GetBackers Fan Fiction ❯ Finding Each Other Again ❯ Finding Each Other Again ( Chapter 1 )

Finding Each Other Again

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"You keep running off in the middle of our conversations Ginji-kun. I might get the impression that you are trying to avoid me." Akabane said looking the panting blonde over with only mild disdain "We best keep close, I wouldn't want anything to happen to you." He added, taking a step closer to Ginji.

Ginji backs up against the wall, wishing he could just melt into it. "What makes you think I am avoiding you?"

"Are you still afraid of me Ginji-kun? Knowing that even without the power of Infinite Castle you have already proven yourself more than capable of defeating me." Akabane said forcing the blonde to back up further until he was standing merely inches from the younger man's face.

Ginji gulps, seeing how close Akabane has gotten to him. He looks around for something to try and distract the older man.

"You should look at me when I am talking to you Ginji-kun, I might think you're being impolite." Akabane says gently taking hold of Ginji's face and forcing the younger man to meet his gaze.

Ginji stiffens when Akabane touches him, wondering where Ban is, avoiding Dr. Jackal's gaze.

"So tense... Perhaps you would like a massage to help you relax." Akabane says, smiling politely.

Ginji starts shaking in fear, trying to avoid giving Akabane any sign of encouragement.

Taking Ginji's shaking as encouragement, Akabane turns the blonde around and begins to gently massage the other man's shoulders "So tense." he whispers, in a slightly reprimanding tone.

Ginji tries to turn back around, not wanting to take his eyes off Akabane, out of fear that the man might try and hurt him.

Akabane holds Ginji in place, continuing to gently work the boy's tense muscles.

Ginji moans lightly, despite his fear of Akabane.

Akabane pulls away momentarily to remove his gloves, and slips his hands up Ginji's shirt

Ginji shivers at the older man's touch.

"Are you enjoying yourself, Ginji-kun?" Akabane asks, his voice hardly above a whisper.

Ginji shakes his his head, his voice cracking "no....."

"That's a shame." Akabane says with mock hurt as he pulls away from Ginji altogether.

Ginji turns and looks at Akabane.

"Shall we continue then?" Akabane asks, smiling politely at his companion, as he puts on his gloves again.

Ginji nods dumbly, though not knowing why.

"Very well." Akabane says, nodding in aknowledgement to Ginji, waiting for the other man to lead the way.

Ginji walks on, occasionally looking back at Akabane.

Akabane follows along in silence, his eyes never leaving the man in front of him.

Ginji shivers slightly under Akabane's gaze.

"Are you cold, Ginji-kun?" Akabane asks, coming to stand beside Ginji. "I hope you're not coming down with something." He adds, glancing over at the boy, smiling.

"i... i'm fine...." Ginji avoids looking at Akabane, not wanting the older man to know that he is scared.

"Are you sure?" Akabane asks, looking over at his companion with what appears to be genuine concern.

"yes....." He replies, his voice is on the verge of cracking.

"I'm glad." Akabane says, smiling. "You know, Ginji-kun, I really do hope we can be friends." He adds slipping his hand into the blonde's and giving it a gentle squeeze, before releasing him again.

Ginji just stops and stares at Akabane, slight disbelief showing on his face.

Akabane regards Ginji thoughtfully. "You do want to be friends, don't you?" He asks, smiling.

Ginji nods, though not exactly sure if being friends with Akabane is a wise choice.

"I'm glad." Akabane responds, smiling so broadly that it causes him to squint.

Ginji nods again, continuing on down the corridor, feeling as though he is lost, but hoping Akabane doesn't notice.

Akabane follows alongside the blonde. After awhile, he allows Ginji to resume the lead again. "Are you lost Ginji-kun?" He asks, noting the confusion on his companion's face.

Ginji sweatdrops. "Lost? no..."

"Is that so?" Akabane asks unable to contain his amusement.

Ginji nods, but goes to the wall, and writes 'Thunder Emperor was here'.

"Laying out breadcrumbs for us, Ginji-kun?" Akabane asks, stepping up behind Ginji.

Ginji looks at Akabane "no.. I just felt like writing that..."

"I see, but you know, Ginji-kun, we have already been by this wall three times." Akabane responds, smiling.

Ginji blinks, and looks at the wall "we have?"

"Yes."

Ginji sweatdrops, walking on.

"Perhaps we should try another path, Ginji-kun." Akabane says, smiling at Ginji "We already know where that trail leads."

Ginji nods, and starts looking for another path.

"Tell me Ginji-kun, what it feels like to return here after all this time, and to find yourself lost in a place you once called home."

Ginji looks at Akabane "i'm not lost..."

"Oh?" Akabane says, smiling broadly and coming to stand infront of Ginji.

Ginji nods in response.

"Perhaps we should take a break." Akabane says, stepping closer to Ginji.

Ginji takes a step back "o....ok...."

"What shall we do to keep ourselves entertained, Ginji-kun?" Akabane asks, bridging the distance between them again.

