GetBackers Fan Fiction ❯ Firsts ❯ Firsts ( Chapter 1 )

Title: Firsts

Author: Christina/AquaianGoddess

Fandom: GetBackers

Rating: NC-17

Pairing(s): GinjixBan (OMGSHOCK)

Summery: There's a first time for everything.

Warnings: Sex, boys loving other boys, possibly random moments of spazzerty (No, I don't care it's not a word, shut up.)

Notes: This is for torsui, because she has to write papers (TT_TT), so this is to cheer her up after all the hard work she's doing. I wrote this fic listening to:

 

01. Andrea Bocelli - I Will Go With You (Italian)

02. Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love

03. David Cassidy - I Think I Love You

04. Depeche Mode - Personal Jesus

05. Donna Summers - I Will Go With You (Con Te Partiró) (Album Version)

06. Duran Duran - Union Of The Snake

07. En Vogue - What's It Gonna Be?

08. Eric Carmen - Hungry Eyes

09. Exposé - Point of No Return

10. Feist - One Evening

11. Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories - Sandalwood

12. Madonna - Human Nature

13. Maroon 5 - Shiver

14. Nelson - (Can't Live Without Your) Love And Affection

15. The Reverend Horton Heat - In Your Wildest Dreams

16. The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

17. The Smiths - Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want

18. Sneaker Pimps - Lightning Field

 

on random. ^^ Yay for fic playlists! */spazzerty*

 

Thank you to my beta, Sammei, for being my wonderful beta~

 

~~

 

Ban was pleased.

 

He could do without the soreness of his muscles, and the throbbing in his shoulder (why did they always aim for the right shoulder?! Fuckers...), but, near death experiences aside, they had gotten paid. A lot. Enough that they could pay off Paul enough so that he'd stop bitching for awhile, get gas for the Ladybug, and still have enough left over for a decent meal and a few days in a real hotel, with a little spending money on the side if they got a single bed. Ban pushed down the thought of just how much he'd enjoy sleeping pressed up against Ginji's body, feeling Ginji's naked body pressed against his own. He wasn't even sure if Ginji swung that way, and he wasn't about to fuck up the best thing that ever happened to him because he couldn't keep it in his pants.

 

"Ban-chan?"

 

Ban blinked and turned to look at Ginji. “Yeah?”

 

“You okay? You're not eating...” Warm brown eyes looked at him in concern.

 

“Eh? It's nothing, just thinking.” Ban took a piece of meat from the box Ginji held out to him and bit into it. Ahhh. Bliss.

 

Ginji smiled at that, and took some meat for himself. In spite of how much they fought over food, Ginji always made sure Ban ate something. His friend was too skinny as it was (Ginji knew this because he couldn't take his eyes off his partner), and while Ban claimed he could get by without eating, Ginji thought otherwise, instincts from Mugenjou making themselves known even now. Hunger dulled your senses, and in their line of work, they couldn't afford to be in anything but top shape, as proved by the close call they had earlier that night. He shivered at the memory of Ban tumbling to the ground as the bullet hit his shoulder, the cold fingers of fear as he watched Ban stumble, then the sudden relief as Ban rolled to his feet and kept running, as though nothing happened. It was only a flesh wound, the thug's aim having been thrown off by Ginji's electrical attack, but if it hadn't... Ban would be breathing through a hole in his neck. Ginji liked Ban's neck, and would rather it not be full of holes. Granted, Ginji would also rather be leaving a nice, dark hickey on the pale flesh of Ban's neck, feeling the smaller man moan under his mouth rather than hearing it, hands running over skin as he removed the other's clothes and-

 

Right.

 

Ginji watched as Ban finished what he could, eating surprisingly little. Ginji often wondered if it was because Ban had a slow metabolism. Shido told him once that a snake's metabolism was so slow, it could live off one mouse for a week. Or something like that. He hadn't really been paying attention, as he was just trying to keep the concussed (at the time) man talking as he got him to Juubei. Ginji felt a flash of pain at the memory of his friend. ...Shido would've gone with him if he asked. They all would've. And he just left them, not even a word of goodbye and-

 

“Ginji.”

 

Ginji's head snapped up from looking into his tea. “Yeah, Ban-chan?”

