Fushigi Yuugi Fan Fiction ❯ Indecisive Love ❯ To Fall Helpless to Another ( Chapter 5 )
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Indecisive Love
Chapter 5: To Fall Helpless to Another
By Lady Miaka Yuki
LadyMiakaYuki@hotmail.com
9/22/2001
Morning at Konan Palace
Morning had arrived at the Konan palace and it's inhabitants were starting to wake up. That is, those who weren't already awake from having horrible or lack of sleep. Hotohori and Tamahome were the first to awake in the castle. When morning had come, Tamahome went and woke up his fellow warriors….when he came to Hotohori's room, the emperor was already awake and dressed. Tamahome instantly turned around and walked back out of the room feeling disgust in his heart, knowing Hotohori was in love with Miaka. He continued on his route and soon reached Chichiri's room the last of the warriors.
He knocked on the door… "Chichiri time to get up!" He yelled through the door and when he received no answer he entered the room finding it bare, except for a note on the bed.
"Fellow Suzaku warriors,
I have gone to save Miaka. I left late last night and luckily with my magic I managed to get out of the castle undetected. I feel I can save her on my own without help from you guys. By the time you read this I probably will either be safely returned with Miaka, captured by the enemy or dead. By any rate, I will have felt better knowing I have tried to do something tonight, instead of sleeping and waiting for morning.
Chichiri"
Tama instantly flung open the door and ran to the other warriors and showed them the note.
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Chichiri on foot
"I have to find her, I just have to. If I don't…..I vow I will kill myself and end my suffering."
He continued on foot and soon came to the back entrance of the Kutou Palace.
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Nakago's Quarters
Miaka awoke with a slightly scared look on her face. She could not remember where she was or what she was doing there. She looked around the room finding herself in a bedroom that was rather dark in color. She continued to look around becoming more confused by the minute. Her fear started to over come her when she looked down and saw her clothes or lack of clothes that were on her body. She started to squirm against her bonds, but the rope would not submit to her wishes. Suddenly, she heard the creak of the bedroom door and heard footsteps on the marble floor. She could not see her captor because the "bed vial" was drawn around the whole bed providing a rather blurred picture. She squinted but still it provided little help. Miaka started to panic as the footsteps came closer and closer. Then she saw a hand part the curtains letting light shine into the darkly veiled bed. Miaka squinted then focused her eyes. The picture became clear.
"Nakago!!" she screamed in panic as she started to squirm and kick about. She tired to kick at him, but her efforts failed and soon he had her legs pinned to the bed as he reached under it, trying to find some extra rope. He grasped two long strands of rope and then grabbed one of Miaka's legs tying it to the post tightly, then grabbed the other repeating the process. Soon Miaka was left totally helpless.
"Now, now that's enough my sweet. No more fighting be nice or we might just have to play rough and believe me, I am rather fond of doing things the rough way." Nakago started to laugh aloud, but then he saw the panic in Miaka's eyes and stopped. He moved beside her and sat on the bed staring at her briefly as she calmed down.
"Why am I here? What do you want??!! You know my friends will come for me. Tamahome will come!! Miaka Protested. She was cut short as Nakago moved on top of her quickly and gave her a deep, passionate kiss. Miaka could feel his tongue swirling in her small warm mouth. She tried to scream, but Nakago just deepened the kiss grabbing a hold of one of Miaka's firm bra-clad breast and closing his eyes. She was so afraid by this point that tears were starting to fall down her cheeks. Nakago began to rub her breast, sliding her bra up-ward. He could hear Miaka gasp at this movement and he moved his mouth away from hers. He moved down her neck planting butterfly kisses on it as he massaged her breast. He could feel her nipple becoming harder and he knew she was very aroused.
