Gensomaden Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ A lullaby ❯ A lullaby ( One-Shot )

A lullaby

''It's been a while since that happened.Today, I saw it.The last

time it did come through his eyes, it was maybe a year ago, maybe

two.Even if he tries to hide it, I noticed the remnant of salty

water on his long eyelashes. And to see that on a happy-go-lucky

guy,it make me want to cry myself...''

The strenght of that charismatic Kami-Sama knocks out the guys

for at least one day. Hakkai was resting comfortably on a bed, his

breathing so soft that his slim hurted chest didnt move. His

eyelashes seems to be heavy, the green color was hiding sometime

behind his eyelid. ''It's unfair. He's supposed to be the though

one.'' His thinking sometime got mixed-up with uncontrolled images

in his brain, the body was requesting a good rest. ''That Kami-sama

knews where to hit physically and emotionally when it come to

destroy someone.'' The brunette softly sat on the bed, his big and

sweet heart couldn't accept tears from a precious person. His toes

were shaking, the delicate ankles were throbbing from pain. ''One

more move and..'' He was up. Ona turtle rythm, he make his way to

the desired room.

''I hate you, hate you,hate you, you and your face, hate and

hate and hate y...'' ''eenh..stop ..'' Another nightmare was filling

his head. ''Oh, mother, mama stop it.. don't..'' Sleeping on his

belly,the long legs seems to run, he was running away from her. The

muscles tried to escape from his past, but the past was faster. His

words were covered by the pillow,where his hands were trying to tear

it up in little pieces. ''Lemme go, mama, let me..'' A hand was now

on his shoulder,squeezing it harder second after seconds. Her

hand? ''Oh, please lemme d..die'' Now, there is to much hair.Red.To

much long nails. Red.To much little skirts.Red.To much cards.Red.To

much blood.Red.Red again and again,and the tears are now red and the

hand and.. «KYYAAAHH!!»

Hakkai was looking at his friend sleeping;well, looking at him

doing hard moves on the bed. The whole tanned body under the little

white jacket was sweaty, the long hair are all over the pillow. The

gentle green-eyed man could here some sounds coming from his friend,

but he couldnt catch a single word. «Heh, wake up now.» His hand

squeeze gently a shoulder. «Gojyou-san, get up.» His voice was only

a murmur close to his friend's nape. «Get up now..» The fingers press now a little bit harder on the shoulder.--«KYYAAAHH!!» «Maa-

maa! Dont scare me like that,you!» Hakkai's heart was bouncing

really fast, the eyes, wide opens. «Shhee..» Gojyou turns quickly on

his back,just like if he's been attacked. «Heh,I hate it. Didnt I

already told ya that when someone is picking on me while Im asleep,

it pissed me off?» His voice was more like a grumble. «Huh? Hey! Let

me get my night sleep.» Hakkai push away the hair from the kappa's

face. «Was you really enjoying your sleep?» «Of course...» His usual

smirk enlighten his sleepy face. «Why shouldn't I?» Hakkai was now

sitting close to Gojyou, hips to hips.The lanky man looked outside,

looked at the moon. ''I hate it when he's looking at me like that.

He seems to see and understand everything..'' From the beginning of

their relationship, they were like siamese:understanding each other

without a word, their feelings merging together. And sometimes, that

pissed off Gojyou. Especially when he was feeling depressed. «Want

to go outside? It'll probably refresh you from that humid air.Come

on.» Gently, Hakkai take Gojyou's arm and pulled on it. Not because

he was submissive, but he follows because he was to tired and

anxious to argue. Silently, they walk accross the corridor, they

even heared little Goku's snore.

Outside, the fresh herb was tickling their naked feet. They finally sat down, leaning on a large tree. Gojyou felt his white

underwear get humid, little dew-drop were soaking the fabric. Hakkai

looked at his friend's profile, illuminated during 3 seconds by the

lighter. He grumbled and swore, the cigarette jamed between his

lips. «Your nightmare again, huh? said softly the brunette. You're

still having it?» The red eyes penetrate the green ones into the

pale darkness. «Listen. Just guess it 2 seconds. What happended to

me, today, or yesterday, or..whatever. Huh? Mister-smile?» Hakkai's

heart was squeezed and hurted. His friend's voice was irritating and

wild. It hurt Hakkai when Gojyou talk hardly like that. But he knows

that he dont do it on purpose, he knows when he's hiding his

feelings, especially his pain and his sadness. ''I noticed the

remnant of salty water on his long eyelashes. I saw it.'' «What

happened to you? You want to know it from someone? You cried,

Gojyou. You cried a lot.» «I didnt.» «Yes you did. And probably

while asleep too.» The kappa turned around, try to concentrate on

other things than his mother,his step-mother,Kami-sama. «Heh..Even..even if I killed mama's illusion..» The voice was

now sadly shaking. Hakkai get closer to him, showing him that he

cares. «The nightmare will always be there. Always.» Hakkai was now

devastated. The scandalous,manly and solid one was now showing his

pain. Yes, he did it because he was alone with him. Hakkai, touched

by this oppurtinity, tend his face, so close to Gojyou's sweet

cheek, he could smell his fresh sweat. Gojyou lost his words when he

felt soft lips against his skin. «You're sweet,Gojyou-san..»

Surprised, Gojyou blushed a little bit, and then lean on Hakkai's

chest. The brunette's arms were now around his friend's torso and

shoulders. «You can cry now. I'm alone with you. Cry if you need

it..» An hand on Gojyou's cheek, he felt pearls of water. «Let the

strong side of yours away for a moment.» The pink-haired one's

shoulders were shaking. Hakkai closed his eyes, and inhale the

perfume of his companion's hair. He kissed Gojyou's head, forehead

and shoulders, the skin is so luscious. The sweet one knows that

affection was required at this moment.

And, softly, Hakkai began to

murmur, a little song. A song for Gojyou's tears. A song for his

sadness. He used to sing sweet words to his precious Kanan. But

know, it was for his precious Gojyou. The lullaby scared bad

souvenirs off the kappa's head. It's the first time that someone

sing for him a lullaby, before sleeping. The almost maternal Hakkai

feel Gojyou's soft breath getting slower. And with this lullaby, the

lanky one didn't do nightmare this time. For the first time.

K-Meyleon Sha

xox

(yo, it is my first ficcie and I am french..give me a chance!)