 

“Is the meaning of life written in the tea leaves on the bottom of your cup, or something?” Ban's eyebrow was arched in amusement.

 

“Yes.” Ginji said with a perfectly straight face. “It's all profound and shit.”

 

Ban nearly snorted his own tea up his nose as he burst into laughter. “What?” Ginji just grinned and sipped his tea. “Whatever...”

 

Ginji noted with an inward wince the tight look on Ban's face as he shifted. “Ban-chan, why don't you take the first shower? I'll clean up dinner.”

 

Ban blinked at his friend and partner. “You sure?”

 

“Yes. You smell. Unless you need help...” Ginji grinned to show he was just teasing, and hoped Ban would catch on to the obvious flirting.

 

Ban swatted at his partner. “No worse than you, you jerk.” ...or not, because the second part of Ginji's statement had obviously been ignored.

 

“Yeah, and?”

 

Ban rolled his eyes and picked up his spare set of clothes as he padded into the bathroom (full sized!) and closed the door behind him. Ginji began cleaning up from their meal as he forced himself not to think of how Ban would look naked and dripping wet in the shower, or how he would taste under the spray of water and the feel of Ban's skin under the slickness of soap as he-

 

Okay, obviously this plan wasn't working.

 

~~

 

Ban practically purred as he felt the heat from the shower sink into his sore muscles. He couldn't tell if Ginji knew how much the shower would ease his pain, or if his partner was just being the lovable self-sacrificing idiot he always was. Ban sighed as the pain in his shoulder ebbed away, and stayed in the shower for a few more minutes before turning off the water and drying off. He never changed his clothes in front of Ginji. Not that Ban wasn't comfortable with his body, but... he didn't want Ginji to worry over the old scars and fuss over the faint outline of Ban's ribs.

 

That and the very thought of Ginji watching him change made him harder than a rock, and he just didn't want to explain to a most likely uninterested partner that he had a thing for him. Because then things would change, probably not for the better, and Ban didn't want that to happen because he lo-

 

Ban cut that thought off quickly as he pulled on his tank top and pants, towel drying his hair as he padded out of the bathroom. “Bathroom's free.”

 

Ginji flashed him a grin and he practically bounced into the bathroom. “Clean~”

 

Ban snorted, and began to make a mental tally of the cash they had left as he gathered up the things he would need to patch up his shoulder, and forced himself not to think about the implications behind the harmless statement Ginji had made earlier, telling himself that Ginji wasn't flirting with him.

 

Even though he wished he was.

 

~~

 

Ginji washed his hair as he sadly dwelled on the fact that Ban just might not be interested in him. He was obviously missing all the hints Ginji threw in his direction. Maybe he just didn't get the subtleness of Ginji's flirting. Ginji almost wished he could go to his friends about how to go about seducing his partner. He could almost hear them now, Shido telling him to be honest and straightforward and blunt. Kazuki would tell him to be romantic and seduce Ban with dinner and wine. MakubeX would blink at him, and give him a list of statistics of the probability that Ban would accept his affections, or something like that. Masaki... Masaki wouldn't tell Ginji anything, saying he should figure it out for himself and if you'll excuse him, he has to go sit on a rooftop and ponder mysteriously for a week.

 

Ginji rinsed his hair, and sent mental thanks to his friends as he decided. He had almost lost Ban today, and life was too short to be uncertain. He finished his shower quickly, and dried off, wrapping the towel around his waist and wiping away the steam from the mirror as he focused on his reflection. He would make his move, and be straightforward and honest.

 

He just hoped he wasn't making a mistake.

 

~~

 

Ban heard the door to the bathroom open in the back of his mind as he stood from patching up his shoulder, going through his wallet, recounting their funds. If they only ate twice a day, and got another well paying job within the week, the funds they did have should last for about- Ginji had padded up behind Ban and pressed his chest against Ban's back, and Ban felt an almost phantom brush of lips against his neck. “G-Ginji?” Ban cursed inwardly at the hitch in his voice. It was probably just an accident...

 

“Yes, Ban-chan?” Ginji's voice was a low purr near Ban's ear as he nibbled on Ban's earlobe before drawing it into his mouth and sucking gently.

 

Okay, maybe it wasn't.

