to ask but I can’t get away right now." I opened the door.
"Sure. What do you need?"
"Could you get some more green tea? We're all out."
"Okay."
"Thanks." She smiled.
I can't let it bother me.
I picked out one of the last boxes of green tea that was left. I brought it to the cash register and paid for it.
"Thanks" I said and left.
I looked at my watch. 10:38 already? I better hurry back. If I don’t then I won’t get much sleep so I won’t be ready for school tomor- YOU ARE SUCH A LOSER!! I punished myself for being such a school nerd.
I walked down a few doors where I was at the dodgy end of Tokyo. Mostly Drug dealers and prostititutes hang out this late at night.
"Yo, man! Your outta your mind!!" I heard a voice yell. I turned around.
"Oh my god!" I gasped. "Kyo?"
It takes my pain away.
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Hey readers. Hah, I left it on a kind of cliffhanger there, didn’t I?
Salena-Jagonashithis is really good plus this chapter was also really funny! glad to know you FINALLY updated!! please do it agian soon! i BEG YOU! lol ^_^
Ashesofthesage
Thank you! Yea, sorry about the wait. I have other stories needing to be uploaded too. :P
SailorMSoldierw00t! Kyo in eyeliner!! w00t-ness! :)
Ashesofthesage
Hehe. I love guys in eyeliner, too! especially Kyo! He'd be hot... er... Thanks for reading!
IkI i read you story in like 1 hour the whole thing and thats saying something cause i'm a slow reader whith a short attention span please update soon i wanna know what happens next :P this is one of my fave stories, acually probbly my fave story ^^ please update i love it :P
Ashesofthesage
Wow! Thank you so much! ::blushes:: There not THAT good, are they? haha. Thank you so much for reading!
unheard screamswoo. kyo's dressing like a fag. heh heh. so is this gonna be kyoxyuki or kyoxharu? well anyway please continue!
Ashesofthesage
......a what? Why would you call Kyo a fag? Is it because he's wearing a little make-up or he's dressing punk-rock? Please dont insult the characters with your choice of words. It's not Kyo/Haru in any way. There just hanging out like friends. I guess it's because there in such a vulnerable stage in their lives, that they just dont want to be alone. And who better to be with than a person who goes through the same thing as you do (the curse). Please stay tuned until the end for further questions.
Yea... so next is chappie 11...
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All characters are (c) Natsuki Takaya.
"Pain" belongs to Jimmy Eat World.
Don’t like, don’t read.
ENJOY :3
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SICK OF SECRETS ch. 10
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-
YUKI
After breakfast I decided to go out to my secret base. I helped Tohru with the dishes and headed outside. I was about to turn around to look up to Kyo's window to see if I could see him but I quickly changed my mind. I walked through the shadowy forest to find my gardening tools next to my vegetable garden. Still how I left it the last time.
"Now... which are ready to be picked today?" I studied the carrots and the turnips. None were ready to be picked yet.
I took a seat by a tree. The shade felt nice.
Kyo was crying...
When I approached him in the hallway the other night... he was crying. It scared me. I had never seen Kyo like that.
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.I know.I'm gonna smile and not get worried.I try but it shows.
I'm just going to forget about it. Pretend it never happened.
I heard a car pull up. It was a black car with tinted windows. Must be Hatori coming to pick up Haru. I was considering going back to the house to say good-bye but I was too caught up in the peaceful tranquility that was my secret base. I felt myself grow tired. I'll just close my eyes for a minute.
"Open the door!"
I was startled. Was that Kyo's voice? There was Hatori's car again. I could only make out an image of the passengers in the back seat. Looked like Haru and someone else.
Kyo?
Did Kyo go with them? But why would Kyo possibly go with Haru?
Anyone can make what I have built.And better nowAnyone can find the same white pills.It takes my pain away.
I got up and walked back to the house. This time I looked up at Kyo's window. The shades were closed. Were they always like that? Maybe he's just sleeping?
I opened the front door and took my shoes off. Kyo's shoes were missing. Perhaps he had left after all? I trailed down the hall and turned to Shigure's office.
There was Shigure, sitting at his desk typing on his laptop.
"Shigure, did Haru already leave?" I asked.
"Yes. He just left a couple minutes ago with..." Shigure was distracted by something on his computer screen.
