Fushigi Yuugi Fan Fiction ❯ So when will it end ❯ Chapter 1

I do not own any of the Fushigi Yuugi characters.

I did not write the starting lyrics as well, neither did Nakago.

The lyrics are from `Sick Cycle Carousel - Lifehouse'

"So when will this end,

It goes on and on.

Over and over,

And over again.

Keeps spinning around,

I know it wouldn't stop.

Until I step down,

From this for good."

I put down my pencil and looked at my writings.

Did I just write that!?

No!

Angry I threw away the paper.

For it was not me who wrote it,

It had been Ayuru.

I try to push him away, back to the small corner of my heart.

Back to rest

"An eternal rest for all I care"

"Nakago-sama?"

Soi is there behind me, I know it by the choice of her words, as well as the sound of her voice.

So I don't feel like turning around, let alone… Facing her.

"Are you alright?"

Soi again, I put away my pencil, footsteps….

But Before I can answer I feel an arm around my chest, her arm.

"You… have been crying"

Another hand whipped away some liquid on my face.

I didn't realize I had been crying.

I stand up and walk away without a word.

I don't want her to see me like this.

"Nakago!?" She calls

But I don't turn around.

This feeling. I know it from long ago, it must be 14 years, at least.

14 years, I controlled my life, every little disorder could be set straight with another brilliant plan.

"So where is your brilliant plan now, huh!?" I mutter in myself.

"Well… Nakago!? GENERAL of one third army, CELESTIAL WARIOR of Seiryuu!?"

That's right, I build up quite a status over those last 14 years…