 

“Wh-what are you-?” Oh that felt nice... Ban could feel himself getting turned on by Ginji's actions and wondered if he was dreaming.

 

“I'm sick of waiting Ban-chan. You don't seem to be getting the hint, so...” Ginji kissed his way along Ban's neck and scraped his teeth against his pulse. “I thought I'd be more obvious.”

 

Ban moaned and let his head tilt to the side to give Ginji better access. “I'm dreaming...” He wasn't sure if he had said it aloud or not, until Ginji answered him.

 

“No, Ban-chan. You aren't.” Ginji turned Ban's head to face him and kissed him. Ban slowly began to kiss back, turning in Ginji's arms before he realized just what he was doing. He wrapped his arms around Ginji's shoulders and pressed against him and froze. Ginji was only wearing a towel and Ban could feel him and he was- oh God...

 

Ban flung himself away from Ginji, breathing heavy.

 

“Ban-chan?”

 

~~

 

Ginji was confused. Just a minute ago, Ban was kissing him back and now he was halfway across the room, staring at Ginji with an indescribable look on his face.

 

“Ban-chan?” Ginji wanted to kick himself for how hurt he sounded. He should've known better, that Ban wasn't really interested in him and had probably been pretending not to notice his flirting to spare his feelings...

 

“Ginji...What the hell?”

 

“One would think it was fairly obvious, Ban-chan.”

 

“Yeah, well...” Ban looked confused, and Ginji almost laughed. He looked so cute like that...

 

“Ban-chan. I like you. A lot. I've been flirting with you since we left Mugenjou, and...you didn't seem to be getting it.” Ginji took a step closer to Ban, and Ban took a step back. “And tonight... I almost lost you tonight, Ban-chan.”

 

Ban backed away from Ginji as he stepped closer, wanting to keep some distance between them, before he did something stupid like throw himself into Ginji's arms. “You know me, Ginji. I'm indestructible.” Ban froze. He had hit the wall, and Ginji was still walking towards him in nothing but a towel that was hanging low on his hips and oh God oh God oh God-

 

“...No one is indestructible, Ban-chan.” Ginji stepped closer, and closer still. “I... I want to know how you feel about me Ban-chan. If you don't return my feelings, I'll drop it.” Ginji stopped just as he was almost nose to nose with Ban.

 

“I... Ginji...”

 

“I like you, Ban-chan. I like you a lot.”

 

Ban watched as a droplet of water dripped from Ginji's hair onto his shoulder, trail down his chest, into his bellybutton, then out again to be absorbed by the towel around Ginji's hips. Ban licked his lips and forced his eyes to meet Ginji's through the purple lenses of his glasses. “Um...”

 

Ginji arched an eyebrow in amusement, an expression Ban recognized as one of his own. “Ban-chan?”

 

“Give me a minute! I can't think clearly if you're distracting me with your sexiness!” Ban hissed out, then clapped a hand over his mouth. “I did not just say that.”

 

Ginji's face split into a delighted grin. “Yes you did~”

 

“No. I didn't. Shut up.” Ban refused to admit he had said any such thing, just like he refused to admit he was sulking.

 

“Yes you did.” Ginji's voice was right by his ear. “You want me, Ban-chan?”

 

Ban couldn't bring himself to meet Ginji's eyes as he gave a small nod. “...yeah.”

 

“Look at me, Ban-chan.”

 

Ban slowly brought his eyes to Ginji's face, and found himself being kissed. Ban wondered in the back of his mind when Ginji learned how to kiss so well, but that thought was swept away, along with any others, when Ginji ran his tongue along Ban's bottom lip. Ban parted his lips for Ginji with a moan as he clung to Ginji's shoulders, pulling him closer.

 

Ginji slid his hands under Ban's shirt as he deepened the kiss, feeling Ban tremble under his lips and fingertips. “Ban-chan? Are you okay?”

 

Ban's eyes opened and stared at Ginji, dazed. “Huh?”

 

“You're shaking.” Ginji pointed out.

 

“Oh.” Ban blinked. “I've never done this before.” The words were said in such a way, Ginji wondered if Ban even knew he was saying them.

 

“You're a virgin?”