Miaka started to shutter and pant. Thoughts kept running through her head. Why am I doing this? Why is my body acting this way! I can't do this, but it feels so nice. She felt Nakago's hands move to the center of her bra, which conveniently unsnapped in front. He unsnapped her bra with one hand and he threw it to the floor. He looked at her beautiful tits which where now out for him to see. He could not believe how big they where!! Her pink nipples where rock hard and he couldn't help barely running his fingers over them ever so lightly. He could hear her shutter and moan aloud for the first time.
Nakago smiled and whispered "It's ok my pet…don't hold your feelings in let them out!" He gently pinched her right nipple, twisting it slightly. Miaka pulled savagely at her bonds as she bit her lip. She knew Nakago was teasing her in hopes of breaking her will. She would not…No, could not give in to him.
"Don't!!!" She screamed.
"It seems you are saying one thing and your body is saying another." Nakago chuckled as he moved down to her aching nipple, flicking his tongue against it. She squirmed in protested as she tried to keep her mouth shut, not wanting to give him the pleasure of hearing her moan. Nakago then moved and enclosed his mouth around her nipple. He began to nibble on it, gently teasing her hard bud. Miaka finally broke and started to moan. Nakago was very pleased by the reaction he was getting from her and decided to take it a step further.
"Miaka? He questioned. Miaka looked up at him slightly scared of what he might say.
"What?" She answered as she tried to calm her feelings down.
"Actually, I was wondering if all your body was responding to me. Shall we see?" He smiled as he started to slide his hand that was massaging her right breast down her stomach and moved his other hand to her left breast massaging it, while his right hand continued to move to it's new destination.
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Outside one bedroom in the Kutou Palace
Soy trudged along the corridors with the fake Tamahome's body. "Boy this guy is heavy, I don't know why Suboshi and me just didn't carry him together then carry Nuriko's body, but no we have to each carry one to their rooms…It's a bunch of bullshit. Why did Yui have to put them in separate rooms on opposite sides of the palace?" She bitched
She stopped talking when she reached the door of the bedroom realizing that she had no way of opening the closed door. "Damn it!!! Nothing ever goes right for me."
She hoisted the fake Tama up on to her left shoulder and opened the door, but then she lost her balance and fell backwards with the fake Tama landing on top of her. She laid there dazed and utterly sick of her job before moving into the bedroom and laying the fake Tama on the bed. She left slamming the door behind her and bitching down the hall.
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Outside of another bedroom in the Kutou Palace
Suboshi decided to get help from his brother with carrying Nuriko to his room, which was on one of the upper levels of the palace. Suboshi took the Nuriko's shoulders and Amiboshi took his legs/feet as they started to carry him through the palace, then they came to the steps.
"So how far do we have to carry him up?" Amiboshi asked.
"Oh, I didn't tell you?" Suboshi questioned.
"No, Why how far do we have to?" Amiboshi said getting angry with his brother for not giving him a straight answer.
"Oh, only three floors…" Suboshi finally answered.
"THREE FLOORS!!!" Amiboshi screamed. "He's so damn heavy though…" he whined.
"Orders are orders." Suboshi chuckled.
The men started up the steps and finally after what seemed like hours they reached the third floor.
"Now where's his room? Amiboshi asked.
"Ummm….the other half of the palace." With that Amiboshi dropped Nuriko's legs and stomped down the steps refusing to help any more.
Suboshi looked at his brother's retreating form and sighed to himself. "I guess I have to do it on my own then." He said as he dragged the unconscious body down the hall.
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Nakago's Sleeping Quarters
Miaka was still trying to resist Nakago's hands. She twisted and squirmed then started to scream for help. Nakago quickly moved his right hand that was crawling down her stomach, up to her face giving her a swift, hard smack across her cheek. Instantly tears flooded to her eyes and she held back her screams.
"Now that's a good girl. No more of that now." Nakago smiled and without any more words moved his hand back down to her stomach and started to crawl down it once more.
Miaka whimpered and cried to herself, which was rather loud though Nakago did not mind. He moved his hand down to play at the top of her panties. She squirmed a little in response to this feeling very nervous and uncomfortable.
