Gensomaden Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ How did it happen? ❯ How did it happen? ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: The characters belongs to Minekura Kazuya sensei; who disappeared somehow. This story belongs to me.

 

Authors note : I was listening to `Goodbye, my lover' by James Blunt when the ideas struck me. So here it is. Enjoy & do review.

Self beta. So if you spot any mistake let me know

 

 

 

How did it happen? How did I let it happen?

 

How did it start anyway? Whose fault was that? We were fighting like we always did. And we were always not alone. Somebody by our side. Watching our backs.

 

But this time, how did we manage to be just the two of us?

 

Bloodied and barely made it alive. We found ourselves trapped in this dark cave.

Just the two of us.

 

For a moment, there were just us and silent. And that flickering torch that you've made. Huh…you surprised me sometime. I never could imagine a monk like you know how get a torch going.

 

But then again, there so much that I didn't know about you.

 

Then we started to talk. Then we started to argue. Then we started to fight.

 

Then I ended up kissing you.

 

How the hell did that happen?

 

Yet the memories were as vivid as day. You were on the cold ground as I pinned you with my body. You did push me and it would have shaken me to my senses.

 

But then that mouth of yours. That sneering, sarcastic mouth that I just want to silence with my mouth. And see whether you can still talk as my tongue wrapped around yours.

 

That was my intention actually. Honestly. That was solely my reason. But then you began to taste just right. Your body felt just right. And the smell of blood, of death, of anger, of lust, of passion, of something I could not grasped.

 

You could have stopped me.

 

You could've used your damn sutra.

 

I wonder you've forgotten about it when I stripped your robe of you. The soft thud of the gun in your robe too. Have you forgotten about it?

 

You were fighting me. Pushing me. Swearing profanities. Yet you were solely using your strength.

 

What the hell, Sanzo?! You know damn well I was born stronger than you.

 

And before long you were already naked. Your black top shredded and your jeans were half torn. With the flickering light I could see you as you tried to shield your face.

 

Damn, I should have stopped just looking at you as weak as you are. But I didn't. The blood, the lust that swirled between us cleared whatever thoughts that crossed my mind. The only vision that I have is having you submitted to me.

 

Finally.

 

And I did take my time taking my cloth as I licked your marble skin.

 

Damn Sanzo, why didn't you stop me?! Why did you react the way I didn't expect you too? You let me bathed you with my tongue. That mouth now making sounds I never thought possible. Little hitching sound. Sometime closer to moaning. Sometime closer to crying.

 

Did you cry Sanzo?

 

How is this possible?

 

And when I enveloped you with my body you wound your legs around me. I took your mouth than and you responded in hunger. Your arms around my shoulders. Fingers tangled in my hair.

 

Damn Sanzo. What did you do to me?

 

When the hell did I have this hunger for you?

 

I move down then and took you hard length in my mouth. You almost screamed then. I knew you were going to scream my name. And it spiked me. The more I want to pleasure you. So I sucked hard. I licked your sensitive skin. Under the head and made you writhed as I hold you hip down. I swirled my tongue around your sac.

 

Enjoying every single taste.

 

Say my name, Sanzo. Say my name. Say my name.

 

I prepared you then. With my spit. My tongue. Probing fingers. As much as I could. But it still hurts, doesn't it?

 

It hurts when I pushed my length into your hole.

 

Hurt enough to get you back to your senses. Got you swearing at me again. Fighting again. Pushing me again. Hitting me again.

 

But that didn't last long.

 

Why Sanzo?

 

Did you feel the same way I did? The heat that choking both of us as we gasped for breath. Got you to almost beg me. Got you to call my name. Got me to call you baby.

 

Your tight heat sucking me. Pumping in and out I keep on returning for more. You keep on asking for more.

 

And when you screamed my name it touched me inside. I don't why. At that time, I didn't know why. All I could sense is your release that was like a kick to my gut as I bend back and slammed hard into you. Emptying myself as I utter your name like a mantra.

 

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How the hell did this happen?

 

And why didn't we stop after that?

 

With just the flickering light we turned to each other again and again.

Why? Why? Why?

 

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“Hey…I think they're coming through.”

 

Silent.

 

“Sanzo…”

 

“Bloody idiot. Took them so long.”

 

I almost laugh.

 

But I felt like crying.

 

And then he touched my face.

 

“Don't.”

 

Violets eyes shone in the dark. I felt my whole body shook as I recognize that look. An expression I've seen before. Truth just slammed into me.

 

I see that expression almost everyday in the privacy of my own enclave.

I see it reflecting in the mirror looking back at me.

 

Why didn't I understand from the beginning?

 

In so many ways, Sanzo is just like me.

Our loneliness. Our burden. Our heartache. Who could understand the soul of those forced to lead?

 

Sanzo lean in and kiss me. I enveloped him and kiss him back with desperation. He responded the same way. And I feel my heart broke as I realized that everything about Sanzo feels right. In those few hours I realized that I never felt more alive in all my years.

 

“Sanzo…Sanzo…” I began when I felt tears start to stream down.

 

“Don't…Don't.”

 

I realized Sanzo was crying too.

 

No, please, no. Not when I finally found someone and I had to let him go. I kissed Sanzo frantically. Pushing him again on the hard ground. Grinding our bodies together. Hoping beyond hope that I could just melt into him.

 

“Please…go.”

 

“Kou! Kou! Where are you?!” Dokugakuji voiced echoed not far away.

 

“No…no…no…”

 

“Kougaiji please! Or I put a hole in your fucking head!”

 

Again I wanted to laugh.

 

But I was crying.

 

“Don't make it hard for me.”

 

I kissed him again. One final kiss.

 

Then I slid into my jeans quickly and without a second look I walked away.

I think I ran.

 

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“Hey Kou! You ok?”

 

“Huh..”

 

“Where's the monk?”

 

“Where's the others?”

 

“Sanzo!!!!!”

 

With that familiar voice and a puff of brown hair passed him, Kougaiji knows Goku is on his way. Then comes Hakkai and Gojyo who gave him the usual look that says “Next time”

 

“Yeah…”

 

Next time. Next time it would once again a youkai prince and a corrupt monk fighting from the opposite side of the fence.

 

My heart is breaking. My heart is breaking.