 

Ban gave a slow nod. “Never really wanted anyone like this. There was Yamato but he-” Ban was cut off as Ginji kissed him.

 

“Ban-chan?”

 

“Yes Ginji?”

 

“...do you want to do this tonight?”

 

“Huh?”

 

“If you've never done this before...” Ginji shifted. He hadn't expected Ban to be a virgin. This made things... complicated.

 

“Ginji, I know that you did not just get me hot and bothered to suddenly decide you're not going to follow through.” Ban's fingers curled against Ginji's shoulder.

 

“Of course not Ban-chan. I'm asking you.”

 

Ban gave Ginji a flat look. “Does the phrase `duh' mean anything to you?”

 

Ginji grinned and kissed Ban again, humming in delight as Ban kissed back.

 

~~

 

Ban moaned into the kiss, pressing against Ginji, his fingers digging into his back as Ginji's hands slid under his tank top to take it off. Ban broke the kiss to allow for its removal, but once it was off, he switched their places, slamming Ginji into the wall and pulling him into another kiss, hungry and desperate. Ginji chuckled against Ban's mouth as he caught Ban's hands as they reached for his towel. “Ban-chan, slow down. We have all night.” Ginji kissed his way along Ban's jaw and down his neck, nipping and sucking on his pulse. “Relax.” Lick. “Take it slow.” Nibble. “Savor it.” Ginji felt Ban moan as he sucked gently on Ban's neck, leaving a hickey.

 

“Ginji...” Ban moaned, and wrapped his arms around his partner, one hand burying itself in Ginji's hair. He felt himself being guided towards the bed, felt himself being pressed into cool sheets, felt Ginji's weight settle above him, and felt Ginji's hands and mouth on his skin, kissing and licking and touching. If Ban was aware of the desperate mewling sounds he was making, he didn't care.

 

Ginji nuzzled at Ban's crotch before tugging on Ban's boxers and sliding them off, watching as Ban gasped and writhed under his touch. "So sensitive, Ban-chan..."

 

"S-shut up." Ban panted, arching into Ginji's touch before Ginji pinned his hips to the bed and took Ban into his mouth. Ban gasped as Ginji's tongue swirled around him, tasting him and torturing him. Ban tried to force himself deeper into Ginji's mouth, only to be thwarted by Ginji's hands pressing down on his hips. "Ginji..." Ban practically mewled into the air. "Ginji, I'm-" He almost sobbed when Ginji pulled away.

 

"Can't have it end too soon, Ban-chan..." Ginji smiled down at him, and Ban froze. Ginji had never looked like that before; cheerful brown eyes now dark with arousal, and a mouth usually in a wide, happy grin, was now reddened and slightly swollen and curving into a seductive smirk.

 

Ban made a noise that was supposed to be something along the lines of 'You asshole! Why did you stop?!' but came out more as a desperate and needy whimper. He and Ginji were going to have to have a talk on tormenting him during sex, but that could wait, mostly because Ginji was now licking his way up Ban's torso, tongue swirling around his belly button before dipping inside it, making Ban nearly scream. Ban's hands scrambled for something to hold onto. Ginji, the sheets, anything...

 

"Give me your hands, Ban-chan..." Ginji purred in his ear, nibbling on the lobe before sucking on it gently as his hands slid down Ban's arms from his shoulders to his wrists, then bringing them above his head as Ginji kissed his way down to Ban's neck. "Grip the headboard." Ginji licked his pulse. "And keep them there."

 

Ban did as was asked, staring at Ginji in wide-eyed wonder. Anyone else...anyone else would've been breathing through hand made gills courtesy of Ban's Snake Bite if they had told him to do that, but Ginji... "Ginji?"

 

"Trust me, Ban-chan." He flashed Ban a reassuring grin, and Ban relaxed a little. "And don't think so much!" Ginji poked Ban's nose playfully before removing his glasses.

"Well, one of us has to." Ban's witty retort was ruined by the fact that his voice was breathy and little more than a whisper, rather than sharp and solid.

 

"Not during this." Ginji ran his hands through Ban's hair, kissing and sucking on his neck. "This is about emotions, and going with what feels right."

 

"Haven't you heard? I don't have emotions." Ban muttered, bitterly. Then yelped as Ginji bit him. "What the HELL?!"