"Awww….my pet you don't have to be nervous……open up for me…oops I mean to me." He smirked when he saw her horrid expression on her face, but she did not scream, knowing she would be punished if she did.
He moved his hand down in to her panties hearing her take in her breath more sharply…by this point Miaka was starting to cry more freely thinking that her virginity would be stolen away by someone she didn't even love. She began to think of Tamahome and his feeling and the many things they shared in the past.
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Meanwhile outside in Nakago's Hallway
Soy was walking back from the fake Tama's room. She was tired and irritable, but was heading back to Yui's bedroom to see if she wanted anything else. She passed Nakago's bedroom on the way and decided she better stop to see if Miaka wanted something to eat or just needed something. If she didn't make Miaka feel at home she thought Nakago would think less of her.
She gave a brief knock on the door before entering. "Miaka is there anything I can get for you?"
Soy heard a muffled sob and she decided to investigate further, so she walked on into the room and saw that the curtain was drawn around the bed. "Miaka is there something wrong?" She said walking towards the bed parting the curtains.
Nakago did not hear her knock and only realized Soy was in the room when she parted the curtains.
"Oh my Seriyuu!!!!!" Soy screamed as she turned her back to them quickly.
"GET OUT!!!!! GET OUT!!!!" Nakago screamed at Soy sending her running out of the bedroom. She slammed the door after her running towards her room. Her tears began to fall as she ran. "How could he do this to me??? He knows I love him…why would he do this to me?" She thought.
She ran into her room and threw herself on her bed thinking Nakago would be coming later to have a talk with her about what she saw. She buried her head in her pillow and began to cry harder.
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Well sorry guys that's the end of this chapter….sorry it wasn't very good and it took so long to write. I guess I have ideas that I just don't know how to put into words. I'm not even in the mood to write the love/romance scenes and those are my favorite things to write about. Well I guess you'll have to wait a while longer. See you in chapter 6!
~*Lady Miaka Yuki*~
Chapter 5: To Fall Helpless to Another
By Lady Miaka Yuki
LadyMiakaYuki@hotmail.com
9/22/2001
Morning at Konan Palace
Morning had arrived at the Konan palace and it's inhabitants were starting to wake up. That is, those who weren't already awake from having horrible or lack of sleep. Hotohori and Tamahome were the first to awake in the castle. When morning had come, Tamahome went and woke up his fellow warriors….when he came to Hotohori's room, the emperor was already awake and dressed. Tamahome instantly turned around and walked back out of the room feeling disgust in his heart, knowing Hotohori was in love with Miaka. He continued on his route and soon reached Chichiri's room the last of the warriors.
He knocked on the door… "Chichiri time to get up!" He yelled through the door and when he received no answer he entered the room finding it bare, except for a note on the bed.
"Fellow Suzaku warriors,
I have gone to save Miaka. I left late last night and luckily with my magic I managed to get out of the castle undetected. I feel I can save her on my own without help from you guys. By the time you read this I probably will either be safely returned with Miaka, captured by the enemy or dead. By any rate, I will have felt better knowing I have tried to do something tonight, instead of sleeping and waiting for morning.
Chichiri"
Tama instantly flung open the door and ran to the other warriors and showed them the note.
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Chichiri on foot
"I have to find her, I just have to. If I don't…..I vow I will kill myself and end my suffering."
He continued on foot and soon came to the back entrance of the Kutou Palace.
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Nakago's Quarters
Miaka awoke with a slightly scared look on her face. She could not remember where she was or what she was doing there. She looked around the room finding herself in a bedroom that was rather dark in color. She continued to look around becoming more confused by the minute. Her fear started to over come her when she looked down and saw her clothes or lack of clothes that were on her body. She started to squirm against her bonds, but the rope would not submit to her wishes. Suddenly, she heard the creak of the bedroom door and heard footsteps on the marble floor. She could not see her captor because the "bed vial" was drawn around the whole bed providing a rather blurred picture. She squinted but still it provided little help. Miaka started to panic as the footsteps came closer and closer. Then she saw a hand part the curtains letting light shine into the darkly veiled bed. Miaka squinted then focused her eyes. The picture became clear.
