Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Finding ❯ Surprises ( Chapter 43 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Ed woke up as something hit him hard in the stomack. His eyes shot open and soon met Lilly's. She was sitting onto of him straddaling his hips. She was out of breath and looked scared. She layed her body on top of Ed's and snuggled against him. Ed placed his hands on the bed and clutched the sheets as Lilly rubbed her body against his lower region. He held back a moan as Lilly tryed to get comfortable. He bit his lower lip and closed his eyes tightly. Lilly finally stoped moving and let out a small cry a sadness. Ed opened his eyes and let go of the sheets.

"What's wrong, Lilly. It's really late." Ed said trying to fight the feeling of wanting to take her.

"I had another memory, and then I had a lot of them all at once. I got scared. I was all alone." Lilly said moving her hips to get comfortable again.

Ed clutched the sheets again and tryed to drown out the feelon by keeping the conversation going.

"What were they about?" Ed asked bitting his lip.

Lilly stoped moving.

"The first day we met and the first days we spent together with Al and some people. They came one after the other. It was so fast and my head hurt so much. I didn't want to wake you, but I didn't want to be alone." Lilly said and pressed her body as close as it would go on Ed's.

Ed felt something wet hit his bare chest and looked down at Lilly. She was crying but her eyes were closed.

She must be exhausted. Lilly moved her hips again. Oh, God....it feels so good....Lilly please....Don't stop....

"Ed, can I stay with you?" Lilly asked as she stoped moving.

"Sure you can stay here tonight." Ed said taking a deep breath.

"No, I mean forever." Lilly said.

Ed looked at her. Her eyes were still closed.

"Yeah. I'm not going anywhere." Ed said.

"Can I keep you?" Lilly whispered.

"Lilly, you can't own people. But I promise I'm not going anywhere."

"I want you to always be here with me. Can I keep you?" Lilly asked again.

"Yeah, you can keep me." Ed said smiling to himself.

"Why aren't you holding me like you usually do when I have these memories?" Lilly asked with confussion in her voice.

Because this is the first time you are making me hard. You have never jumped on me like this before.

Ed wiped the thoughts from his mind and wraped her arms around Lilly. Lilly moved upwards in his embrass. Ed couldn't hold back a moan any longer. Lilly must have not cared or understood why he moaned because she didn't react to it. With in seconds Lilly fell asleep.

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A few more weeks pasted and Lilly had more memories. The most confussing part about it was that everytime she had one, it never showed her and Ed as a couple. Ed, Winry and Al all noticed it and wondered why and talked about when Lilly wasn't around. Al reported it to Mustang and soon got a call back from Riza. She told the that she talked to a doctor about Lilly's lost memories and about her not remembering about her love or relationship with Ed. He told her that in some cases, the most painful memories will be the last to come. He said that Lilly may feel like loving Ed and losing him in the past may be to painful to remember. She is afraid to remember something such as love so she won't get hurt again. She'a trying to protect herself and doesn't even know it.

After Al got off the phone with Riza, he told the other's about it. Both of them understood, but Ed took it pretty hard.

"Even though she lost her memory, the pain of me leaving her that one time still haunts her." Ed said staring at the girl that was across the room trying to find her white ribbon.

Lilly finally found it and ran over to Ed with a big smile on.

"Ed, today we get to go back! Aren't you excited!!" Lilly shouted.

Ed smiled at her as she ran to her room to help Al with the bags. Spring had just begun and Lilly was excited to be back to the Headquarters. Most all of her memory had returned but her relationship with Ed had not. She still remembered nothing of her life with Ed or how much he loves her. Ed made sure to keep it a secret so she wouldn't be presured to remember it. Ed watched as she ran out of sight then turned back to Winry.

"Before we leave, you have to tell her about...." Ed cleared his voice. "Well you know what I mean!" Ed said blushing.

"Well, there is no rush, Ed. I'm going with you. I am taking a vaction." Winry said.

Ed nodded and went upstairs to help Al and Lilly.

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Lilly jumped out of the car before it even came to a complete stop. She ran to the door of the Headquarters and found everyone waiting to greet her. She ran hugged everyone she could. Ed and the others got out to greet them as well, but before Ed could someone caught his eye. Celine walked though the crowd with care as she approached Ed. Havoc helped her down the front steps. Ed, Al, and Winry's mouthes droped. Celine looked eight monthes pregnate. She had arrived back a week ago and told everyone that she was pregnate with Ed's baby. Everyone was shocked, of coase, but they never felt any hate for her and helped her out the best they could.

Lilly walked up to Celine and gave her a hug. Lilly couriously looked at Celines stomack and put her hand on it. She knew that a baby was inside it but that's all she knew.

"How did it get in there?" Lilly asked.

Everyone looked away and Celine just giggled.

"I suppose no one has told you about it yet. I'm so glad you remember me, Lilly. I have missed you so much." Celine said.

Lilly smiled and forgot about her question.

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< br> After everyone had went back to work and Lilly went to unpack, Havoc filled Al and Winry in on Celine and Ed's baby. Ed met with Celine in his room. She was siting on his bed and waiting for him. Ed walked in and closed the door behind him. Ed sat next to her and smiled.

"I'm very happy for you, Celine." Ed said. "May I?" He asked holding his hand up.

Celine nodded and lifted up her shirt. Ed placed his hand on her swolen belly. He smiled.

"Ed, there is something I have to tell you." Celine said and looked him in the eyes. "I am eight months pregnate."

Ed laughted, but Celine kept a serious face.

"Did you think I wouldn't notice?" Ed said smiling.

"Ed, you don't get it. Eight months ago, you and I, we created this baby together. That night we...well, we had some relief. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before." Ed's face went pale. "I tryed to tell you but you wanted to pretend it never happened!" Celine said crying now.

Ed pulled his hand back and stared at her stomack. Celine pulled her shirt back down and began to cry harder.

My baby....How could this happen!! Why wasn't I more careful!! Why is she waiting this long to tell me!?! What am I suppost to do with a baby? I don't know anything about them!! How could this happen!?!?! What am I going to tell Lilly? What will she say.

Ed looked over at Celine face. Her eyes were closed as she cryed. He got up and wraped his arms around her the best her could. It caught Celine off guard. She opened her eyes and stoped crying.

"It's ok, Celine. We'll figure something out. I just wish you would have told me sooner. I feel like a jeck for not taking responsibilty before hand. I'm so sorry this happened. I should have been more careful. I'm so sorry." Ed whispered in her ears.

Did he just say he was sorry? Why is he sorry? I was the one that convinced him to do it when he was in an upset mood. I was the one that too advantage of him. Not the other way around.

Celine pushed Ed back and looked him in the eyes.

"Why are you saying this? I expected you to be mad." Celine said.

"I help too. You can't make a baby all alone. This is part my fault too. I just can't belive you keep it a secret for so long." Ed said looking away from her.

"What do we do now?" Celine asked.

"I don't know. I know your scared just like I am."

Celine looked down.

"What are you going to tell Lilly?"

Ed looked at her and she looked up. She could see the pain in his eyes. It was the same pain she saw when Lill went missing. Her heart broke to see him like this.

"The truth..." Ed whispered.