Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Let Me Go ❯ One-Shot

No ones going to die in this song fic right Yuki? *Looks at her*

Um.. Well... you see... I don’t know.

If somebody does die it better be him. *Crosses arms*

*Clings to Ed & huggles him* Aw, come on Fullmetal don’t be like that. *Pouts*

*Nose bleed* Anyways... *Cough* This is my first song fic. So it’s probably going to suck out loud. WHICH is okay. Because the first time you do anything it suppose to suck. Right? ;<.< >.>; Well I hope you like it. It’s for Roy & Ed. The songs ‘Let Me Go’ by Three Doors Down. I don’t own any of the FMA characters or the song & lyrics. *Sighs* Sucks don’t it? Enjoy!

*Pops out of no where tearing off his shirt* Also: *Flexes* If anyone claims this story as theirs besides Chibi Eiri Yuki.. You will deal with me! Hum!

*Hides* Enjoy the story... *Whispers*

WARNING: This fic has Yaoi in it. RoyxEd at the end. So if you don’t like it then get over it. MUHA! You are trapped & can’t get out unless you read the damn thing! Well.. Unless you pressed the back arrow.. But you wouldn’t do that to me.. Right? *Kitty-kat pout*
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Let Me Go

Ed laid in the bed as close as he could to the man who laid with him, his commanding officer Colonel Roy Mustang. How he loved these nights when the Colonel invited him over & how he hated having to leave just as empty as he came knowing that he couldn’t stay to long. Al was waiting at home. If he didn’t return soon his young brother would worry.

He took a deep breath of his Roy’s scent in. It was one detail he carried in his mind on every mission he went on. No matter how far he was away from his lover he would always know his scent. Along with his know it all audited.

Sighing he opened his eyes. Removing himself from the heaven he thought he was in. Removing the older mans arms from around him he shifted off the bed to probe the floor for his close.

Roy didn’t move. He wanted to pull his golden lover back in the bed with him & tie him down to stay.. It was hopeless. This is how it always went. A nice evening. A good passionate screw. Then, after cuddling for a while, Ed put his close back on & left. All because of his younger brother. Roy quietly cursed Al as he rolled on his side; back to Ed.

Ed looked at Roy with a frown, zipping up his pants. He knew his lover hated this moment as much as he did. But what else could they do? If he didn’t leave Al would surely ask questions. He didn’t want to let out their secret yet. Not just yet..

He crawled back on the bed & over to his dark haired lover. Laying a hand on his shoulder; trying to get Roy to look at him.

Roy only mumbled something bashfully looking away from Ed as he sat up. “One more kiss could be the best thing.”

The small boy’s face lit up like goth’s on Halloween. It was Roy’s way saying ‘I love you’ without having to say it. The light in Ed’s eyes died as soon as it had came. “One more lie could be the worst..” Yeah right. Roy Mustang, love him? That was a joke. He was a heartbreaking womanizers. Yeah he treated Ed differently.. But he knew that when he was away he had to have slept with others.. We are talking about Roy Mustang after all..

Roy still didn’t look at Ed. He just couldn’t bring himself to. Why he wasn’t sure, but he didn’t care..he just wanted to move on.. Even if it meant leaving his true love in the dirt.

Ed frowned once more looking down ward as the white sheets. Womanizer. Heartbreaker. Right. That’s what he had to keep telling himself. Over & over in his head. That’s what Roy Mustang was all about. The bed shifted & raised once more as Ed got off.

He flipped his red cape on while he made his way to the open bedroom door to leave. He stopped to look back at Mustang one last time. The man hadn’t moved & didn’t look like he was going to for a while. “All these thoughts are never resting.” Ed finally admitted to the dark haired man hoping, begging, in his voice for another look at him.

No response.

Ed looked down at the ground again, knowing that this was the end. Womanizer. Heartbreaker. Womanizer. Heartbreaker... he kept it playing in his head as he left the eerie silent house.