"Nakago!!" she screamed in panic as she started to squirm and kick about. She tired to kick at him, but her efforts failed and soon he had her legs pinned to the bed as he reached under it, trying to find some extra rope. He grasped two long strands of rope and then grabbed one of Miaka's legs tying it to the post tightly, then grabbed the other repeating the process. Soon Miaka was left totally helpless.
"Now, now that's enough my sweet. No more fighting be nice or we might just have to play rough and believe me, I am rather fond of doing things the rough way." Nakago started to laugh aloud, but then he saw the panic in Miaka's eyes and stopped. He moved beside her and sat on the bed staring at her briefly as she calmed down.
"Why am I here? What do you want??!! You know my friends will come for me. Tamahome will come!! Miaka Protested. She was cut short as Nakago moved on top of her quickly and gave her a deep, passionate kiss. Miaka could feel his tongue swirling in her small warm mouth. She tried to scream, but Nakago just deepened the kiss grabbing a hold of one of Miaka's firm bra-clad breast and closing his eyes. She was so afraid by this point that tears were starting to fall down her cheeks. Nakago began to rub her breast, sliding her bra up-ward. He could hear Miaka gasp at this movement and he moved his mouth away from hers. He moved down her neck planting butterfly kisses on it as he massaged her breast. He could feel her nipple becoming harder and he knew she was very aroused.
Miaka started to shutter and pant. Thoughts kept running through her head. Why am I doing this? Why is my body acting this way! I can't do this, but it feels so nice. She felt Nakago's hands move to the center of her bra, which conveniently unsnapped in front. He unsnapped her bra with one hand and he threw it to the floor. He looked at her beautiful tits which where now out for him to see. He could not believe how big they where!! Her pink nipples where rock hard and he couldn't help barely running his fingers over them ever so lightly. He could hear her shutter and moan aloud for the first time.
Nakago smiled and whispered "It's ok my pet…don't hold your feelings in let them out!" He gently pinched her right nipple, twisting it slightly. Miaka pulled savagely at her bonds as she bit her lip. She knew Nakago was teasing her in hopes of breaking her will. She would not…No, could not give in to him.
"Don't!!!" She screamed.
"It seems you are saying one thing and your body is saying another." Nakago chuckled as he moved down to her aching nipple, flicking his tongue against it. She squirmed in protested as she tried to keep her mouth shut, not wanting to give him the pleasure of hearing her moan. Nakago then moved and enclosed his mouth around her nipple. He began to nibble on it, gently teasing her hard bud. Miaka finally broke and started to moan. Nakago was very pleased by the reaction he was getting from her and decided to take it a step further.
"Miaka? He questioned. Miaka looked up at him slightly scared of what he might say.
"What?" She answered as she tried to calm her feelings down.
"Actually, I was wondering if all your body was responding to me. Shall we see?" He smiled as he started to slide his hand that was massaging her right breast down her stomach and moved his other hand to her left breast massaging it, while his right hand continued to move to it's new destination.
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Outside one bedroom in the Kutou Palace
Soy trudged along the corridors with the fake Tamahome's body. "Boy this guy is heavy, I don't know why Suboshi and me just didn't carry him together then carry Nuriko's body, but no we have to each carry one to their rooms…It's a bunch of bullshit. Why did Yui have to put them in separate rooms on opposite sides of the palace?" She bitched
She stopped talking when she reached the door of the bedroom realizing that she had no way of opening the closed door. "Damn it!!! Nothing ever goes right for me."