 

"You're being what I affectionately refer to as an asshat, Ban-chan."

 

"You've got a funny way of showing affection." He grumbled, moving his hand to rub at where Ginji bite him. Ginji caught his wrist and wrapped Ban's hand back around the headboard.

 

"Didn't I say not to move them, Ban-chan?" Ginji asked, voice playful and amused, but there was an undercurrent of something else in his eyes, one that Ban found himself wondering if this was what the stupid monkey tamer was talking about. The charisma of Raitei...the charm of Amano Ginji.

 

"G-Ginji..."

 

"Ban-chan~, relax. This is supposed to be fun! It doesn't always have to be about deep and meaningful feelings and everlasting love and romance...though that's kinda what this is about too, but it doesn't have to be so damn serious!"

 

Ban blinked up at Ginji and bit his lip to stop the laugh bubbling up in his throat...not like that worked, since he started laughing anyway. "Idiot, will you shut up and get back to kissing me please?"

 

Ginji kissed Ban, a soft and gentle move that quickly became hard and hungry. Ban hooked a leg around Ginji's waist to hold him in place, but Ginji was as slippery as the electric eel Ban often called him. Hands, lips and tongue seems to touch him everywhere, and within minutes had Ban mewling half formed pleas for more, though what, exactly, more entailed, Ban wasn't sure, but he wanted it, wanted Ginji, more than anything.

 

"Ban-chan?"

 

"What?"

 

"Are you sure?"

 

"Ginji, if we stop now, I'll kill you."

 

"Such soft and tender words, Ban-chan." Ginji laughed.

 

Ban fought the smile that was coming, but the corners of his mouth twitched and gave him away. "Shut up and kiss me, idiot."

 

"Yes, Ban-chan."

 

Ban practically purred into the kiss as Ginji's hands ran down his sides, his legs, then up again. Ginji then pulled away, muttering to himself and Ban blinked. “Ginji?” Ginji went into the bathroom and Ban started to get worried. “Ginji?”

 

Ginji came back out with the complimentary bottle of lotion in one hand, and stared. Ban fought down the urge to curl up in front of Ginji's gaze; that gaze that seemed to strip away all his layers and gaze at the man beneath. It made Ban feel vulnerable and exposed and-

 

“God, Ban-chan… have you any idea how sexy you look right now?”

 

Ban blinked at Ginji and blushed. No one had ever said that to him before…

 

~~

 

“God, Ban-chan… have you any idea how sexy you look right now?” Ginji couldn't take his eyes off his partner. Ban was looking at him with wide eyes, a light blush creeping up into his cheeks. He looked almost vulnerable, and Ginji wanted to curl around him and protect him… he also wanted to settle himself between Ban's legs and fuck him silly, but Ginji figured that was a given and didn't need mentioning.

 

“Um…”

 

Ginji climbed back onto the bed and kissed Ban, hungry, but gentle. Ban moaned into it and let his eyes flutter closed as Ginji kissed his way down Ban's body, slicking his fingers with the lotion. Ban gasped when he felt Ginji's fingers at his entrance and Ginji nibbled on Ban's ear, murmuring softly into his ear. “Shhh, Ban-chan, it's alright. Relax… I need to stretch you so it doesn't hurt as much, okay? Shhh…” At Ban's nod, Ginji slowly slid his finger inside, moaning as he felt Ban's body tighten down against the intrusion. The very thought of being inside that tight heat nearly had him coming right then, but instead he nibbled, kissed and sucked on Ban's neck as Ban grit his teeth. “Shhh, Ban-chan, its okay...” Ginji murmured against Ban's skin, waiting for Ban's body to relax again before continuing. He wondered if Ban knew all the tiny noises he made as Ginji worked his fingers in and out of Ban; the tiny moans and mewling noises that escaped him, and surprised noise when Ginji brushed against the one spot he knew would make Ban see stars. “That's it, Ban-chan…louder. I want to hear you…”

 

“Ginji…. Oh God, Ginji…” Ban's hips started rocking against Ginji's hand, trying to get him to brush that one spot again. Ginji removed his fingers and ignored Ban's cursing as he poured the rest of the lotion into his hand, slicking himself. “Ginji, you bastard don't tease!” Ban hissed at Ginji, then fell silent as Ginji settled himself between legs, hooking the smaller man's knees over his arms before pressing against him. Ban's eyes went wide. “Oh God, Ginji that's not gonna fit!”