The front door opened & clicked shut behind the broken boy. Roy hadn’t moved ‘til then. He was at the bedroom window, a robe on, watching the small figure disappears into the darkness of night. He stood there long after the boy was clearly out of site. Maybe hoping for him to return. Maybe withing for time to turn back. Where did it all go wrong? “& You’re not something I deserve.” Is what the dark man justified it with before moving back to the bed & laying down to rest for the nights rest.

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Ed got home & was welcomed by his brother who had been reading, waiting for him on the couch like always. He asked how everything went & how the Colonel was doing.

Ed answered as usual & took off his coat. He also explained that he probably wouldn’t be seeing the Colonel any more. Al couldn’t imagine way. Accept that he wanted as much time as possible to look for the Philosopher Stone.

Al insisted that his bother keep spending time with the Colonel & that HE would look for the stone. Ed barely got out as it is.

Ed shot a look at his brother. It wasn’t a glare but it wasn’t a kind look either. As he made his way to a couch that sat across from the on Al was on he told his brother that they had gone over this before. “In my head there’s only you now, & this world falls on me.” The small blond stated as he laid on the couch & turned his back to his brother. “In this world there’s real & make believe..”

“This seems real to me..” Was Al’s snappy reply before skulking his shoulders over & sighing. Ed stiffened but let the comment pass telling his brother to go to bed. It was late. After that Ed lost himself to slumber. Tired from the nights events.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*

The morning came al to quickly for the Elric. Of corse he didn’t have a blanket to protect himself from the light. He settled with burring his head in the couch’s back.

Not to long after that the high pitch ring of the phone filed the small apartment. Ed jumped at fist, surprised by the sound. Soon he relaxed & called for Al to get it. No answer came. He did it again. Nothing. Al must have gone out. Sighing the sleepy boy lifted himself reluctantly, dragging his feet to carry him to the phone.

He snatched it off it’s holder answering it was a angered ‘What do you want?’

It was the Colonel. He explained that he might have something useful to Ed’s research. He needed to come down right away to have a look. A click & dial tone came after that.

Ed set the phone back where it belonged. His research, right. He got dressed wrote his brother a note & headed out the door.

Way did he have to go see the Colonel when he really didn’t want to? Because he is his commanding officer & the small boy couldn’t do anything about it. Ed sighed.

It was only an hour later that Ed was standing in front of his Colonel’s desk. Being explained what his mission or lead it was this time. Roy was as cold as he had ever been. He seemed really intense on getting back to his work. Then again he always did. More so this time it seemed.

Ed conformed everything & turned to walk off, but something stopped him. He wanted to know what was wrong. What had happened last night. No. He can’t do that. Not here. Not now. He told himself: Womanizer. Heartbreaker. The two words that keep him in cheek before, failed miserably this time.

He turned to face the Colonel again. He had to know. It couldn’t wait. Before he knew it he blurted out the question, & an answer of his own. It took Roy aback. Thank god his door was closed. He stared at the small boy in front of him, who stared back.

Silence was the only thing heard for so long, Ed almost brock. Thank god Roy had said something when he did. “& You love me, but you don’t know who I am?” He stated with his eyes shut & sighing.

Roy had said other things after that. Like short & immature, but non of that registered in Ed’s mind. He didn’t know him? How was he suppose to if Roy never opened up to him?! His thoughts only fueled his anger.

Ed balled automail hand into a fist. Clinching it so tight it gave a howl of protest. He had realized something. Roy only wanted to become the Fuhrer. That’s right. He had his own reason for being where he is. He couldn’t have Ed weighing him down now could he? Ed’s teeth gritted together harshly. Is that why Mustang was being this way?

“I’m torn between this life I lead, & where I stand!” The young boy spat glaring at his superior, almost in tears.

Roy looked up at him surprised. Hadn’t he got it through the boy’s head that he didn’t care? He sighed & pushed his chair away from his desk; along with himself. He stood up, walking around the wooden block to the blond that seemed so confused. He stopped when he was right in front of Fullmetal. His hand caressed one of Ed’s cheeks as he looked down upon him seriously.