"With...?" I said anxiously.
"Oh. Sorry. He left with Kyo." So it is true!
"Why'd Kyo go?" I asked.
"No idea," Shigure lifted his glasses to the top of his head, "He just up and left all of a sudden."
"But I thought he didn’t like Haru."
"Why do you care so much? I thought you hated him." Shigure looked up at me with those accusing eyes of his.
"I...I don’t! Why would I care about what that stupid cat does anyway?" I left.
It's a lie. A kiss with open eyesAnd she's not breathing back.Anything but bother me.Nevermind these are hurried times.Oh oh ohI can't let it bother me.
I went to my room and accidentally slammed the door. What is the damn Shigure thinking? He doesn’t know what he's talking about! Damn him! I lay down on my bed, trying to fall back to sleep. No use. I’m awake now. I hate Sundays...
I was thinking of what to do with my spare time. I already went out to the base. Tohru's probably busy. Kyo's not home. Shigure's being an ass.
It was then I realized... I had no life outside the house. I’m usually home, at my secret base, or at school.
My god... I've turned into a loser.
"I need friends..." I sighed. I let out a weak laugh. I’m going crazy in this place.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.I did.But it's a false sense of accomplishment.Everytime I quit
It got darker out.
Rather than laughing at my own expense, I started to draw. At first my imagination was completely blank. I never really thought about art. I walked over to my window and sat on the window sill. The view was pretty interesting.
I started drawing everything that I saw. The trees, the pond, the dirt road... At first I didn’t like how it turned out. But then I started getting more into detail. The leaves weren’t just ovals, they were leaves. The pond wasn’t just a circle, it was water. The more I got into detail, the more I was proud of myself at the nearly accomplished piece.
Anyone can see my every flaw.It isn't hard.Anyone can say they're above this all.It takes my pain away.
"Yuki?" Tohru knocked on my door.
"Hm?" I answered. I was already way into my picture.
"Um... could you possibly go out to get something for me? I hate to ask but I can’t get away right now." I opened the door.
"Sure. What do you need?"
"Could you get some more green tea? We're all out."
"Okay."
"Thanks." She smiled.
I can't let it bother me.
I picked out one of the last boxes of green tea that was left. I brought it to the cash register and paid for it.
"Thanks" I said and left.
I looked at my watch. 10:38 already? I better hurry back. If I don’t then I won’t get much sleep so I won’t be ready for school tomor- YOU ARE SUCH A LOSER!! I punished myself for being such a school nerd.
I walked down a few doors where I was at the dodgy end of Tokyo. Mostly Drug dealers and prostititutes hang out this late at night.
"Yo, man! Your outta your mind!!" I heard a voice yell. I turned around.
"Oh my god!" I gasped. "Kyo?"
It takes my pain away.
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Hey readers. Hah, I left it on a kind of cliffhanger there, didn’t I?
Salena-Jagonashithis is really good plus this chapter was also really funny! glad to know you FINALLY updated!! please do it agian soon! i BEG YOU! lol ^_^
Ashesofthesage
Thank you! Yea, sorry about the wait. I have other stories needing to be uploaded too. :P
SailorMSoldierw00t! Kyo in eyeliner!! w00t-ness! :)
Ashesofthesage
Hehe. I love guys in eyeliner, too! especially Kyo! He'd be hot... er... Thanks for reading!
IkI i read you story in like 1 hour the whole thing and thats saying something cause i'm a slow reader whith a short attention span please update soon i wanna know what happens next :P this is one of my fave stories, acually probbly my fave story ^^ please update i love it :P
Ashesofthesage
Wow! Thank you so much! ::blushes:: There not THAT good, are they? haha. Thank you so much for reading!
unheard screamswoo. kyo's dressing like a fag. heh heh. so is this gonna be kyoxyuki or kyoxharu? well anyway please continue!
Ashesofthesage
......a what? Why would you call Kyo a fag? Is it because he's wearing a little make-up or he's dressing punk-rock? Please dont insult the characters with your choice of words. It's not Kyo/Haru in any way. There just hanging out like friends. I guess it's because there in such a vulnerable stage in their lives, that they just dont want to be alone. And who better to be with than a person who goes through the same thing as you do (the curse). Please stay tuned until the end for further questions.
Yea... so next is chappie 11...
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