Ginji takes another step back, only to find himself against the wall.

Akabane steps closer, regarding Ginji with almost predatory interest.

Ginji looks at Akabane, fear quite evident in his eyes.

Akabane reaches up and lightly caresses Ginji's cheek.

Ginji flinches at Akabane's touch.

"Is it so bad?" Akabane asksm feigning hurt as he runs his thumb over Ginji's bottom lip.

Ginji shakes his head, his voice once more cracking "no...."

"I'm glad." Akabane whispers, closing the distance between them. He pulls Ginji into a tight embrace, his lips lightly grazing the younger man, his violet eyes searching the innocent brown ones for any sign of resistance.

Ginji shuts his eyes, hoping it's all just a bad dream, hoping he will wake up soon, and be back with Ban, where he is safe.

Taking Ginji's closed eyes as encouragement, Akabane lightly traces the other man's bottom lip with his tongue, gently pursuading the boy to grant him further access.

Ginji clamps his mouth shut, not wanting to be doing this with Akabane.

Akabane pulls away, releasing Ginji from his embrace.

Ginji opens his eyes, blinking as he looks at Akabane.

"Close your eyes." Akabane instructs, stepping closer to Ginji again.

Ginji nods, closing his eyes, wondering what Akabane is planning to do.

"Picture Ban, his eyes, his lips, you have memorized every detail of his face, have you not?"

Ginji nods, thinking of Ban "Ban-chan...."

"Imagine what it would feel if he were to kiss you." Akabane whispers, brushing his lips lightly over Ginji's.

Ginji thinks of kissing Ban, his lips parting.

Akabane slips his tongue inside, pulling Ginji into a strong embrace, as he begins gently massaging the younger man's mouth with his tongue. As the blonde starts to relax into his hold, his kiss becomes deeper and more forceful.

Ginji keeps his eyes closed, pretending it's Ban who's kissing him.

Akabane continues his exploration of Ginj's mouth, his hands sliding up the blonde's shirt.

Ginji moans softly into Akabane's mouth.

Akabane slips his hands out from under Ginji's shirt only long enough to slip the blonde's vest off. Pressing the other man into the wall, he slides his hand up the front of the other man's shirt.

Ginji slips his hand under Akabane's shirt, his fingers grazing one of the older man's scars, his eyes shooting open in fear.

Akabane pulls away, smiling. "Did you have a good dream, Ginji-kun?"

Ginji nods slowly, moving as far away from Akabane as he can get.

"Do you wish to go further, Ginji-kun?" Akabane asks, stepping closer

"W..with.... B..ban-chan...."

"Was it as you imagined it would be with Ban-kun, when you were under the impression that I was him?"

Ginji nodded, feeling a little ashamed that he had allowed the psychopath to touch him, let alone kiss him.

"Then close your eyes again and let's play a game."

"I don't want to play... N...not with you...."

"How disappointing." Akabane says, looking as though Ginji had physically wounded him.

Ginji blinks "s...sorry..."

"No need to apologize Ginji-kun." Akabane says smiling reassuringly and backing off. "You can't help you love afterall." He adds, momentarily looking away from the blonde so that the other man won't see the pain in his eyes "I just hope Ban-kun realizes your feelings before it's too late."

Ginji does notice the pained look in Akabane's eyes, and feels guilty for his reaction.

"Have you told him of your feelings Ginji-kun?" Akabane asks, regarding Ginji with obvious interest.

"No.. I haven't"

"Then you are still uncertain." Akabane comments, a smile lighting up his features.

"I'm scared he won't feel the same about me..."

Akabane walks closer to Ginji. "He does not feel the same, he loves you undeniably but he does not want you." He says, touching the other man's cheek gently. "The way that I want you."

Ginji looks at Akabane in surprise, but makes no move to step away.

"Does that surprise you Ginji-kun?"

Ginji nods.

Akabane wraps his arms around Ginji and pulls him closer "I want you." He repeats this time with more emphasis.

Ginji lets himself be pulled into Akabane's arms.

Akabane leans in pressing his lips to Ginji, this time without hesitation, he slips his tongue past the other man's slightly parted lips.

Ginji eagerly accepts the kiss, though he feels a little shame, it being with Akabane, and not Ban.

Emboldened by Ginji's reaction, Akabane slips off his gloves and slips his hands up the front of the blonde's shirt again, lightly drawing circles around the younger man's nipples.

Ginji moans lightly, his eyes once again closed. "Ban-chan...."

Akabane pulls away, slightly backing Ginji into a wall. "It is not your Ban-chan." He whispers against the other's mouth.

Ginji opens his eyes, nodding, a tear making it's way down his cheek unnoticed.

Akabane leans back into the kiss, crushing Ginji between himself and the wall.

Ginji wraps his arms around Akabane, loosely.

Akabane pulls Ginji closer, his hands resting on the other's hips for a moment before slipping inside the boy's shorts to caress the silken flesh.

Ginji moans softly at Akabane's touch.