Gensomaden Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ The Tie That Binds ❯ The Tie That Binds ( Chapter 1 )

Saiyuki is not mine. Never was, never will be. Damnit. It belongs to Kazuya Minekura. Everything of Saiyuki is Minekura's. So, I get nothing from this. Yay disclaimer!

 

 

 

His dick is still wet from being inside of her. It feels slimy. At least it helps him get inside of me. But it still hurts a bit. My dry skin sticking to his poorly lubed dick.

 

He tells me that this is to help cleanse him of her. I used to believe that. I don't anymore. Now I think it's just to taint me too. Drag me into the hell he lives in, with her. One big happy family in a hell conceived of her insanity and his guilt. And me. I guess I'm the tie that binds them together.

 

She hates me. Utterly. Completely. I'm the thing that stole her husband and because of that, she has to tie him to her, make him her new husband.

 

And I'm the thing that keeps him here, keeps him returning to her bed to calm her murderous rages directed at me. I'm a conduit for hate and guilt.

 

He thrusts harder, getting to the end. It hurts, but only inside. It hurts so much to know that I'm what keeps him here. It hurts more to know there's a part of me that feels special because I'm the only thing keeping him here. Knowing that hurts more than the few times he wasn't still wet from being in her. More than when he isn't there to stop her from beating me unconscious. Even more than when I try to make her smile but she just stares at me like I'm not even there.

 

Maybe if I weren't born, maybe if father had stayed, maybe if we ran away together.

 

Maybe if I died. I said that to him once, asked him if it would be better if I just died. He slapped me. Told me to never even think like that again. He said that he needed me, my purity, that he loved me. That was the only time he ever held me when he hadn't just been inside of her. A part of me died that day. That was the day I knew, I knew he wasn't cleansing himself; he was tainting me.

 

The tie that binds, and I'm slowly being torn apart.