Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ All Sinners ❯ Ed's Weakness ( Chapter 2 )

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TITLE: ALL SINNERS : Ed's weakness.
AUTHOR: Cherrymelle
FANDOM: Fullmetal Alchemist
PAIRING: RoyxEd, LingxEd, EdxAl and slight EdxHoenheim
RATING: R
GENRE: Vignettes various genres
WARNING: yaoi, overall angst, incest, sexual situations, language
DISCLAIMER : Full Metal Alchemist and its characters aren't mine, but the following fic is mine. Anyway, that's not like I was making money out of either of them.
SUMMARY: After an obsessive Roy, here comes a manipulative Edward.
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Lust
 
Ed missed the armor at times and he hated himself for it. Yet, it had been so much simpler when the soul he loved didn't have real flesh.
 
Once, he had been able to disguise his devotion with guilt. People were so prompt to fall in awe of his dedication. That was bullshit!
 
Oh sure, he was the one to give Al back his willowy body, his pale skin, his silky hair, his smoky eyes and his blinding smile. But still, there was no way he would ever forgive himself for wanting to fuck his own brother so bad.
 
 
Sloth
 
Everything in his life had always been a fight. He had moved so many mountains that he was surprised he could still move at all. He wasn't even sixteen yet and he was already wary of life.
 
When Mustang finally made his move, he had been waiting for it for quite some time. He had always thought that when the time came, he would fight. But, what was the point really?
 
He was so tired, so battle-weary. And wasn't it good in a way to not be the one doing the conquering for once? Giving in was so much easier.
 
 
Pride
 
His eyebrow twitched. He wouldn't give the bastard satisfaction. He was too old now for pointless outbursts and childish rants. But he would show him. Oh yes he would.
 
When he marched upon Roy with a predatory gleam in golden eyes, the older man looked surprised, but not altogether disappointed.
 
Roy was pretty fair-play in this. He didn't seem to have anything against a change of pace. He didn't even protest the too hasty preparation.
 
Much later, once Roy lied heaving and well-fucked, Ed let himself gloat.
 
“So, not so `little' eh Colonel?”
 
Roy snorted but didn't deny the statement.
 
 
Gluttony
 
“You'll make yourself sick.”
 
Edward wolfed down his sixth serving and smiled at Gracia-san. He fasted for three days.
 
 
“For how long did you stay in the sun?”
 
Ed looked up at Al, shrugging. He moaned when the scarlet skin stretched painfully over his shoulders.
 
 
“Boss, that's strong liquor you know.”
 
Ed nodded and downed another shot of tequila. He spent the night bowing to the porcelain god.
 
 
“You don't do anything half-way, do you Fullmetal?”
 
Ed stayed silent but didn't quite manage to hide the wince when he sat up.
 
 
All or nothing, that was the way of life.
 
 
Wrath
 
How could she? She was like their sister or something. She had absolutely no right to sully him with her greedy paws.
 
He was shaking in silent rage since Al had hung up on him. Of course, poor little sweet Al wouldn't see how wrong this was. But Ed would't let her steal his brother away. And if she hurt him...
 
When he caught himself thinking of places to hide the body, he sought for ways to vent... Perfect! He would take it out on Roy. That was what the bastard was for after all. Beating him was always soothing.
 
 
Greed
 
He had always wanted to be the world for someone. But, not for anybody. It had to be for someone exceptional.
 
While his little brother was armor, Ed had been his world. But that hadn't lasted. Al wasn't so great anyway.
 
Later, he had become the world for Roy Mustang. Unfortunately, Amestris wouldn't ever recognize the male lover of the Fuhrer and Roy was getting old.
 
So, when he had an offer from a much younger suitor, a handsome prince, future Emperor no less, he seized the occasion.
 
“I will be the Emperor's consort. Who is exceptional now? Eh Hoenheim?”
 
 
Envy
 
At first glance Roy could appear conceited, but he wasn't really. He was an honest man. When he wanted something, he took it. As simple as that, without any regards for other's opinions.
 
Sooner or later, everyone bowed down to him. Anyone would find this unfair, especially someone like Ed. Someone who couldn't voice his darkest desires without hating himself.
 
Roy wanted him, he was using him, and he let him. On the morrow, the man would learn how it was to despise oneself. And if Ed cried over his own shameful and incestuous wants, it wasn't like anybody cared.
 
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