“You love me, but you don’t know who I am.” What did he mean by that? How was he suppose to know? But Ed got the hint that he wasn’t going to get it out of the man right now. Womanizer. Heartbreaker. Power luster... He had a new word to describe Roy. “So let me go.” With that Roy moved to lean down & give Ed one last kiss.

He sympathy was quickly rejected as Ed slapped the hand that still rest on his cheek off & moved away from the man. “Let me go....” Is all her said before bowing & taking his leave.
Roy could tell he had surely broken the boy fully now. There was no hope left... he forced himself not to care. Returning him back to his office chair, & the way up the latter.

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It had been a couple of years..but he was back. He had found what he was looking for...there was hell to pay for it. Nothing worse could happen. He didn’t care how the Colonel teased him. It would all result to one thing in the end.

A blond mad his why up the front steps to enter the Main Central. People stared in amazement. They all thought he was dead. Two years & no word now her he was...

The blond made his way through the building & where the Fuhrer’s office was. He stood outside the door for a moment & looked at the name plate giving a smirk. ‘Flame’ could be read on it.

He knocked first getting a ‘Come in’ from the familiar voice. He opened the door, stepping in, then shut it behind him. Good, Roy hadn’t looked up from whatever he was doing. The man behind the desk just asked what- who ever it was- wanted.

The caused the blond grin. He gave a sarcastic ‘I came to give you my report Colonel’ back.

Roy froze. It couldn’t be. The voice was to far gone for it to be.. He lifted his head. Fullmetal, Edward Elric, the one who no one heard a word from in two years...was standing just in front of the door to Roy Mustang’s office, the Fuhrer.

His mouth hung open in shock. How was he suppose to react to such an unexpected surprise? He coughed, gathering himself together. Asking Edward questions about the past two years like he had never gone.

This went on for hours, until Roy asked about Al..he learned that even with the stone.. It wasn’t enough. Al had died not to long after he had his body back. Telling Ed not to cry.. That it wasn’t his fault...& that he was happy to be able to feel one last time before he went.

Ed’s cheeks were stained with a few tears that he had let roll out his eyes. The memory was still way to fresh for him. The silence grated on his nerves so he changed the subject hurriedly. It was a simple question. Asking why Roy had broken him two years age. He hadn’t gotten an answer then. He was older now. He could take it..

“I dream ahead to what I hope for,” Roy started, startled by the out of the blue question. He knew it had been coming though. He just didn’t know when. “& I turned my back on loving you.”

So Ed had been right. Power was more important to Roy then anything. But that was over & the once Colonel was now at the top. So he wouldn’t effect it, right?

Roy could put the pieces together himself. Ed had come back hoping for him to be where he was. He came to check about his feelings. For one a reason to carry on. Roy confessed everything telling the boy he had never wanted to let him go to begin with. Yet he couldn’t keep him around. By the time he was finished, he was sitting next to Ed on the office couch. Offering for him to return.

“How can this love be a good thing?” Ed finally asked not looking at Roy once. He knew he was going to go back to the womanizer. Heartbreaker. Power luster. He would only be hurt again. Not like it mattered. Nothing mattered since Al was gone. He could kill himself with no regrets. No one would care. “& I know what I’m going through.” With that he stood to leave making his way to the door. He knew the truth. That’s all he needed.

Just when he was about to put his hand on the door knob to leave, Roy’s words stopped him. “In my head there’s only you now,” He had stated firmly hoping for the boy to come running back to his arms. “& This world falls on me.” With that he looked at the frozen Ed. Waiting for a reply.

It was only sweet talk. Only so he could get a good screw out of you. Ed told himself. Trying his damnedest to fight off the voices in his head. His arm dropped to his side; away from the knob. “In this world there’s real & make believe.” He stated clearly, pleading for Roy to let him leave now.

That wasn’t going to happen any time soon he found out when the black haired man closed his arms around the boy - no MAN - pulling him close & whispering something. “This seems real to me.”

Ed stiffened. Everything was so close...an arms reach away...he knew if he reached for it though, it would leave. This whisper was Roy’s ‘I love you’ all over again. Ed shock at the thought. What was he to do. Were this words true? Or were the voice in his head right? Sweet talk to have a little fun tonight?

