GetBackers Fan Fiction ❯ No Title ❯ No Title ( Chapter 1 )

Title: No Title

Author: Christina/AquaianGoddess

Rating: R

Pairings: BanxGinji/GinjixBan, mentions of one sided ShidoxBan and one sided GinjixEmishi

Warnings: Mentions of Sex and guys loving other guys.

Summery: Ban and Ginji have an arrangement.

Notes: It started out as something, and turned into something else. >-> yeah.

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Ban and Ginji had an arrangement. It wasn't a relationship, because neither wanted to actually put a label on something that was so indescribable to anyone that wasn't them, but it wasn't an affair, because, really, who were they cheating on? The two men that they really did want to be with and had no chance with because they were so irredeemably straight? So it was an arrangement. They'd fuck when either was horny, or cuddle and pet when either needed comfort. Not that Ban ever admitted he needed comfort. Not out loud, at least, because Ginji could read him in every single way that not even Yamato could, so Ban never really had to say anything and Ginji would know what he wanted/needed/was thinking because that was the way things were. Ban could read Ginji just as well, but then again, who couldn't? Ginji was as open and honest with everyone they met as he was with Ban. Well, maybe not because Ban doubted Ginji would ever fist his hands in someone else's hair and purr, yes purr in their ear all the things he was going to do to them that night and move his hands just so, just enough to have Ban panting and wanting and not-quite-begging-but-close-enough. Well, not so. Ginji would do that with Emishi, if he thought his advances would get him anywhere. Ban thought Emishi would sprawl naked on his back in a heartbeat if Ginji ever actually said anything to him about it, but Ginji would never say anything, because Ginji didn't know if his affections would be welcomed, or returned, and he'd rather suffer in silence than lose a friend. Ban thought this was silly, and told Ginji so many times, but Ginji would give him a look (because Ginji's eyes were so expressive even if he never said another word the rest of his life, everyone would still know what he was thinking), and tell him he was being stupid as well, because it's not like he even had a relationship with Shido that he'd have to worry about losing if he even hinted that he thought the man was gorgeous. Ban always pointed out that they did have a strange sort of respect for each other and he wasn't particularly fond of the idea of killing the Monkey Tamer so he could save face, and the rest of the world would never know that the great Mido Ban-sama had laid his heart out on the table and had gotten it chewed up, spat out and pissed on, then laughed at. Ginji always shook his head, muttering that Ban-chan was being stupid again and would fall asleep, since they always managed to have these talks after sex when both were satiated and drowsy.

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Ban is always shocked when Ginji starts putting the moves on him, because Ginji was such a physical person where Ban was not and Ban would always give a small jump, trying to override his first instinct to attack when Ginji would come up behind him, placing his hands on Ban's hips and attacking Ban's throat with lips, teeth, and tongue. Ban always knew it was Ginji, though, so when he felt hands on his hips, he was startled, mostly because they were not Ginji's hands and he moved to attack when he felt lips by his ear.

"I've decided to stop waiting for your first move, Snake Bastard." Shido's voice washed over Ban's senses and he was torn between melting against the strong body at his back, and running away as fast as his legs could carry him. "Ginji told me about your little arrangement, and has given me his blessing to make my move." Ban was still frozen to the spot as Shido pulled Ban against his chest, nuzzling his neck and the soft skin behind his ear. "That is, if you were willing. Are you willing?" Ban turned in Shido's arms and looked him in the eye (through his glasses, of course). Seeing the vulnerability in Shido's eyes that you just can't fake, Ban's brows drew together. Then he smiled.

And Shido kissed him.

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Ginji is never shocked when Ban wants sex. Mostly because Ban had a different walk for it. Most people wouldn't notice it, but Ban's stride was more controlled, more tightly coiled power behind his movements than usual, as if he was stopping himself from running full tilt to Ginji. Ginji is always kind of amused by Ban's need to hide things that could make him seem weak. Things like affection, desperation, or lust. So Ginji would wait, watching Ban watch him, a smile on his face and open arms as Ban would kiss him breathless, and Ginji would practically taste how much Ban would need this in it, because Ban always pushed aside his body's urges for trivial things like sex. Ginji sometimes thought that Ban was repressed, period, but he blamed that on Ban's childhood, growing up to believe he was nothing more than a monster and deserved nothing, which was why Ban clung tightly to everything he did have, baring his proverbial fangs to those who would try to take it away. This is why Ginji was confused when he saw Emishi walking to him in almost the same manner as Ban, only different, because this was Emishi and Ban was Ban and neither was the other.

"I heard from Shido-han about your, uh, arrangement with Ban-kun." Ginji smiled a little sheepishly at this and nodded. "So, I, uh..." Emishi suddenly buried his hands in Ginji's hair and kissed him, and Ginji's hands flew up to Emishi's face, resting lightly on his cheeks.

"Emi-Emishi..." Ginji was stunned and breathless when the kiss broke, a blush creeping across his and Emishi's cheeks. "You-"

"I mean, I always thought that you and Ban were together and were totally into each other and I never thought I could even get close enough to do that, but then Shido told me that you and Ban weren't in love and were just really close and stuff and I figured if I didn't make my move now I'd never be able to and-" Emishi's words were cut off when Ginji placed a finger on his lips, smiling as he leaned in to kiss him.

Ginji never did like talking when action was needed.