Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Tsumetai kaze ga hikareba ❯ Depression sets in ( Chapter 1 )

Tsumetai kaze ga hikareba, sono te tsunaide

 

(disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket.)

WHEN ENEMIES BECOME FRIENDS AND THE OUTCAST IS LOVED. WHEN THE INOCCENT GROW UP AND THE DISTRAUGHT FIND HOPE. WHEN THE HIDDEN POWER AWAKENS, THE FLOWER WILL BLOOM, LOVE WILL SPROUT AND LIVES ARE CHANGED FOREVER.

…ONLY THEN, THE CURSE BE LIFTED. - Kaihime (Utena) Kururugi

 

 

(A/N: the weird beginning actually does have something to do with the story; you could call it the PLOT if you will.

 

(Little demon-wolf named Kairi):*Smacks me on head* Baka! Don't give away story so much, sora! *takes out giant paper fan* Hyaaaaaaaa!

 

Me: Itai! Nande Ru Baka! (Why? you idiot!)

Utena: you rude, sora!)

 

 

(Several weeks after end of anime)

 

Tohru had been thinking about this for weeks. She was always apologizing for things that weren't really her fault. `Why must I always be so submissive?' she would ask herself. `Because mom always wanted me to be polite.' she would always answer. Tohru had been fighting a battle within herself for weeks now and she wasn't sure if she was answering herself correctly. Slowly she started to doubt those who loved. Loving only brought pain and suffering in the end. Did she really want to suffer any more? She had been hiding things from those she loved, lying to them, to all of them, and she felt guilty. Haunted by self doubt Tohru became engulfed in a dark cloud of despair, a power source to those who chose to use the power of hatred. In the end, all love does is hurt you, people betray you, and tear your heart open then leave you behind in this cold planet expecting you to heal ALL BY YOUSELF. That was how she felt.

 

Yet, a small part of her chose to hope, and it would be her salvation, so she hoped…

(A/N: pun actually wasn't intended but it worked out.)

 

Kyo's POV

 

How could anyone love him, this fetid, disgusting creature he is? He wasn't human, he was a monster, forced to suffer on the planet earth. Heck, even HELL didn't want him, what a pathetic life form he was. And that girl, her attempts to accept him were probably acting or pity. He didn't want pity, it hurt too much. I'm so pitiful…, is what she thinks.

 

BUT! Yet, another miniscule part of him fought these absurd feelings weighing him down.

“That's not how I feel…!” he tried to scream. `that's not the true me…'

 

Yuki's POV

 

Poor Yuki, you can't even begin to imagine where he was right now. How painful and dark, a captive in his own mind. Perhaps the worst punishment there is, to know that you are slowly losing your mind and going insane while the only sane part is locked up in a cage. A caged bird that lost the ability to fly. Watching your own mind deteriorating while reliving your darkest nightmares. Countless torture sessions, a cold heart, ready for the taking, radiating the color of despair, so beautiful and twisted.

 

And once again, he is still attached to the world of humans. Lying, Backstabbing humans.

 

And unbeknownst to them all, crimson eyes watch and wait patiently.

 

“Oh, we can change all that…kukukukukukukuku!”

 

So! My first fanfic. Will accept all reviews, flames and all. I'm not usually one for depressing stories but I will add plenty of happiness and drabble, and fluff, later on. For now, please review.

 

THEN MAYBE I WILL MAKE ANOTHER CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

DON'T KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!* runs in other direction*