“& You love me..” Ed trailed off for a moment, realizing this is how he left last time. But they were being spoken to him. “but you don’t know who I am?”

Roy wasn’t surprised. He could only answer with one thing... “I’m torn between this life I lead & where I stand.” He had to be winning this. He had been waiting for Fullmetal for two years. He knew Ed wanted this as badly as him. So why was he being this way?

“You love me, but you don’t know who I am.” Ed repeated, irritated & wanting to dash out of where he was as fast as he could. But no. Something was holding him back.. What? “So let me go.” He gritted out.

Roy’s hold only tightened. No! He had lost the boy once before. He wasn’t going to again. “Just let me go.” Ed demanded again, warning in his voice.

It was not complied to. No! Roy would not let him just leave like he had before! He was a fool who wanted nothing more then power! He was better then that now. Something, somewhere, had brought Ed back to him. It was a second chance & he wouldn’t let it slip.. Not this time.. Never again.

“Let me go!” Ed hollered, breaking Roy’s hold on him when he elbowed him in the stomach & turned to face the out of breath man. Who had doubled over; holding his. Ed’s eyes grew the size of soft balls as tears of frustration crept out his eyes. He was so lost. His brother gone. His once love wanting him back. What was he suppose to do? He wanted Roy.. But he didn’t want to go on without his brother.

Roy coughed, lifting his head to look Edward in the eyes as he smiled. Yes, Roy Mustang smiled. He summoned enough breath to talk. “No matter how hard I try,” He forced, backing & pinning Ed up against the wood door by placing a hand flat out next to the blond’s head. “I can’t escape these things inside, I know.” He finished bringing finger up to whip away a tear.

Ed’s head lowered, his sight on the ground & his eyes de-sizing. “I know.” He stated shakily. “All the pieces fall apart, & You will be the only one who knows..” Ed admitted, sniffing even if it wasn’t going to help.

“Who knows...?” but Roy didn’t need an answer. What Ed had said was enough for him to know it meant ‘I love you’. That’s all he needed. All he wanted. With that he lifted Ed’s chin up with a hand & claimed the man’s lips like he had done two years ago so many times.

[You love me but you don’t know who I am]

Ed gladly responded with pressure of his own, slipping his tongue into Roy’s mouth when the man’s lips had parted for a small groan.

[I’m torn between this life I lead & where I stand.]

Roy welcomed to roaming muscle as it played in it’s mouth. Wait they were in the office. Ah, who cares? Roy couldn’t stop with so much temptation under him. Hopefully Ed had locked the door.

[You love me but you don’t know who I am]

Close were shaded like sheep, both men seeming to be more eager then the other. Wanting the prize they had waited so long for.

[So let me go.
Just let me go.]

Ed scrunched a hand in short dark hair, gasping at the warm, moist, mouth that was running up & down his member. Roy was more then pleased to take Ed in his mouth.

[You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t]

It wasn’t long ‘til Ed spewed his seed in Roy’s mouth. Roy had already been preparing Ed for his entrance. As soon as he felt the blond relax around his fingers he removed them, positioning himself.

[You love me but you don’t know who I am]

Roy now waited for Ed to adjust to the much larger thing in him then finger. He whispered soothing words in his ear. Stroking his soft hair for comfort.

[You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t]

Ed strained, announced softly that he was ready for Roy to move. Roy complied hitting the small male’s under him prostate. Over, & over, & over. Until Ed came all over again, him following not to long after.

[You love me but you don’t know me.]

Roy laid on top of Ed holding him. The blond already gone into slumber. He whispered something gently into Ed’s ear before drifting off too.
~End~
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I know it doesn’t really match at the end but I didn’t know how to stop it so I just put what came to mind. *Sighs* I don’t like it every much. I don’t know why. This will be the only one of my stories that I don’t go over & make better. So it’s going to be extra crappy. Blah. If anyone wants me to make this into a REAL story then review please & tell me so. Also tell me what you think of this one. Thanks.