Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Finding ❯ Never Losing Hope ( Chapter 33 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
"Ed, I finished making a new arm for you. It's the best I've made. I'm sorry it took so long." Winry said walking in Ed's room with him new arm.
Ed looked away from the window at his friend. Winry looked sad and disturbed. He had only seen that look on her a few times, like when she begged for him to open up to her more. She looked like she was on the verge of tears. He knew it was because she felt really sorry for him. It hurt him to see her grieving fo him when he refusses to do it for himself. He looked her in the eye and smiled. She looked shocked but walked up to him to prepare him for his new arm.
"Winry, don't be upset over me. I smile because I know that Lilly can still be saved and that this isn't the end for her." Ed said still smiling.
Winry looked away from him.
"It's hard you know." Winry whispered and Ed looked confussed. "It's hard to be sad for you and for me. Ed if you don't morn Lilly's new...state, then you will end up bottleing it up and that's not good."
"Winry, if I morn for her then it will only prevent me from trying to help her. I don't have time to worry about how she got the way she is or why I can't get her to see the truth. All I need to worry about is finding a way to get her to come home. That's all." Ed said.
Winry finished hooking Ed up and looked at him.
"Ready?"
"I'm never ready but I always know I have to be." Ed said closing his eyes.
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Celine walked to the room she was staying in and found Al sitting on her bed. She closed the door behind her and sat next to him. Al was looking down and hidding his face in his hair. She knew something was wrong.
"Al, what is it?" Celine asked.
Al looked up with a cross between an angry look and an consern look on. Celine stared at hm as he spoke.
"Celine, why did you hide behind me that day when we saw Lilly. You seemed scared." Al asked in a stern voice.
Lilly had never herd him in such a voice. She didn't know wheither to be scared or thankful for his consern.
"I just got scared that's all." Celine replyed then looked down.
"Why? What made you so scared?" Al asked now in his normal voice. "When Envy looked at you, you hid behind me. Are you scared of him?"
"In a way, yes."
"What makes you so scared of him when so many people were around to protect you?"
"Something happened....I can't tell you what.....but it was bad, and I don't like being around him even if I'm with friends." Celine said almost in tears.
"Why can't you tell me? Maybe I can help."
"No one can help, at least not anymore." Celine whispered. "Where were you when I needed help when it happened!!?!?!!!" Celine screamed then ran out.
"Celine, wait! When what happened?!!?" Al screamed after her.
Al ran to the door but found that Celine was long gone. Why was she so scared of him? I have to find out what happened. I have to find out if I can help. Al walked back in Celine's room and looked around. There has to be something in here that can help me. He looked on her desk and spoted a notebook. He walked over to it and picked it up.
"Celine's diary." He mummbled to himself.
I know I shouldn't but I might be able to help.
He opened the book to the last page. It talked about her incounter with Envy a few days ago and how she was scared to see him again. Al flipped a few pages back to see if he could find out what Envy had done. He came to a page that talked about Lilly helping her out then fliped a page back and read what had happened the cause her to be so frighted. He droped the book in discuss and ran out.
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Al busted into Ed's room just as Ed was getting his boots on.
"Hey Al." Ed said then looked up at his brother's conserned face. "What's wrong?"
Al ran over to Ed and Ed stood up.
"Celine.....Envy.....rape......" Was all that he could get out in between breaths.
Before Al could say anything else, Ed was out the door.
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Ed ran to the place where he and Lilly fought. Ed ran to the same spot he stood when he first saw her again.
"ENVY!!! I KNOW YOU CAN HERE ME!!!" Ed called out with anger in his voice.
No one came out.
"DAMN IT!! GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE NOW!!" Ed yelled.
Ed looked around then herd a all to familar laugh. Out from the shadows came Envy. He was alone. Ed clenched his fist as Envy walked towards him.
"Looking for me?" Envy asked with an evil grin.
"You bastard! You raped Celine!" Ed yelled.
"I only gave her what she wanted. It's not my fault she couldn't handle it." Envy laughted.