She hoisted the fake Tama up on to her left shoulder and opened the door, but then she lost her balance and fell backwards with the fake Tama landing on top of her. She laid there dazed and utterly sick of her job before moving into the bedroom and laying the fake Tama on the bed. She left slamming the door behind her and bitching down the hall.
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Outside of another bedroom in the Kutou Palace
Suboshi decided to get help from his brother with carrying Nuriko to his room, which was on one of the upper levels of the palace. Suboshi took the Nuriko's shoulders and Amiboshi took his legs/feet as they started to carry him through the palace, then they came to the steps.
"So how far do we have to carry him up?" Amiboshi asked.
"Oh, I didn't tell you?" Suboshi questioned.
"No, Why how far do we have to?" Amiboshi said getting angry with his brother for not giving him a straight answer.
"Oh, only three floors…" Suboshi finally answered.
"THREE FLOORS!!!" Amiboshi screamed. "He's so damn heavy though…" he whined.
"Orders are orders." Suboshi chuckled.
The men started up the steps and finally after what seemed like hours they reached the third floor.
"Now where's his room? Amiboshi asked.
"Ummm….the other half of the palace." With that Amiboshi dropped Nuriko's legs and stomped down the steps refusing to help any more.
Suboshi looked at his brother's retreating form and sighed to himself. "I guess I have to do it on my own then." He said as he dragged the unconscious body down the hall.
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Nakago's Sleeping Quarters
Miaka was still trying to resist Nakago's hands. She twisted and squirmed then started to scream for help. Nakago quickly moved his right hand that was crawling down her stomach, up to her face giving her a swift, hard smack across her cheek. Instantly tears flooded to her eyes and she held back her screams.
"Now that's a good girl. No more of that now." Nakago smiled and without any more words moved his hand back down to her stomach and started to crawl down it once more.
Miaka whimpered and cried to herself, which was rather loud though Nakago did not mind. He moved his hand down to play at the top of her panties. She squirmed a little in response to this feeling very nervous and uncomfortable.
"Awww….my pet you don't have to be nervous……open up for me…oops I mean to me." He smirked when he saw her horrid expression on her face, but she did not scream, knowing she would be punished if she did.
He moved his hand down in to her panties hearing her take in her breath more sharply…by this point Miaka was starting to cry more freely thinking that her virginity would be stolen away by someone she didn't even love. She began to think of Tamahome and his feeling and the many things they shared in the past.
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Meanwhile outside in Nakago's Hallway
Soy was walking back from the fake Tama's room. She was tired and irritable, but was heading back to Yui's bedroom to see if she wanted anything else. She passed Nakago's bedroom on the way and decided she better stop to see if Miaka wanted something to eat or just needed something. If she didn't make Miaka feel at home she thought Nakago would think less of her.
She gave a brief knock on the door before entering. "Miaka is there anything I can get for you?"
Soy heard a muffled sob and she decided to investigate further, so she walked on into the room and saw that the curtain was drawn around the bed. "Miaka is there something wrong?" She said walking towards the bed parting the curtains.
Nakago did not hear her knock and only realized Soy was in the room when she parted the curtains.
"Oh my Seriyuu!!!!!" Soy screamed as she turned her back to them quickly.
"GET OUT!!!!! GET OUT!!!!" Nakago screamed at Soy sending her running out of the bedroom. She slammed the door after her running towards her room. Her tears began to fall as she ran. "How could he do this to me??? He knows I love him…why would he do this to me?" She thought.
She ran into her room and threw herself on her bed thinking Nakago would be coming later to have a talk with her about what she saw. She buried her head in her pillow and began to cry harder.
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Well sorry guys that's the end of this chapter….sorry it wasn't very good and it took so long to write. I guess I have ideas that I just don't know how to put into words. I'm not even in the mood to write the love/romance scenes and those are my favorite things to write about. Well I guess you'll have to wait a while longer. See you in chapter 6!
~*Lady Miaka Yuki*~