 

“Yes it will, Ban-chan… Do you trust me?” Ban nodded. “Then relax… it will hurt a little at first, but then it will feel really good, okay?” Ban nodded again, then squeezed his eyes shut as Ginji slowly pressed inside Ban, pausing once he was fully inside. He could hear the wood of the headboard splinter and crack under Ban's grip, but it hardly mattered. “Ban-chan you feel so good…” Ginji moaned, fighting down the urge to just thrust as Ban got used to him. He was so tight and hot and completely and utterly his…

 

“I-idiot…don't say things like that…” Ban moaned, as Ginji moved his hips in a slow thrusting motion, rocking gently against Ban, just to hear the other man mewl.

 

“Why not? It's true, Ban-chan…” Ginji licked and nibbled Ban's ear before breathing into it, feeling Ban's toes curling against his hips. “You're so tight and hot, Ban-chan, and now you're mine…I'm never letting you go, Ban-chan. Not ever…” Ginji began thrusting harder into Ban, listening to the smaller man's muffled moans. “Let go, Ban-chan… don't hold anything back from me…let me hear you.”

 

Ban cried out as Ginji's movements became harder and faster, his own hips bucking to meet Ginji's. He barely heard himself, moaning and chanting Ginji's name in addition to appreciative curses and soft cries. Ginji's hand moved in between them to wrap around Ban and pump him in time with his thrusts, gasping out Ban's name, trying to keep the sparks to a minimum, not wanting to hurt Ban.

 

Ban dragged Ginji down for a kiss as he came, muffling his scream with Ginji's mouth. It sent Ginji over the edge, with a snap of electricity and a cry of Ban's name.

 

Ginji lifted a hand to his mouth to lick off the evidence of Ban's orgasm as Ban panted under him. Ginji slowly pulled out and nuzzled his partner in apology as Ban made a soft noise. Ginji missed the warmth of Ban's body as he went into the bathroom to dampen a washcloth with warm water, cleaning off himself, then returning to the bed to wipe down Ban.

 

Ban pulled Ginji down for a kiss and curled around him as Ginji pulled the blankets up.

 

“You okay, Ban-chan?”

“Mmmm…very okay.” Ban's voice was a drowsy purr as he tucked his face into Ginji's neck.

 

“Good…love you Ban-chan.” Ginji murmured, thinking Ban was already fast asleep.

 

“You'd better.” Ban nipped at Ginji neck.

 

Oh, so Ban was still awake… “Always.”

 

Ban was already fast asleep before Ginji's eyes drifted shut.

 

~~

 

Ban glared at Hevn after she had given him the details of yet another `easy sounding at first, but then gets horribly complicated and difficult later on' job. "I thought you said this was an easy job!" Of course she'd tell them all the hard parts of a job after she got them to agree to take it…

 

"It is an easy job for the two best recoverers in the biz!" She smiled and sipped her iced tea. "Besides, the payout is worth the risk." A little bit of flattery and a lot of cleavage flashing usually softened up the two recoverers, but Ban was sore and running out of cigarettes, and Ginji seemed distracted by something, and wasn't really paying attention to much of anything save his milkshake.

 

"Most of it I bet we'll never even see." Ban muttered a few choice phrases about Hevn, who was already on her way out.

 

"Call me if you don't die~<3"

 

"...bitch." Ban grumbled, then turned to look at his partner...who was too busy blowing bubbles in his milkshake to pay attention to anything else. Ban blinked. There he was. His best friend. His partner. His...lover. One of the deadliest people Ban knew, and he was blowing bubbles in his milkshake like he was a little kid. It was enough to make the knowledge of knowing the job ahead was gonna be a pain in the ass easier to take, because Ginji would be by his side.

 

Then Ginji used his straw to drip vanilla milkshake on Ban's neck. Ban opened his mouth to yell, but then Ginji leaned over and licked it off. Natsumi blushed, Master shook his head, and Ginji grinned at Ban, which made Ban grin back.

 

Oh yeah. Everything was right in the world.