"Your going to pay!" Ed yelled as he transmutted his new arm into a sword. "I'm going to make sure you do!"
Ed ran towards Envy and Envy kicked at his head. Ed dodged it and swung upwards with his left fist, knocking Envy right in the jaw. Envy fliped backwards and landed on his feet. He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and laughed.
"What's so funny!?!" Ed yelled.
"You seem stronger and quicker since we last fought. Could it be that you have feeling for this girl? Maybe you wanted to be the one to have your way with her?" Envy laughted.
"Shut up!" Ed yelled and ran towards Envy again.
Envy fliped behind Ed and kicked him in the back. Ed fell to the ground but got up with out hestitation. Ed swung his sword and got Envy on the arm. Envy just laughted.
"You can't kill me."
"I can if I use Alchemy to or cut that transmution circle off you damn body!" Ed yelled back and jumped forward.
Envy gasped as he saw Ed come towards him. Ed swung his sword once more and cut Envy right below his thigh, almost getting Envy's transmution circle. Envy backed away with a scared look. Ed smiled and knew that he had this battle. He dove in again but something grabed his sord by the end and stoped him deaad in his tracks. Ed looked over to see who it was and saw Lilly holding his sword from striking. Her hand was firmly on the sword causing it to bleed. Ed looked at her face. It seemed that the pain wasn't affecting her at all, since she still had an emotionless look.
"Lilly..."Ed whispered.
"Envy, Lust sent me after you. The boss wants us." Lilly said looking Ed in the eyes, but acting as if she didn't notice him.
Envy dusted himself off and started walking back. Lilly let go of Ed's sword.
"I will not let you harm anyone other than me. I was told to make sure that you do not bother anyone other than me. He said that I was to take care of you myself, but I want you to be stronger so practice more so we can fight a real battle." Lilly said.
"Who is 'he'? Ed asked out load not meaning to.
"Corden, the one we call boss."Lilly responed then began to walk away.
Ed watched her leave and looked down at his hand he transmutted his arm back into it's original form and looked at it. His metal hand was covered in Lilly's blood. He never thought that, even by accident, that he would ever draw blood for her.
Ed looked away from the window at his friend. Winry looked sad and disturbed. He had only seen that look on her a few times, like when she begged for him to open up to her more. She looked like she was on the verge of tears. He knew it was because she felt really sorry for him. It hurt him to see her grieving fo him when he refusses to do it for himself. He looked her in the eye and smiled. She looked shocked but walked up to him to prepare him for his new arm.
"Winry, don't be upset over me. I smile because I know that Lilly can still be saved and that this isn't the end for her." Ed said still smiling.
Winry looked away from him.
"It's hard you know." Winry whispered and Ed looked confussed. "It's hard to be sad for you and for me. Ed if you don't morn Lilly's new...state, then you will end up bottleing it up and that's not good."
"Winry, if I morn for her then it will only prevent me from trying to help her. I don't have time to worry about how she got the way she is or why I can't get her to see the truth. All I need to worry about is finding a way to get her to come home. That's all." Ed said.
Winry finished hooking Ed up and looked at him.
"Ready?"
"I'm never ready but I always know I have to be." Ed said closing his eyes.
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Celine walked to the room she was staying in and found Al sitting on her bed. She closed the door behind her and sat next to him. Al was looking down and hidding his face in his hair. She knew something was wrong.
"Al, what is it?" Celine asked.
Al looked up with a cross between an angry look and an consern look on. Celine stared at hm as he spoke.
"Celine, why did you hide behind me that day when we saw Lilly. You seemed scared." Al asked in a stern voice.
Lilly had never herd him in such a voice. She didn't know wheither to be scared or thankful for his consern.
"I just got scared that's all." Celine replyed then looked down.
"Why? What made you so scared?" Al asked now in his normal voice. "When Envy looked at you, you hid behind me. Are you scared of him?"
"In a way, yes."
"What makes you so scared of him when so many people were around to protect you?"
"Something happened....I can't tell you what.....but it was bad, and I don't like being around him even if I'm with friends." Celine said almost in tears.
"Why can't you tell me? Maybe I can help."
"No one can help, at least not anymore." Celine whispered. "Where were you when I needed help when it happened!!?!?!!!" Celine screamed then ran out.
"Celine, wait! When what happened?!!?" Al screamed after her.
Al ran to the door but found that Celine was long gone. Why was she so scared of him? I have to find out what happened. I have to find out if I can help. Al walked back in Celine's room and looked around. There has to be something in here that can help me. He looked on her desk and spoted a notebook. He walked over to it and picked it up.
"Celine's diary." He mummbled to himself.
I know I shouldn't but I might be able to help.
He opened the book to the last page. It talked about her incounter with Envy a few days ago and how she was scared to see him again. Al flipped a few pages back to see if he could find out what Envy had done. He came to a page that talked about Lilly helping her out then fliped a page back and read what had happened the cause her to be so frighted. He droped the book in discuss and ran out.
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Al busted into Ed's room just as Ed was getting his boots on.
"Hey Al." Ed said then looked up at his brother's conserned face. "What's wrong?"
Al ran over to Ed and Ed stood up.
"Celine.....Envy.....rape......" Was all that he could get out in between breaths.
Before Al could say anything else, Ed was out the door.
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Ed ran to the place where he and Lilly fought. Ed ran to the same spot he stood when he first saw her again.
"ENVY!!! I KNOW YOU CAN HERE ME!!!" Ed called out with anger in his voice.
No one came out.
"DAMN IT!! GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE NOW!!" Ed yelled.
Ed looked around then herd a all to familar laugh. Out from the shadows came Envy. He was alone. Ed clenched his fist as Envy walked towards him.
"Looking for me?" Envy asked with an evil grin.
"You bastard! You raped Celine!" Ed yelled.
"I only gave her what she wanted. It's not my fault she couldn't handle it." Envy laughted.
"Your going to pay!" Ed yelled as he transmutted his new arm into a sword. "I'm going to make sure you do!"
Ed ran towards Envy and Envy kicked at his head. Ed dodged it and swung upwards with his left fist, knocking Envy right in the jaw. Envy fliped backwards and landed on his feet. He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and laughed.
"What's so funny!?!" Ed yelled.
"You seem stronger and quicker since we last fought. Could it be that you have feeling for this girl? Maybe you wanted to be the one to have your way with her?" Envy laughted.
"Shut up!" Ed yelled and ran towards Envy again.
Envy fliped behind Ed and kicked him in the back. Ed fell to the ground but got up with out hestitation. Ed swung his sword and got Envy on the arm. Envy just laughted.
"You can't kill me."
"I can if I use Alchemy to or cut that transmution circle off you damn body!" Ed yelled back and jumped forward.
Envy gasped as he saw Ed come towards him. Ed swung his sword once more and cut Envy right below his thigh, almost getting Envy's transmution circle. Envy backed away with a scared look. Ed smiled and knew that he had this battle. He dove in again but something grabed his sord by the end and stoped him deaad in his tracks. Ed looked over to see who it was and saw Lilly holding his sword from striking. Her hand was firmly on the sword causing it to bleed. Ed looked at her face. It seemed that the pain wasn't affecting her at all, since she still had an emotionless look.
"Lilly..."Ed whispered.
"Envy, Lust sent me after you. The boss wants us." Lilly said looking Ed in the eyes, but acting as if she didn't notice him.
Envy dusted himself off and started walking back. Lilly let go of Ed's sword.
"I will not let you harm anyone other than me. I was told to make sure that you do not bother anyone other than me. He said that I was to take care of you myself, but I want you to be stronger so practice more so we can fight a real battle." Lilly said.
"Who is 'he'? Ed asked out load not meaning to.
"Corden, the one we call boss."Lilly responed then began to walk away.
Ed watched her leave and looked down at his hand he transmutted his arm back into it's original form and looked at it. His metal hand was covered in Lilly's blood. He never thought that, even by accident, that he would ever draw blood for her.